stonedpenguin
Bluelighter
Background information
Age: 15 (at the time)
Sex: Female
Other drug experience: Tons of pharms, pot, and dxm.
(I know I was probably a bit young to be doing this, especially since I was in a lot of dangerous situations being out really late with lots of creepy guys, but I've since then learned what my limits are)
So, me and my best friend wanted to try ecstasy our first time. My mom was gone all night, and we considered inviting people over, but for our first time we wanted it to be just us.
T+0:00 We both take one red alien each. We're pretty stoned from weed when we take them, and we'd just eatten a lot.. xD
T+0:45 Neither of us feeling anything. My friend calls and asks to come over. I say sure.
T+1:00 Friend gets there, with another friend that is rolling and two other friends. We talk and he offers to give us a ride.
T+1:05 He decides to take us to the lake. At this point, I've almost forgotten I took the tab, I'm just talking to all his friends and we're all getting along. It is a long drive.
T+1:20 We are still driving. It hits me out of no where, but I don't really feel good, just EXTREMELY sleepy and hot. I'm sweating REALLY bad and I'm basically passed out on my friends shoulder, eyes closed, not talking, too sleepy and hot.
T+1:30 We arrive at the lake. My friend (Tiffani) wants to cuddle but I tell her she's too heavy and sweaty and push her off of me hahahaha. The guys try to talk to me a bit, but I'm soo tired. They're all fucking around with glow sticks and LED lights but I'm just laying in the grass with my eyes closed. I'm starting to feel really good at this point, my body feels nice and I'm extremely happy, just very tired. I over hear my friends talking about me, "She's rolling so hard," "She is OUT." "Look at her, she's just smiling to herself!" and begin to get a little worried, but it quickly passes. My friend calls me I keep telling her over and over that "I'm at a lake!" and she asks if I'm okay. She sounds annoyed so I ask if she's mad and she says, "No, you're really funny right now!" and we make plans to hang the next day.
T+1:45 The guy that's rolling wants to go to his friends house, so we all get in the car. The next thirty minutes or so are such a blur, all I remember is meeting some guy Garrett and talking about road head.. I'm so sweaty and feeling REALLY hot, and my body feels generally nice.
T+2:00 My friend has to take us home because of his mom or something. On the ride back, he blasts some electro house and I feel like I'm floating in the car. I ask him if he thinks I'm a cool person, and he says yes, and compliments me a bit, before dropping us off.
T+2:10 I'm still reallllly tired. As soon as I get in the house, I look in the mirror and despite my sweatyness think I look really pretty. My pupils are huge and I look a bit crazed. I change into something less hot and go lay down in my bed. My friend is just as tired as I am.
T+2:20 We're both laying down and I'm pretty sure we're going to fall asleep.
T+2:30 Almost simultaneously, we both get huge surges of energy. I'm sooooo happy, happier than I've ever been, and I love my friend and I love everything around me. I notice I'm grinding my teeth really badly and so is Tiffani. We both want to go out, but have no where to go, being so young, so we walk down to a park by my house. When we get there, we pass by a much older man walking his dog and something completely takes over me and I walk up to him and start up a conversation. I WOULD NEVER DO THIS NORMALLY. I asked him what he did today, and he told me almost every detail, and I was genuinely interested.. it was so weird. I was practically in love with him. He was the most adorable guy I have ever met. I suddenly have the biggest surge to talk to people, so we go down to a very busy street with lots of clubs and shit.
T+3:00 We immediately meet two really cute, friendly dudes and have a long, nice conversation conversation. They invite us to come to a party with them, but we decline. I'm shocked and their apparent interest because I feel very sweaty but don't question it.
T+3:30 We decide to buy some shit at a convenience store. Since we weren't hungry, we settled for lollipops. When I pay, I realize I forgot my wallet at home lolol. The dude gives them to us for freee. I FREAK THE FUCK OUT. In that moment, it seems like the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me. I must have thanked him 100 times.
T+4:00 We start walking back to my house, and I'm honestly just feeling VERYYY happy and VERY social, nothing more. I cannot stop smiling. On the way we meet a few more people, two very creepy older men that ask us if we're vigins lol, some guy that calls from his balcony to ask if we want to party, and a really old guy that asks me where my husband is then asks us if we want to smoke weed..I almost get hit by a car, after I reject the balcony dudes offer to party, and everyone on the balcony screams WATCH OUT! If it hadn't been for them, I DEF would've gotten hit.
T+5:00 We pop some more pills and go back to the park and look at the stars. This whole time I have been talking to the friend that gave us a ride, and I'm developping so much adoration for him, and even more adoration for the drug. He's complimenting me and asking me to chill again and it makes me happy. I'm still smiling, constantly. I could have sworn I saw like ten shooting stars, and I become obsessed with this theory that the sky is just a dark ceiling with holes poked into it. We go swing and it feels, oh my god, amazing. I'm giggling like a little girl for what must be 20 minutes straight, laughing so hard I can barely breathe. My friend is the same way. She seems to be rolling harder than I am.
T+6:00 We go back to my house and chill and talk and listen to music before crashing.
Next day, no appetite, and my teeth hurt like hell, but I had a mega after glow.
The weird thing to me is that I didn't feel any of the effects I've felt during my other rolls. Nothing physical, no eye wiggles, no visuals, lights didn't excite me, music didn't really excite me either..
BUT, this roll was BY FAR the happiest and most empathetic I've ever been.
I was thinking maybe it could have been cut with something, or a whole other substance altogether. Over all, amazing night!
Age: 15 (at the time)
Sex: Female
Other drug experience: Tons of pharms, pot, and dxm.
(I know I was probably a bit young to be doing this, especially since I was in a lot of dangerous situations being out really late with lots of creepy guys, but I've since then learned what my limits are)
So, me and my best friend wanted to try ecstasy our first time. My mom was gone all night, and we considered inviting people over, but for our first time we wanted it to be just us.
T+0:00 We both take one red alien each. We're pretty stoned from weed when we take them, and we'd just eatten a lot.. xD
T+0:45 Neither of us feeling anything. My friend calls and asks to come over. I say sure.
T+1:00 Friend gets there, with another friend that is rolling and two other friends. We talk and he offers to give us a ride.
T+1:05 He decides to take us to the lake. At this point, I've almost forgotten I took the tab, I'm just talking to all his friends and we're all getting along. It is a long drive.
T+1:20 We are still driving. It hits me out of no where, but I don't really feel good, just EXTREMELY sleepy and hot. I'm sweating REALLY bad and I'm basically passed out on my friends shoulder, eyes closed, not talking, too sleepy and hot.
T+1:30 We arrive at the lake. My friend (Tiffani) wants to cuddle but I tell her she's too heavy and sweaty and push her off of me hahahaha. The guys try to talk to me a bit, but I'm soo tired. They're all fucking around with glow sticks and LED lights but I'm just laying in the grass with my eyes closed. I'm starting to feel really good at this point, my body feels nice and I'm extremely happy, just very tired. I over hear my friends talking about me, "She's rolling so hard," "She is OUT." "Look at her, she's just smiling to herself!" and begin to get a little worried, but it quickly passes. My friend calls me I keep telling her over and over that "I'm at a lake!" and she asks if I'm okay. She sounds annoyed so I ask if she's mad and she says, "No, you're really funny right now!" and we make plans to hang the next day.
T+1:45 The guy that's rolling wants to go to his friends house, so we all get in the car. The next thirty minutes or so are such a blur, all I remember is meeting some guy Garrett and talking about road head.. I'm so sweaty and feeling REALLY hot, and my body feels generally nice.
T+2:00 My friend has to take us home because of his mom or something. On the ride back, he blasts some electro house and I feel like I'm floating in the car. I ask him if he thinks I'm a cool person, and he says yes, and compliments me a bit, before dropping us off.
T+2:10 I'm still reallllly tired. As soon as I get in the house, I look in the mirror and despite my sweatyness think I look really pretty. My pupils are huge and I look a bit crazed. I change into something less hot and go lay down in my bed. My friend is just as tired as I am.
T+2:20 We're both laying down and I'm pretty sure we're going to fall asleep.
T+2:30 Almost simultaneously, we both get huge surges of energy. I'm sooooo happy, happier than I've ever been, and I love my friend and I love everything around me. I notice I'm grinding my teeth really badly and so is Tiffani. We both want to go out, but have no where to go, being so young, so we walk down to a park by my house. When we get there, we pass by a much older man walking his dog and something completely takes over me and I walk up to him and start up a conversation. I WOULD NEVER DO THIS NORMALLY. I asked him what he did today, and he told me almost every detail, and I was genuinely interested.. it was so weird. I was practically in love with him. He was the most adorable guy I have ever met. I suddenly have the biggest surge to talk to people, so we go down to a very busy street with lots of clubs and shit.
T+3:00 We immediately meet two really cute, friendly dudes and have a long, nice conversation conversation. They invite us to come to a party with them, but we decline. I'm shocked and their apparent interest because I feel very sweaty but don't question it.
T+3:30 We decide to buy some shit at a convenience store. Since we weren't hungry, we settled for lollipops. When I pay, I realize I forgot my wallet at home lolol. The dude gives them to us for freee. I FREAK THE FUCK OUT. In that moment, it seems like the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me. I must have thanked him 100 times.
T+4:00 We start walking back to my house, and I'm honestly just feeling VERYYY happy and VERY social, nothing more. I cannot stop smiling. On the way we meet a few more people, two very creepy older men that ask us if we're vigins lol, some guy that calls from his balcony to ask if we want to party, and a really old guy that asks me where my husband is then asks us if we want to smoke weed..I almost get hit by a car, after I reject the balcony dudes offer to party, and everyone on the balcony screams WATCH OUT! If it hadn't been for them, I DEF would've gotten hit.
T+5:00 We pop some more pills and go back to the park and look at the stars. This whole time I have been talking to the friend that gave us a ride, and I'm developping so much adoration for him, and even more adoration for the drug. He's complimenting me and asking me to chill again and it makes me happy. I'm still smiling, constantly. I could have sworn I saw like ten shooting stars, and I become obsessed with this theory that the sky is just a dark ceiling with holes poked into it. We go swing and it feels, oh my god, amazing. I'm giggling like a little girl for what must be 20 minutes straight, laughing so hard I can barely breathe. My friend is the same way. She seems to be rolling harder than I am.
T+6:00 We go back to my house and chill and talk and listen to music before crashing.
Next day, no appetite, and my teeth hurt like hell, but I had a mega after glow.
The weird thing to me is that I didn't feel any of the effects I've felt during my other rolls. Nothing physical, no eye wiggles, no visuals, lights didn't excite me, music didn't really excite me either..
BUT, this roll was BY FAR the happiest and most empathetic I've ever been.
I was thinking maybe it could have been cut with something, or a whole other substance altogether. Over all, amazing night!
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