~*geNeRaTiOn E*~
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it had been nearly 3 yrs since i last dropped so i wanted my first time back to be perfect. i made sure i had the best pills i could get my hands on, all my toys (glowsticks, vicks, analgesic gel, pacifier, etc) and had plenty of water and great music.
it's about a 4 hr drive to Vegas from cali so i figured i would drop about 30-45 min before i got there so i would be rolling when we arrived or shortly thereafter.
i had dental work done earlier that day so i hadn't really eaten anything, just 2 ritz crackers that i ate with my 600mg Ibuprofen prior to going to the dentist and i ate a large order of criss cut fries from carls jr before we left at 7pm.
i was really anxious and excited to finally be dropping again so the whole car ride there i was trying to keep myself calm and i was doing a fairly good job until my best friend called and asked if i was rolling yet.
my plan was to drop at 10:15pm (this was based on timing as we drove) so by the time i got there, i would be coming up. well, we had to make an unexpected stop for gas before we got to where i was going to drop (Buffalo Bills) so i decided to drop 1 of the yellow peacocks and go from there.
9:33pm- dropped first pill
9:45pm- started feeling something but i believe it was just placebo
10:15pm- music was enhanced and lights were brighter but very subtle. i started to get worried that all my anxiety and excitement would hinder the pill hitting me and i kept telling myself to wait at least 1 hr before dropping another so i waited it out a little bit longer.
10:30pm- i couldn't wait anymore. i bit my 2nd yellow peacock in half and swallowed. not 2 min later, my first pill hits me. i throw my head back onto the seat, open my eyes as much as i could and stared out my window looking for any signs of the vegas strip. i saw Luxor's light above the mountains and knew we were getting close and as each minute passed, i felt like i was in heaven.
10:56pm- we found parking and i was having a hard time keeping my eyes open and my BF kept asking me if i was ok. i just kept saying "i'm rolling, baby, i'm ok." we check in and go up to our room and i lay there for a bit before we go back downstairs.
i don't remember any specific times after that so bear with me.
he orders his drink and we walk around the casino floor and i'm surrounded by lights which captivate me. TI just opened a new club called "tangerine" and they were playing some decent music so i started dancing LOL then we walked by Mist and i did the same thing. we walked until we hit the escalators then turned around and walked back. i wanted to go outside but it was 35 and i would've froze since i only had a sweatshirt on.
we stopped and rested to smoke a cig before we went back up to our room (they gave us non-smoking and i couldn't be fucked to switch rooms) and this guy approaches me and asks to use my lighter. now i was having a hard time keeping my eyes open and since my eyes are green, you could totally tell my pupils were the size of dimes but i took one look at this guy and KNEW he was on something (we figured really drunk, faded or i thought rolling). i looked at him and knew that's how i looked so we smoked our cig and went back up to the room so i could wash my face and lay on the bed and play with my glowsticks.
i layed on the bed and my BF offered to give me a massage; this led to some other activities
we got dressed and walked back down to get another drink for my BF and to smoke another cig. he's still asking me if i'm ok and i'm still telling him that i'm fine and feeling good. he somehow gets it in his head that i'm not ok and says he wants to go back up to the room. i tell him i want to go sit in the car and listen to music (he has a system and we didn't have any music in our room except the 12 trance MP3s on my phone) but he says he doesn't want to. i'm a little upset but let it go because i don't want to fight while we're in vegas let alone while i'm rolling.
he sits down on the bed and starts playing games on his phone and i sit in the chair and start sniffing vicks and playing with analgesic gel. i got bored from just sitting there, in the room, with the only light coming from my glowsticks and his phone, no music and i can't even smoke a cig without leaving the room, so i told him i was going to smoke. he says he was staying in the room so i walked downstairs, by myself. i was pretty pissed but wasn't going to let him get to me and ruin my roll so i walked around the casino again and this time walked outside. it was WAY too damn cold so i walked back in and headed up to the room.
he's still playing his games so i decide to lay down and play with my glowsticks. i closed my eyes and i had VIVID CEVs. there was a monkey running around the floor closing gates, i saw my daughter smiling, walking and running around and then i saw lights and remembered my glowsticks. i don't know how long i was laying there for but i looked at the clock and it read 3:05am so i decided to get into my PJs and go to sleep (i was still rolling a little but i was so bored that i just wanted to sleep).
the next day
i only got about 6 hrs sleep and i really felt fine, just a little tired. the comedown was smooth and i obviously had no trouble sleeping. we went to TI's buffet and ate breakfast then headed out for a full day of shopping and walking around. we ate dinner at Caesar's Palace's buffet and we both started drinking after that. i was really tired so i asked if we could go back to the hotel but he said that he wasn't ready yet, he "was in vegas and didn't wanna sleep" so i put up with it since he put up with me the previous night.
at around 11pm, we went back to the room and ordered a movie. i fell asleep at 12am but woke up a few times during the movie. i couldn't stay awake and finally just passed out.
Sunday
i felt the worst this day. i'm thinking it was because of the liquor but i'm not sure. we went to the buffet and ate breakfast again then checked out of the hotel and went shopping at another mall. we started driving home at 3:30pm and got home at about 8pm (we stopped a few times to get snacks, gas and use the restroom).
overall
i was kind of disappointed with my night because i thought i was going to have this great time especially since i planned it all out a few months in advance but it didn't work out like that. my BF wasn't being very supportive (all i heard the whole night was "i'm suppressed, i wanna go clubbing and get drunk." "let's go clubbing." "what do you wanna drink? i wanna get drunk.") so i felt like i had to hold back to make him happy. i couldn't do certain things that i wanted to do because he wasn't willing to do them and the next day all i heard from him was "damn, i was sooo fuckin bored last night! you're not rolling on my watch again! we're going clubbing next year, fuck this E bullshit." it pissed me off that he said i could drop and he wouldn't get mad, would agree to stay with me (i.e not leave me alone while he partied with his friends) i didn't say he couldn't drink, etc and he was telling me how I felt. if i say i'm ok, take my word for it! i was on 1.5 pills so i don't know wtf he was thinking.
the roll itself was great. i was floored pretty much the whole night but i could still get up and move around which was good since i really didn't wanna be stuck in the damn room all night.
i don't think i'll ever be rolling with my BF again (this wasn't the first time) because my experience this time was shitty. i still have 1 orange (m) but i'm going to test it before i drop it and half a yellow peacock left but i won't be dropping them anytime soon.
mods, edit as needed.
it's about a 4 hr drive to Vegas from cali so i figured i would drop about 30-45 min before i got there so i would be rolling when we arrived or shortly thereafter.
i had dental work done earlier that day so i hadn't really eaten anything, just 2 ritz crackers that i ate with my 600mg Ibuprofen prior to going to the dentist and i ate a large order of criss cut fries from carls jr before we left at 7pm.
i was really anxious and excited to finally be dropping again so the whole car ride there i was trying to keep myself calm and i was doing a fairly good job until my best friend called and asked if i was rolling yet.
my plan was to drop at 10:15pm (this was based on timing as we drove) so by the time i got there, i would be coming up. well, we had to make an unexpected stop for gas before we got to where i was going to drop (Buffalo Bills) so i decided to drop 1 of the yellow peacocks and go from there.
9:33pm- dropped first pill
9:45pm- started feeling something but i believe it was just placebo
10:15pm- music was enhanced and lights were brighter but very subtle. i started to get worried that all my anxiety and excitement would hinder the pill hitting me and i kept telling myself to wait at least 1 hr before dropping another so i waited it out a little bit longer.
10:30pm- i couldn't wait anymore. i bit my 2nd yellow peacock in half and swallowed. not 2 min later, my first pill hits me. i throw my head back onto the seat, open my eyes as much as i could and stared out my window looking for any signs of the vegas strip. i saw Luxor's light above the mountains and knew we were getting close and as each minute passed, i felt like i was in heaven.
10:56pm- we found parking and i was having a hard time keeping my eyes open and my BF kept asking me if i was ok. i just kept saying "i'm rolling, baby, i'm ok." we check in and go up to our room and i lay there for a bit before we go back downstairs.
i don't remember any specific times after that so bear with me.
he orders his drink and we walk around the casino floor and i'm surrounded by lights which captivate me. TI just opened a new club called "tangerine" and they were playing some decent music so i started dancing LOL then we walked by Mist and i did the same thing. we walked until we hit the escalators then turned around and walked back. i wanted to go outside but it was 35 and i would've froze since i only had a sweatshirt on.
we stopped and rested to smoke a cig before we went back up to our room (they gave us non-smoking and i couldn't be fucked to switch rooms) and this guy approaches me and asks to use my lighter. now i was having a hard time keeping my eyes open and since my eyes are green, you could totally tell my pupils were the size of dimes but i took one look at this guy and KNEW he was on something (we figured really drunk, faded or i thought rolling). i looked at him and knew that's how i looked so we smoked our cig and went back up to the room so i could wash my face and lay on the bed and play with my glowsticks.
i layed on the bed and my BF offered to give me a massage; this led to some other activities
we got dressed and walked back down to get another drink for my BF and to smoke another cig. he's still asking me if i'm ok and i'm still telling him that i'm fine and feeling good. he somehow gets it in his head that i'm not ok and says he wants to go back up to the room. i tell him i want to go sit in the car and listen to music (he has a system and we didn't have any music in our room except the 12 trance MP3s on my phone) but he says he doesn't want to. i'm a little upset but let it go because i don't want to fight while we're in vegas let alone while i'm rolling. he sits down on the bed and starts playing games on his phone and i sit in the chair and start sniffing vicks and playing with analgesic gel. i got bored from just sitting there, in the room, with the only light coming from my glowsticks and his phone, no music and i can't even smoke a cig without leaving the room, so i told him i was going to smoke. he says he was staying in the room so i walked downstairs, by myself. i was pretty pissed but wasn't going to let him get to me and ruin my roll so i walked around the casino again and this time walked outside. it was WAY too damn cold so i walked back in and headed up to the room.
he's still playing his games so i decide to lay down and play with my glowsticks. i closed my eyes and i had VIVID CEVs. there was a monkey running around the floor closing gates, i saw my daughter smiling, walking and running around and then i saw lights and remembered my glowsticks. i don't know how long i was laying there for but i looked at the clock and it read 3:05am so i decided to get into my PJs and go to sleep (i was still rolling a little but i was so bored that i just wanted to sleep).
the next day
i only got about 6 hrs sleep and i really felt fine, just a little tired. the comedown was smooth and i obviously had no trouble sleeping. we went to TI's buffet and ate breakfast then headed out for a full day of shopping and walking around. we ate dinner at Caesar's Palace's buffet and we both started drinking after that. i was really tired so i asked if we could go back to the hotel but he said that he wasn't ready yet, he "was in vegas and didn't wanna sleep" so i put up with it since he put up with me the previous night.
at around 11pm, we went back to the room and ordered a movie. i fell asleep at 12am but woke up a few times during the movie. i couldn't stay awake and finally just passed out.
Sunday
i felt the worst this day. i'm thinking it was because of the liquor but i'm not sure. we went to the buffet and ate breakfast again then checked out of the hotel and went shopping at another mall. we started driving home at 3:30pm and got home at about 8pm (we stopped a few times to get snacks, gas and use the restroom).
overall
i was kind of disappointed with my night because i thought i was going to have this great time especially since i planned it all out a few months in advance but it didn't work out like that. my BF wasn't being very supportive (all i heard the whole night was "i'm suppressed, i wanna go clubbing and get drunk." "let's go clubbing." "what do you wanna drink? i wanna get drunk.") so i felt like i had to hold back to make him happy. i couldn't do certain things that i wanted to do because he wasn't willing to do them and the next day all i heard from him was "damn, i was sooo fuckin bored last night! you're not rolling on my watch again! we're going clubbing next year, fuck this E bullshit." it pissed me off that he said i could drop and he wouldn't get mad, would agree to stay with me (i.e not leave me alone while he partied with his friends) i didn't say he couldn't drink, etc and he was telling me how I felt. if i say i'm ok, take my word for it! i was on 1.5 pills so i don't know wtf he was thinking.
the roll itself was great. i was floored pretty much the whole night but i could still get up and move around which was good since i really didn't wanna be stuck in the damn room all night.
i don't think i'll ever be rolling with my BF again (this wasn't the first time) because my experience this time was shitty. i still have 1 orange (m) but i'm going to test it before i drop it and half a yellow peacock left but i won't be dropping them anytime soon.
mods, edit as needed.
Why wasn't your BF rolling? I learned early on that I don't like to be in a situation where I'm on something and nobody else is. Makes me too self-conscious. Unless it's opiates, then I just don't care.
