Thelazer
Bluelighter
Well, here is what happend to me.
The night started off, with about 9 of us there. Now, I have not rolled in 3 months now, so I took a pill {Fish, barrel shapped}.. the rest of the group was basicly doing coke, something I won't touch.
Needless to say, I could tell this was NOT going to be any sort of "Rolling" party as I had hoped. So, I layed back and just sorta retreated into my own thoughts.
Well, I kept getting very worred, as if something was wrong, however I could easly clam myself down some and suddly get that "Wave" of love to flow thur me. To me, this all seemed to take place in maybe a hour or so. Thoughts of my life, what was I doing there, how much this sucked..etc.. flowed thur me. Music, played in the background.
I lost all sense of time. When I "woke up" that morning, I thought maybe I had fallen asleep and missed it.. like maybe I did not really even roll that much. I had some memory of some "moaning" that I did at one point when I did feel good.
Well, in reality everyone at the party apparently ended up rather jelouse of me. I guess, I spent like 4 hours just laying there totaly moaning and shit like I was having the best sex of my life... People said they would ask me "how I was" and I really did not say much expect smile and ramble out some words.
I did wake up, feeling a HECK of a lot more refreshed, then ever before. I only got a 5 -6 hours of sleep tops.. but I didn't need it. I suspect that when I saw how the party wasn't going the way I was hopeing it was, I sorta fell headfirst into a "dream" and rather than focus on the lightshows and etc.. I totaly must have let my mind go to wherever it wanted to, and had a rather "real" dream.
Jay
[title edited -mash]
[ 24 August 2002: Message edited by: masheadatronic ]
The night started off, with about 9 of us there. Now, I have not rolled in 3 months now, so I took a pill {Fish, barrel shapped}.. the rest of the group was basicly doing coke, something I won't touch.
Needless to say, I could tell this was NOT going to be any sort of "Rolling" party as I had hoped. So, I layed back and just sorta retreated into my own thoughts.
Well, I kept getting very worred, as if something was wrong, however I could easly clam myself down some and suddly get that "Wave" of love to flow thur me. To me, this all seemed to take place in maybe a hour or so. Thoughts of my life, what was I doing there, how much this sucked..etc.. flowed thur me. Music, played in the background.
I lost all sense of time. When I "woke up" that morning, I thought maybe I had fallen asleep and missed it.. like maybe I did not really even roll that much. I had some memory of some "moaning" that I did at one point when I did feel good.
Well, in reality everyone at the party apparently ended up rather jelouse of me. I guess, I spent like 4 hours just laying there totaly moaning and shit like I was having the best sex of my life... People said they would ask me "how I was" and I really did not say much expect smile and ramble out some words.
I did wake up, feeling a HECK of a lot more refreshed, then ever before. I only got a 5 -6 hours of sleep tops.. but I didn't need it. I suspect that when I saw how the party wasn't going the way I was hopeing it was, I sorta fell headfirst into a "dream" and rather than focus on the lightshows and etc.. I totaly must have let my mind go to wherever it wanted to, and had a rather "real" dream.
Jay
[title edited -mash]
[ 24 August 2002: Message edited by: masheadatronic ]
