Aftermath
Bluelighter
Heres the story.
I phoned up my buddy who i bought from many times before and after this experience. He said to meet me at McDicks.
It was already dark when i got there and I knew there was anticipation in the air from the Dance we (the school body) were going to.
When I got there he was already there. Another friend of mine that I had known for a few years was there also. He asked me "where are all the drugs at man," I responded with, "I dont know man," because I didnt want anything to ruin this experience. Any chance of a bust, nark, or my buddy selling out was a bad thing.
So i got my two tabs. He told me it was a new batch in town. I could see in his eyes that I didnt know what I was in for. He was right. I had not the slightist clue in the world.
I assumed my other friend had scored some pills also.
I walked around waiting for the school dance to start. I could smell the excitement in the air.
I was walking around with some good people when I decided i wanted to start the experience. I went into a one man bathroom of some gas station and snorted a pill. The dealer adviced me not to snort this shit cuz it would hurt and burn too much. I thought I was a man. I snorted one jell tab. He was right. A bump felt like fire. I didnt care. it was too late to turn back. I snorted the rest of it. Some fuck was banging on the door. I finished up and ate the empty jell tabs for the little drugs that they had in them.
We decided to smoke a joint before we went to the school. We got to a friends house (whos house is a crack house) and smoked a doob. by the time the doob was done i was completely fucked. The dance had started by that time. no problem. I had a ticket. They would have to let me in. I decided to snort the other pill. Up my nose it goes. I give a tiny line away. He almost chokes when he takes it due to the burn. The drip was nasty. It tasted like shit. Worst burn ever.
By this time I was feeling higher than I ever thought I had been before. heh. I didnt think a person could get higher. I was wrong. I was very wrong. Boy was i wrong.
So we started walking to the school, about 4-5 blocks away. It was rumored that It was going to be a video dance with a live PA. Sweetness was in the air.
After bumping into a good friend right outside the crack house, we started the decent to the school.
When I got there I was pooring sweat.
"Give the ticket and walk in to the darkness" I thought. It wasnt as easy as it sounded.
The person infrount of me was squabling with the school counciler at the frount of the enterence. "god damn it" i thought "just let the poor boy in!"
I got in. It was obious i was rolling. I was fucked out of my skull and I hardly knew it. I approached some people with good vibes who looked at me and backed away in supprise. They could see I was messed up.
It was dark. It was like a rave except with a 50 foot projection screan playing some insane visuals. The cdj was fucking good. He played some high energy music.
I had never danced before this night. This night I couldnt do anything BUT dance. I was jumping up in own with such energy that my vibes spread to the teachers.
They had nice proffessional lighting and some scafolding that you could climb onto and dance if you wanted to. it was held in the school gym. lots of room to run, dance, breakdance, whatever you wanted.
heh. This is where my night got fun.
They started the hard house. heh.
They started up the fog machines and glow in the dark bubbles.
My jaw hurt. Bottled watter was free. Good vibes.
I was fucked up. Halucinating. Tripping. Ripped. Stoned.
I went out of the gym. I was so fucked up that I wasnt fully aware of what I was doing. I sat down in a well lit area. It was the enterence of the gym where people payed to get in. Most of the people had already entered the dance, which was just over 800 people, not including staff, and the people they hired to put on the dance.
Low and behold the principal of the school was sitting next to me. I started talking about school. Dancing was next on the conversation list. I was sweating like a pig. I said to him "jesus, do you know how hot it is in there dancing?" He couldnt understand. I told him to go dance. He declined and laughed. I was breathing heavily.
I told him to open the gym doors so we cold get some cool air because I wasnt aloud to step outside.
He told me that if he opend up the door then everyone would go outside and smoke.
heh. He supidly hung on to every word I spoke. I told him to back up a semi truck to the gym doors so that cool, fresh air could get into the gym while keeping everyone at bay.
heh.
I went back inside and moved around like no one was watching.
I feel cool air comming from outside. "fresh air at last" i thought "wheres it comming from??" i asked myself as i looked towards the gym doors. It seamed as if the gym doors were open now and people were standing outside with a truck trying to back into them.
"Insanity" i thought, "What kind of psycotic would exploit the students freedom to move around outside by blocking the exit with a semi truck?" Later i would realize that it was my idea that brought the insanity upon the students and staff.
Next the fog machines were going like crazy.
The bubbles were pumping out these green glow in the dark bubbles that covered everyone making them glow in the dark.
"Brooklyn bounce - Get ready to bounce" came on. I was dancing with an open watter bottle spilling it everywhere. I was mackin out the dance floor, however that was the last thing on my mind, for the waves of ecstacy were pulsating through me with every beat of my stimulated heart. I looked up and saw that the video screan had this little girl dancing to the beat of the song, as the song progressed the girl danced faster and harder and so did I. I can still remeber this with earie vividness. The psycadelic background of the video pulsated along with the amazing bass that pumped through the huge sound system. I was peaking. the english language is too limited for me to explain this peak in words.
My dance style was probilby ugly, however if i had stopped dancing i would have been on the ground witherin in ecstacy, which would have been bad.
.. skip ahead..
at the end of the dance we are standing out in the hall again. My friend who I had seen at mcdonalds had scored pills aswell and was standing next to me. He ate his pills and he was still fucked up. I was comming down, my trip was more inence, however, it was shorter.
We disparted into the parking lot were i walked home in the slush. I went into my room where i turned on the strobe light and danced in the after glow to trance.
I would have to say that these jell tabs contained mdma with speed. the high was intence and speedy as well as euphoric. I dosed within 20 minutes appart with a doobie at the 15 minute mark.
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[ 19 January 2003: Message edited by: Splatt ]
I phoned up my buddy who i bought from many times before and after this experience. He said to meet me at McDicks.
It was already dark when i got there and I knew there was anticipation in the air from the Dance we (the school body) were going to.
When I got there he was already there. Another friend of mine that I had known for a few years was there also. He asked me "where are all the drugs at man," I responded with, "I dont know man," because I didnt want anything to ruin this experience. Any chance of a bust, nark, or my buddy selling out was a bad thing.
So i got my two tabs. He told me it was a new batch in town. I could see in his eyes that I didnt know what I was in for. He was right. I had not the slightist clue in the world.
I assumed my other friend had scored some pills also.
I walked around waiting for the school dance to start. I could smell the excitement in the air.
I was walking around with some good people when I decided i wanted to start the experience. I went into a one man bathroom of some gas station and snorted a pill. The dealer adviced me not to snort this shit cuz it would hurt and burn too much. I thought I was a man. I snorted one jell tab. He was right. A bump felt like fire. I didnt care. it was too late to turn back. I snorted the rest of it. Some fuck was banging on the door. I finished up and ate the empty jell tabs for the little drugs that they had in them.
We decided to smoke a joint before we went to the school. We got to a friends house (whos house is a crack house) and smoked a doob. by the time the doob was done i was completely fucked. The dance had started by that time. no problem. I had a ticket. They would have to let me in. I decided to snort the other pill. Up my nose it goes. I give a tiny line away. He almost chokes when he takes it due to the burn. The drip was nasty. It tasted like shit. Worst burn ever.
By this time I was feeling higher than I ever thought I had been before. heh. I didnt think a person could get higher. I was wrong. I was very wrong. Boy was i wrong.
So we started walking to the school, about 4-5 blocks away. It was rumored that It was going to be a video dance with a live PA. Sweetness was in the air.
After bumping into a good friend right outside the crack house, we started the decent to the school.
When I got there I was pooring sweat.
"Give the ticket and walk in to the darkness" I thought. It wasnt as easy as it sounded.
The person infrount of me was squabling with the school counciler at the frount of the enterence. "god damn it" i thought "just let the poor boy in!"
I got in. It was obious i was rolling. I was fucked out of my skull and I hardly knew it. I approached some people with good vibes who looked at me and backed away in supprise. They could see I was messed up.
It was dark. It was like a rave except with a 50 foot projection screan playing some insane visuals. The cdj was fucking good. He played some high energy music.
I had never danced before this night. This night I couldnt do anything BUT dance. I was jumping up in own with such energy that my vibes spread to the teachers.
They had nice proffessional lighting and some scafolding that you could climb onto and dance if you wanted to. it was held in the school gym. lots of room to run, dance, breakdance, whatever you wanted.
heh. This is where my night got fun.
They started the hard house. heh.
They started up the fog machines and glow in the dark bubbles.
My jaw hurt. Bottled watter was free. Good vibes.
I was fucked up. Halucinating. Tripping. Ripped. Stoned.
I went out of the gym. I was so fucked up that I wasnt fully aware of what I was doing. I sat down in a well lit area. It was the enterence of the gym where people payed to get in. Most of the people had already entered the dance, which was just over 800 people, not including staff, and the people they hired to put on the dance.
Low and behold the principal of the school was sitting next to me. I started talking about school. Dancing was next on the conversation list. I was sweating like a pig. I said to him "jesus, do you know how hot it is in there dancing?" He couldnt understand. I told him to go dance. He declined and laughed. I was breathing heavily.
I told him to open the gym doors so we cold get some cool air because I wasnt aloud to step outside.
He told me that if he opend up the door then everyone would go outside and smoke.
heh. He supidly hung on to every word I spoke. I told him to back up a semi truck to the gym doors so that cool, fresh air could get into the gym while keeping everyone at bay.
heh.
I went back inside and moved around like no one was watching.
I feel cool air comming from outside. "fresh air at last" i thought "wheres it comming from??" i asked myself as i looked towards the gym doors. It seamed as if the gym doors were open now and people were standing outside with a truck trying to back into them.
"Insanity" i thought, "What kind of psycotic would exploit the students freedom to move around outside by blocking the exit with a semi truck?" Later i would realize that it was my idea that brought the insanity upon the students and staff.
Next the fog machines were going like crazy.
The bubbles were pumping out these green glow in the dark bubbles that covered everyone making them glow in the dark.
"Brooklyn bounce - Get ready to bounce" came on. I was dancing with an open watter bottle spilling it everywhere. I was mackin out the dance floor, however that was the last thing on my mind, for the waves of ecstacy were pulsating through me with every beat of my stimulated heart. I looked up and saw that the video screan had this little girl dancing to the beat of the song, as the song progressed the girl danced faster and harder and so did I. I can still remeber this with earie vividness. The psycadelic background of the video pulsated along with the amazing bass that pumped through the huge sound system. I was peaking. the english language is too limited for me to explain this peak in words.
My dance style was probilby ugly, however if i had stopped dancing i would have been on the ground witherin in ecstacy, which would have been bad.
.. skip ahead..
at the end of the dance we are standing out in the hall again. My friend who I had seen at mcdonalds had scored pills aswell and was standing next to me. He ate his pills and he was still fucked up. I was comming down, my trip was more inence, however, it was shorter.
We disparted into the parking lot were i walked home in the slush. I went into my room where i turned on the strobe light and danced in the after glow to trance.
I would have to say that these jell tabs contained mdma with speed. the high was intence and speedy as well as euphoric. I dosed within 20 minutes appart with a doobie at the 15 minute mark.
[Fixed title to comply with guidelines -Splatt]
[ 19 January 2003: Message edited by: Splatt ]