Halo 99
Bluelighter
hay all.
ive been researching MDMA for a long time and decided i wanted to try it, so i got my hands on a pink heart pill and have had it with me for about a month and finaly got to take it last night
7:30pm
tuned up at my mates house with a bottle of rum, few joints and the pink heart. i wasn't going to do them all but i have been really stressed lately with the loss of my granfather and having a break from my GF, i was only going to drink because i didn't know if the other guys their would aprove but they did so i decided to do the pink heart that night.
i decided to wait till everyone was drunk and happy before i took it so i could go crazy and not have to worry about people looking at me like i'm a total drugo.
i was a bit unsure at first if it was the right time because i had heeps of my best mates their but a few people i didn't really know that well. but i thought fuck it. no reason to stop me.
8:30PM
everyone was pissed and having a great time so i decided to drop 1/2 the pill. i was nervious at first but as soon as i took it i was fine. then i hung outstide waiting for it to kick in. (in case i needed to throw up) i was just hanging with my mates and i set my clock to go off at 9:00 so i knew it would be soonish it would kick in.
9:15PM
started getting this slightly wavy feeling through me and my head kind of felt stoned and drunk without having the stupid druged out feeling. i could really feel something comming up. but i kept telling myself it was just a placbo come up i'm sure. i asked my mate if you know when your peeking or is it kind of up in the air and he said you knowhah. then it started getting really nice and mellow and stayed at that for a while and i thought oo this must be the peek.
9:30PM
decided to go inside for a drink and to get out of the cold. went inside and as soon as i was in the door and seen heeps of people BAM. i couldn't walk straight. totaly peeking off my nut. walked around to the fridge and got my juice out and my mate comes up and he's like you ok? you felling it? to that i responded by a huge grin and my hands shaking from the energy. we then started talking and my brain was going too fast for my mouth. but it was still going too fast for anyone else to understand. i ended up telling this guy he was my best mate out of all my friends (and i was true and he agreed) but i didn't really feel loved up. i was still peeking and didn't know what to do i wanted to do something, then i started talking to him about stuff and it ened up getting onto the converstion of me and my GF's break and because i didn't understand it 100% it was hard to explaine. but i did the best i could and he was asking me all other things like what if this and what if that and all of them were about not trusting her or something and i kept telling him that i did and then i just stoped and went... my rolls gone. WTF i was dead sober. so i went to go out to talk to my other mates and up we go again, huge grin. i didn't realise how easy it is to shift up and down and you can really control it if it gets too much. i went to the bathroom and check my eyes in the mirror and me eyes were huge. only a small ring of the irus was showing i then took the other 1/2 of the pill, i wanted more.
10:00PM
i was charging like crazy couldn't keep still. i had a mate of mine who had rolled before kind of looking out for me. he kept giving me things to do. he comes up and go's wanna come for a drive? and i'm like "errrr. no. i wanna go running" so we went outside and i started loosing the peak in the cold. so i went nah i'm going inside so he runs off to the car to go driving and i get inside, pause. then run back out to the car. when i got in the car and sitting their i lost the peek again because i couldnt walk around. then we got to maccas heheh. oo boy. got out of the car and stated comming up again, then got inside and i don't know what it was, the lights, the people i didn't know or how straight you usualy are in maccas but it totaly blew me up i was sooo high. my friends kept giving me drinks and stuff. stayed their for a while and i can't really remember what happened but we drove back and i was still off my rocker.
10:30pm
went inside and i just stood around listening to their conversation and my jaw just went nuts. i couldn't stop chattering them together and everyone just kind of looked at me thinking WTF are you doing. this girl jumps up and gives me a hug trying to walm me up and i'm like i'm no cold. i'm off my face haha.
and it didn't stop all night. it was fun tho.
can't really remember what happened at this point i think i just talked to everyone non stop.
12:00ish
my jaw was too much so i went looking for something to chew. only thing i could find was a cold raw carrot. so i chomped away. didn't do to much. heh
12:34am
walking along and just like that i'm not peeking. i was like noo WTF! i want more! but i just chilled. then i got like a slight depression for about 15 mins. i wouldn't call it a come down. it was more me depressed because that was sooo fun and its over now and it reminded me of my break with my GF and how for sooo long ive just wanted to roll with her. she didn't have to do it i just wanted to be rolling while i was with her. but that went away. then i just chilled and had like an afterglow kind of feeling.
2:30am
very tired so i decided to drive home for bed. i got home and my mum was still up and just went and told her how i did the eccie tonight and she was asking me all about it and how i liked it and stuff it was great (she used to do them and any other drugs when she was younger) and i could barely keep my eyes open i was soo tired. so i went to bed...and staired at the roof for hours. i was dead tyred i couldnt stay up but my brain didn't want to sleep.
8:30am got up and had something to eat and went back to bed. and finaly fell a sleep till 12:00 when my nan came over.
all in all it wasn't as full on as i expected but i think also because i wasn't really happy to begin with that it didn't give me the full effect. but still was VERY good. i can't wait till next time. when i'm back with my GF and really happy, should be awesome.
and my jaw is dead hehe. and still have an after glow feeling to me. i'm just really happy
ive been researching MDMA for a long time and decided i wanted to try it, so i got my hands on a pink heart pill and have had it with me for about a month and finaly got to take it last night
7:30pm
tuned up at my mates house with a bottle of rum, few joints and the pink heart. i wasn't going to do them all but i have been really stressed lately with the loss of my granfather and having a break from my GF, i was only going to drink because i didn't know if the other guys their would aprove but they did so i decided to do the pink heart that night.
i decided to wait till everyone was drunk and happy before i took it so i could go crazy and not have to worry about people looking at me like i'm a total drugo.
i was a bit unsure at first if it was the right time because i had heeps of my best mates their but a few people i didn't really know that well. but i thought fuck it. no reason to stop me.
8:30PM
everyone was pissed and having a great time so i decided to drop 1/2 the pill. i was nervious at first but as soon as i took it i was fine. then i hung outstide waiting for it to kick in. (in case i needed to throw up) i was just hanging with my mates and i set my clock to go off at 9:00 so i knew it would be soonish it would kick in.
9:15PM
started getting this slightly wavy feeling through me and my head kind of felt stoned and drunk without having the stupid druged out feeling. i could really feel something comming up. but i kept telling myself it was just a placbo come up i'm sure. i asked my mate if you know when your peeking or is it kind of up in the air and he said you knowhah. then it started getting really nice and mellow and stayed at that for a while and i thought oo this must be the peek.
9:30PM
decided to go inside for a drink and to get out of the cold. went inside and as soon as i was in the door and seen heeps of people BAM. i couldn't walk straight. totaly peeking off my nut. walked around to the fridge and got my juice out and my mate comes up and he's like you ok? you felling it? to that i responded by a huge grin and my hands shaking from the energy. we then started talking and my brain was going too fast for my mouth. but it was still going too fast for anyone else to understand. i ended up telling this guy he was my best mate out of all my friends (and i was true and he agreed) but i didn't really feel loved up. i was still peeking and didn't know what to do i wanted to do something, then i started talking to him about stuff and it ened up getting onto the converstion of me and my GF's break and because i didn't understand it 100% it was hard to explaine. but i did the best i could and he was asking me all other things like what if this and what if that and all of them were about not trusting her or something and i kept telling him that i did and then i just stoped and went... my rolls gone. WTF i was dead sober. so i went to go out to talk to my other mates and up we go again, huge grin. i didn't realise how easy it is to shift up and down and you can really control it if it gets too much. i went to the bathroom and check my eyes in the mirror and me eyes were huge. only a small ring of the irus was showing i then took the other 1/2 of the pill, i wanted more.
10:00PM
i was charging like crazy couldn't keep still. i had a mate of mine who had rolled before kind of looking out for me. he kept giving me things to do. he comes up and go's wanna come for a drive? and i'm like "errrr. no. i wanna go running" so we went outside and i started loosing the peak in the cold. so i went nah i'm going inside so he runs off to the car to go driving and i get inside, pause. then run back out to the car. when i got in the car and sitting their i lost the peek again because i couldnt walk around. then we got to maccas heheh. oo boy. got out of the car and stated comming up again, then got inside and i don't know what it was, the lights, the people i didn't know or how straight you usualy are in maccas but it totaly blew me up i was sooo high. my friends kept giving me drinks and stuff. stayed their for a while and i can't really remember what happened but we drove back and i was still off my rocker.
10:30pm
went inside and i just stood around listening to their conversation and my jaw just went nuts. i couldn't stop chattering them together and everyone just kind of looked at me thinking WTF are you doing. this girl jumps up and gives me a hug trying to walm me up and i'm like i'm no cold. i'm off my face haha.
and it didn't stop all night. it was fun tho.
can't really remember what happened at this point i think i just talked to everyone non stop.
12:00ish
my jaw was too much so i went looking for something to chew. only thing i could find was a cold raw carrot. so i chomped away. didn't do to much. heh
12:34am
walking along and just like that i'm not peeking. i was like noo WTF! i want more! but i just chilled. then i got like a slight depression for about 15 mins. i wouldn't call it a come down. it was more me depressed because that was sooo fun and its over now and it reminded me of my break with my GF and how for sooo long ive just wanted to roll with her. she didn't have to do it i just wanted to be rolling while i was with her. but that went away. then i just chilled and had like an afterglow kind of feeling.
2:30am
very tired so i decided to drive home for bed. i got home and my mum was still up and just went and told her how i did the eccie tonight and she was asking me all about it and how i liked it and stuff it was great (she used to do them and any other drugs when she was younger) and i could barely keep my eyes open i was soo tired. so i went to bed...and staired at the roof for hours. i was dead tyred i couldnt stay up but my brain didn't want to sleep.
8:30am got up and had something to eat and went back to bed. and finaly fell a sleep till 12:00 when my nan came over.
all in all it wasn't as full on as i expected but i think also because i wasn't really happy to begin with that it didn't give me the full effect. but still was VERY good. i can't wait till next time. when i'm back with my GF and really happy, should be awesome.
and my jaw is dead hehe. and still have an after glow feeling to me. i'm just really happy
