Blue Footed Booby
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A week after my 1st real rolling experience w/ White Mitsubishis, some Blue Jew Stars fall into me and my boyfriends hands.
1.10am We drop our pills at the water fountain while waiting in the check-out line at Wal-Mart. I love that mischievious feeling 'If only they knew' I actually crunch mine this time, and thank goodness it's not that bad really.
1.39am Now safely at home and cleaning up the room and rolling joints, both of us feel something coming on.. D did about 5 or more minutes ago.
1.42am The waves of pleasure and softness arrive that I have been eagerly awaiting, now that my appetite is hungry for more after my 1st experience last week. I got these soft blue flip-flops from wal-mart that feel super cozy on my tootsies, damn what an awesome decision to buy these. I'm developling a flip-flop-fetish! My awareness is shifting, fuzzy funness stuff. It's already time for the 1st blow pops...
2.01am There is definitley something more trippy about these...makes me ponder hearing a few other folks say the white mitsus were the best roll they ever had. Of course i'm not about to say anything like that, I don't really have much to compare it to...But everything is markedly more disorienting than the mitsus, and the colors have deepend. I'm much more self-conscious about moving around, though I can't stop myself. It's all automatic. D's tummy feels alot better. The visuals are WAY more pronounced..the visuals are NOT from mdma....hmmm...and we couldn't find any info at ALL on these on-line either. Typing is all automatic and strange. I'm chain smoking these blow pops.
2.26am Everything is a rush, though rambly and incoherent, is perfectly understood. Standing up and saying everything..the deepest down the happy can go, it's real and i'm free! BUBBLES! The moment...how to describe the now...realizing how everything that is at this moment, is going the way that it should be even after all the trials and tribulations, we made it through, we're here, LET'S DO THIS! conquest! D is so awesome with words, though comments that he wishes he had a larger vocabulary. We can build apon our vocab's together! Time to smoke! I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLL!!!!!!
What a great drug for couples....
We spend the next 4 hours doing the usual, smoking, chillin, suckin on mad blow pops, candles (i never knew these existed!) and talking about all kinds of shit! Damn I just go off on wild tangents, with the ever-present blow pop as my microphone.
6.39am Feel so good....visualz back to normal. motivation and intent and freedom...must smoke more, jaw pretty tense and grindy, temple pressure. My back hurts a lot. I drew on the big sketchpad and that felt oh so good, but I couldn't do it for much longer, became distracted or bored easily with it. Can't wait to get stoned, it's wearin off, feelin a little jittery. not sure if it had anything else in it honestly...seemed pretty straight up.
I wrote a short poem during the roll, which is new for me. I usually just draw or jot down ideas while trippin, but then again, words dominate on X so it seems.
8.26am I actually feel comfy enough to smoke salvia extract. It's been a long fucking time since i've even touched the stuff, i've been so scared to go there. D loads me up the best of what we have left, 5x and some leaf. I take it in the comfy setting of the backyard through a glass bubbler. Damn we forgot about the torch lighter, and it took me about 3 hits to cash. The harshness is hard for me to handle. But still I felt really comfortable and tried my best. The mischievious tingles crawl and skitter up and down my arms pulling tugging and pinching at nerves and frolicking. They have claws and they enjoy digging them in and teasing. They all help turn this rope inside my body at different layers, i feel the rotating and the movement. Almost like I could feel the particles in the fabric of reality moving around and through me...tuned into some altered aspect of reality...felt my arms being pulled, and my head being pulled, the feeling felt like a triangle that centered at the very top of my head, shoulders chest. It also felt like I could possible be just a bit a part of the chair. So odd and strange....Slicing through layers of my body, scrolling around and through. It didn't hurt at all, it was actually pretty interesting and curious, I felt so comforatable in from where I was at in the X that it made the salvia just another silly activity to throw in there since I actually didn't feel any fear at all. I was a lighthearted observer. Once we get more extract I think i'll try this a couple more times minimally to just get used to the feeling of salvia. It's something I really want to explore, it was great! I'm wondering if anyone else has smoked salvia while on or coming down from X?
8.34am This roll really felt like an extenuation of last week, got things off of our chests from last time, even more , everything just going good steps forward. We were really crazy happy for a few days, then the crash, freaking out earlier in the day and stuff...hey we don't just push it aside, don't keep it in, helped to get residual extra stress out, all the talking makes it all feel so great. Exciting and fun coolest people to spend the rest of our lives with. A great story idea is actually coming to fruition omg!
This 2nd time made me realize just how fucking opposite X is from the psychedelics I regularly do, and especially how opposite Dex and X are. Robowalking vs. Dancing , sluggish & chill vs. rapid & intense conversation, body feeling like a thick and rich milkshake vs. an undulating magnet for all that is sensual...nauseau and vomiting up to 3 times vs. no vomiting and exuberant energy....Holy wow I totally flipt the script on my trips!
I'm having trouble even calling X a 'trip', so far it's been more like colorful tweaking minus the zombie-shit feelings on the downer. But then again, the duration and the quality of experience, yes I went to a fun and different place. But I guess the one bad thing imho about X is, that IT itself doesn't confront me at all. I agree w/ Rick Straussman's description of it being a "'...love and light' drug, one that accentuates the positive and minimizes the negative. If only life were so simple." Indeed, X is a mild drug. X has emphasized the realization in a different way of how I prefer trippin buddies who are willing to risk the reality of getting scared shitless, than those who just want to stay in the happy land...well shit that's how I prefer my friend's w/o drugs as well!
With these 2 experiences w/ mdma, now i'd like to take myself to the scared shitless aspect of tripping...tonight, it's time to do the Ayahuasca again. ! w00t!
1.10am We drop our pills at the water fountain while waiting in the check-out line at Wal-Mart. I love that mischievious feeling 'If only they knew' I actually crunch mine this time, and thank goodness it's not that bad really.
1.39am Now safely at home and cleaning up the room and rolling joints, both of us feel something coming on.. D did about 5 or more minutes ago.
1.42am The waves of pleasure and softness arrive that I have been eagerly awaiting, now that my appetite is hungry for more after my 1st experience last week. I got these soft blue flip-flops from wal-mart that feel super cozy on my tootsies, damn what an awesome decision to buy these. I'm developling a flip-flop-fetish! My awareness is shifting, fuzzy funness stuff. It's already time for the 1st blow pops...
2.01am There is definitley something more trippy about these...makes me ponder hearing a few other folks say the white mitsus were the best roll they ever had. Of course i'm not about to say anything like that, I don't really have much to compare it to...But everything is markedly more disorienting than the mitsus, and the colors have deepend. I'm much more self-conscious about moving around, though I can't stop myself. It's all automatic. D's tummy feels alot better. The visuals are WAY more pronounced..the visuals are NOT from mdma....hmmm...and we couldn't find any info at ALL on these on-line either. Typing is all automatic and strange. I'm chain smoking these blow pops.
2.26am Everything is a rush, though rambly and incoherent, is perfectly understood. Standing up and saying everything..the deepest down the happy can go, it's real and i'm free! BUBBLES! The moment...how to describe the now...realizing how everything that is at this moment, is going the way that it should be even after all the trials and tribulations, we made it through, we're here, LET'S DO THIS! conquest! D is so awesome with words, though comments that he wishes he had a larger vocabulary. We can build apon our vocab's together! Time to smoke! I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLL!!!!!!
What a great drug for couples....We spend the next 4 hours doing the usual, smoking, chillin, suckin on mad blow pops, candles (i never knew these existed!) and talking about all kinds of shit! Damn I just go off on wild tangents, with the ever-present blow pop as my microphone.
6.39am Feel so good....visualz back to normal. motivation and intent and freedom...must smoke more, jaw pretty tense and grindy, temple pressure. My back hurts a lot. I drew on the big sketchpad and that felt oh so good, but I couldn't do it for much longer, became distracted or bored easily with it. Can't wait to get stoned, it's wearin off, feelin a little jittery. not sure if it had anything else in it honestly...seemed pretty straight up.
I wrote a short poem during the roll, which is new for me. I usually just draw or jot down ideas while trippin, but then again, words dominate on X so it seems.
8.26am I actually feel comfy enough to smoke salvia extract. It's been a long fucking time since i've even touched the stuff, i've been so scared to go there. D loads me up the best of what we have left, 5x and some leaf. I take it in the comfy setting of the backyard through a glass bubbler. Damn we forgot about the torch lighter, and it took me about 3 hits to cash. The harshness is hard for me to handle. But still I felt really comfortable and tried my best. The mischievious tingles crawl and skitter up and down my arms pulling tugging and pinching at nerves and frolicking. They have claws and they enjoy digging them in and teasing. They all help turn this rope inside my body at different layers, i feel the rotating and the movement. Almost like I could feel the particles in the fabric of reality moving around and through me...tuned into some altered aspect of reality...felt my arms being pulled, and my head being pulled, the feeling felt like a triangle that centered at the very top of my head, shoulders chest. It also felt like I could possible be just a bit a part of the chair. So odd and strange....Slicing through layers of my body, scrolling around and through. It didn't hurt at all, it was actually pretty interesting and curious, I felt so comforatable in from where I was at in the X that it made the salvia just another silly activity to throw in there since I actually didn't feel any fear at all. I was a lighthearted observer. Once we get more extract I think i'll try this a couple more times minimally to just get used to the feeling of salvia. It's something I really want to explore, it was great! I'm wondering if anyone else has smoked salvia while on or coming down from X?
8.34am This roll really felt like an extenuation of last week, got things off of our chests from last time, even more , everything just going good steps forward. We were really crazy happy for a few days, then the crash, freaking out earlier in the day and stuff...hey we don't just push it aside, don't keep it in, helped to get residual extra stress out, all the talking makes it all feel so great. Exciting and fun coolest people to spend the rest of our lives with. A great story idea is actually coming to fruition omg!
This 2nd time made me realize just how fucking opposite X is from the psychedelics I regularly do, and especially how opposite Dex and X are. Robowalking vs. Dancing , sluggish & chill vs. rapid & intense conversation, body feeling like a thick and rich milkshake vs. an undulating magnet for all that is sensual...nauseau and vomiting up to 3 times vs. no vomiting and exuberant energy....Holy wow I totally flipt the script on my trips!
I'm having trouble even calling X a 'trip', so far it's been more like colorful tweaking minus the zombie-shit feelings on the downer. But then again, the duration and the quality of experience, yes I went to a fun and different place. But I guess the one bad thing imho about X is, that IT itself doesn't confront me at all. I agree w/ Rick Straussman's description of it being a "'...love and light' drug, one that accentuates the positive and minimizes the negative. If only life were so simple." Indeed, X is a mild drug. X has emphasized the realization in a different way of how I prefer trippin buddies who are willing to risk the reality of getting scared shitless, than those who just want to stay in the happy land...well shit that's how I prefer my friend's w/o drugs as well! With these 2 experiences w/ mdma, now i'd like to take myself to the scared shitless aspect of tripping...tonight, it's time to do the Ayahuasca again. ! w00t!
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