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MDMA -- First time -- Pretending it is not my first roll

rhtips

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E -- First time -- Pretending it is not my first roll

The first time I ever rolled was kinda difficult, because I had told everyone I was with that I had rolled before..lol So I kept having to act like I knew what was going to happen.
TYPE OF PILL: yellow smiley's
AMOUNT: 4 throughout the night
I dropped a pill about 2:00am at an afterparty of some friends that I had just met at a gay club that night. I swallowed it down with about a quart of OJ, I didnt knowe how the OJ would affect the roll but they told me to drink it with the pill, it would make it better.
15 minutes later I was sitting on the couch and I stood up to go outside and smoke a ciggarette. When I stood up I felt lightheded, kinda dizzy, and very sexy. For some reason I felt like all eyes were on me as I made my way outside. I started dancing with the music that was playing as I heard it in my ears, slow and smooth. I danced my way out the door like a total slut, not knowing it looked like I was hired to dance there for a bunch of bachelors or something like that.
No one mad fun of me they just thought I was being silly, since I'm a weirdo anyway...(I'm a girl by the way). Well one of my friends came out and said "You'r feeling pretty good arent you"? I said "Oh yeah" and was going to give him a hug of appreciation, not knowing anything about E-hugs. He wrapped his arms around me and squeezed me so tight and picked me off the ground.
Working his heavy arms that were around me up my back I about had an orgasm as he sat me back down onto the ground. My knees collapsed and it was so obvious I was a first timer. But no one ever suspected.
A few minutes later I was going around to everyone giving and getting massages, GETTING MY TOES SUCKED OOHH MY GOD!!!!! IT felt so nice, then someone blew me up with an inhaler and I was like wondering what the hell Vicks could do but I sure found out. It felt like the cleanest air I've ever breathed..(Is that grammatically correct?)
Anyways, right after the blow up they ended it with a french kiss. I never knew how good a wet toungue could feel inside my mouth. The pressure of lips pressing against mine mad my eyes roll back in my head and I accidentally bit their toungue. I was grinding my teethe so hard that they had to go to the store to buy me a binky.
It was then I dropped my 2nd pill. They had told me, "Your peaking, you need another one". So I did, not knowing I should have quit. I made out with everyone that night, like an etarted slut, but loved it, we say " what you do while your rolling never leaves the room....
The funny end to this story is, the original person who kissed me was a girl, i didnt even mind, matter of fact I loved it and was turned on by it. I've been bisexuall since and could not imagine this world without women.
So rolling introduced me to a whole new world of sexuality for me. I had to lie all night about being a first timer, and put on a front, but I guess it worked out all right because untill this day those friends think I was experienced all along!!!
[Edit: I changed the original title (I lied about the 1st time I rolled) and added some paragraph breaks.]
[ 18 June 2002: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
 
interesting report.
i totally hear ya about the "what happens at a party stays at a party" rule, id be in so much trouble with so many different people if stuff ever got out.
yeah, my first homosexual experience was on e, as well. although, ive always been curious, ive never had the courage to do anything...until one unforgetable night. afterwards, i thought to myself, was it because i was rollin? would i do it again, but sober?
ive learned and discovered a lot about myself, and if it werent for that night, i wouldnt be the open-minded guy that i am now.
excellent report. you may want to edit it to add paragraphs and timestamps, if you can remember. jus so its a lil clearer to read. but all in all, interesting read. thanks. :)
 
Thanks for posting, your report brings up some good issues. Did you take four pills or just two? Anyway, glad your first time was a good experience.
 
Good report rhtips, thanks for sharing.
And yes I agree, we need more bi-sexual women in this world! :D
 
Heh, nice report. Howerver, i'm a bit confused as why you had to lie about your experiance levels?
Nice report though, i enjoyed reading it!
 
LOL - I did the same thing a bunch of years ago (the lying about rolling before). The truth was that I hung out with people who rolled a lot when I was in high school, but I didn't try it until college. When I was in college I told my friends that I had rolled with my friends in high school, but had then stopped. I don't know why I told them that, I guess just so that I would seem cool. I had an awesome time, I was trying to act very cool, I guess it worked - one of my friends said he was worried about how I would roll (it was in a club), but that he could hardly even tell. It amazes me the things we put ourselves through to be accepted.
 
I took four throughout the night but the reason i only listed 2 was because I basically quit posting when I started forgetting what happened.
I lied because these friends I met at the club were rolling while they were at the club, they asked me if I had ever rolled before there. I wanted to hang out with them so I acted " cool" and said yeah. I didnt know I'd be rolling with them later...lol Typical peer pressure
 
Haha the old peer pressure, just take care, and don't do psychadelics, let alone any drug, if your not comfortable with set and setting :)
Peace out
 
I enjoyed your report :)
And i do totally understand about lying about you already rolling. If you are hanging with people that are all doing something and you havenever done it, you can feel uncomfortable if you havn't experiences it too. But im sure they would not have minded knowing you had never rolled before, it may have been fun for them to watch a first timer roll, i think anyways and they prolly woulda looked after you more had they known that too- perhaps not given you so many pills.
Neways good to hear you had a great time :)
 
loved your report! wish i could go out rolling with you! my friends that i roll with tend to be on the serious side. they don't want to look etarded so no hugging, no massages, no candy, just sitting there looking sober. i'm the only one in the group that wants to skip around the club, trying to pet everyone.
[ 25 June 2002: Message edited by: jujube02 ]
 
hey jujube I know what you mean. All my friends at house parties sit down and close their eyes and just chill, I like to go from peep tp peep and blow everyone up and talk, I never sit still, always doing things to people that they had never had done before. I introduced pass outs to them here!!! Awesome while rolling yet dangerous
 
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