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MDMA - Experienced (20x+) - Hitting on the Boss' S/O and Passionate Departures c/o e

With the allowed flirtation it seems that you gave your girlfriend was a contributing factor. Dancing and flirting is one thing, but 'e kisses' and petting you shouldln't have allowed. Especially on pure mdma, because it just 'feels right' to do somethings. She was under the influence of a powerful drug, and made a wrong decision while you sat back and watched because you thought it was the right thing. Too much freedom (to have with others) turns into jealousy and the eventually breaks the relationship.

She was probably calling you to apologize because she realized what she had just done. Drugs alter your perception and sometimes you just don't realize what your doing. I'd try to talk to her about it, and if all goes well, make sure something like this doesn't happen again. If not, maybe it wasn't meant to be.

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xtimex said:
With the allowed flirtation it seems that you gave your girlfriend was a contributing factor. Dancing and flirting is one thing, but 'e kisses' and petting you shouldln't have allowed. Especially on pure mdma, because it just 'feels right' to do somethings. She was under the influence of a powerful drug, and made a wrong decision while you sat back and watched because you thought it was the right thing. Too much freedom (to have with others) turns into jealousy and the eventually breaks the relationship.

She was probably calling you to apologize because she realized what she had just done. Drugs alter your perception and sometimes you just don't realize what your doing. I'd try to talk to her about it, and if all goes well, make sure something like this doesn't happen again. If not, maybe it wasn't meant to be.

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I don't really have this reaction to it. They had something deeper than e going on. You can tell, after being with someone often enough on it, what's "e related" and what's not.

No, I count it "the right thing" to have done to have given her the space. If the relationship needed chains to keep it "in bounds" then I didn't want it. (Why would anyone?)

Who wants to be worried all day that your S/O will break out of the prison you have constructed for them?

I just played Paul Van Dyk's "A Magical Moment" and life was much better thereafter. She's happy. I'm bittersweetly happy.
 
SillySilly said:
Once again a fine piece of work. I love reading your reports! (I even nominated you for best trip reports!) The way you write makes me feel like I was there with you. Sorry to hear about your GF. If you ever make it to FL, I would love to be one of your rebounds! 8o
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No, Me Me Me: COME TO AZ, FL is too humid!
 
hot damn, i was about to suggest that GoddessVenus meet up/w SwissBanker - same vapid pseudo-quasi ten cent pre-tend pablum writing style, but she/he beat me to it!

the bad pun possibilities here are endless, so i will cease and desist while i'm ahead.
 
SwissBanker said:
It's strange. For some reason, I was just at peace with it. Yes, melodrama does sneak in, but not this time. Somehow, I just knew it was "right."

I feel like the last scene in American Beauty.

"I guess I could be really pissed off about what happened to me, but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst. And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain. And I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry￾Eyou will someday."

Oh well, on the rebound now!
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Great attitude. You're on the right path.
 
Originally posted by TheHitMan
You do know all these that swissbanker write is MADE UP FICTION, made up..
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You are a bitter little puppy. Is that because ^^^ you have difficulty stringing a sentence together?

Embellished or not these reports are a fabulous read :)
 
I'm alright with it even if it's fiction.

Keep it up Swiss, always a pleasure to read.
 
Wow Swiss, when you wrote the sentences about slapping evening dress's ass, I saw a picture in my mind of this "movie-ish" scene of you walking through a hip club and slapping her on the ass in slow motion. Your writing is nuts! And for the record, maybe its wishful thinking, but I think your report is real.
 
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