patra
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Hey everyone,
At first I didn't think I had enough energy, or desire, to do a trip report... but it seems the only way I can fight my light, albeit persistent, comedown is to think about it a little bit more.
A few friends and I got a hold of some really clean, pure E pills. They're light green ghosts (in the shape of a ghost) and based on my research the spread is between 140-180mg MDMA.
We set up a rolling event for last Friday, with a total of five of us at an apartment on the beach. We always take the pill orally, typically dosing half and then after an hour another half.
I've been pre-loading for the last two weeks on a few basic supplements & eating a lot of healthy food high in tryptophan, based on the discussion I've had with Darksidesam and Futura. I've been taking a vitamin B supplement daily along with magnesium, eating dark chocolate daily, getting plenty of exercise and eating good food. The last time I rolled was about three months ago, I usually take breaks in between.
I was really looking forward to this roll. We got together Friday, and around 11:30pm we turned on the music and dropped half of our pill. I took a tums about ten minutes before rolling to prepare my stomach a bit more.
The come-up was quick for me, I was feeling the effects almost right away. Around 30 minutes I could tell the pill was going to be good - things felt smooth, floaty and beautiful. 45 minutes in and it hit full-on.
I was rolling with a best friend of mine that I hadn't seen in over two years, and it was her first time. At 45 minutes she wasn't feeling anything, and seemed a bit cynical that it wasn't going to work. I was feeling awesome.
Around an hour and I could tell the peak was on its way. I didn't feel the typical MDMA effects - no huge rush, no amazing empathy or euphoria, and no need to dance. Instead I felt weightless, happy, calm, and a heightened sense of sight and hearing.
We chilled like this for a little while, sat down and listened to music. It was remarkable how I felt absolutely no need to connect with others like I usually do, and no need to "get the music out" through dancing. It felt very easy, smooth, floaty & internal instead of external. A few points throughout the night I felt the need to express love for my friends, tell them how great they are or how happy I am to know them, but I felt absolutely no need to really, really deeply connect with them.
At almost two hours after the drop we decided to go outside and look at the nature - it was about 1:30am, and going outside was UNREAL. Life looked like it was high-definition, I've never seen such beautiful clarity and purity of sight. I saw images in the trees, and the colors were more beautiful than anything I'd ever seen. The visual effects seemed 3D, or like a screen had been removed from my typical vision, and what I saw seeing was truth for the first time. It became so overwhelming that we once again had to change location, the beauty was too intense and we couldn't take it any longer.
We went inside, dropped the 2nd half, and the rush came. I wasn't eager to re-dose but up until now, the pill wasn't giving us much of what we needed or wanted, so we took the 2nd half. Almost 15 minutes later, the peak was incredible. Euphoria and rush that is as good as sex, and smoother and cleaner than any other pill I've taken. At this point the audio became quiet or loud depending on whether or not I liked the music. This was amazing because the difference in volume was huge - either very, very quiet if I wasn't in to the music, or so loud the walls were shaking and my body was vibrating with sound, if I loved it.
This lasted for another two and a half hours until the comedown started between 4:30 and 5am. At one point we went outside again, it was still surreal. I could see silence. The colors were so deep and profound that I felt them. The palm tree branches seemed to be reaching out to me, and I noticed them in ways I never did before. They seemed so real, so present, as if before they were merely just a backdrop painted on canvas.
Around 3:30 I sat down, ready to cuddle my way in to a warm, nice sleep. My boyfriend sat down next to me, still listening to music, and I fell asleep for two hours until we went to bed.
The roll was awesome. Intense, beautiful, clean, smooth, dreamy, and quite independent. Even the day after, visuals were quite clear and beautiful, more than usual. It wasn't my favorite roll, but I'm missing it now. Working my hardest to get through this light comedown. Less of a comedown and more of an extreme sense of missing this experience. I don't typically experience comedowns, but for some reason the audio and visual effects of this one really moved me, and sprouted a lot of philosophical questions - is life always like this, and we never see it? are we missing beauty on a daily basis? will I forget how beautiful the visuals were? for now I'm keeping myself busy by listening to music, focusing on my health & working my way through another three months...
Tagged by HeadphonesandLSD
substancecode_ecstasy
substancecode_mdma
substancecode_empathogens
explevel_experienced
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
roacode_oral
At first I didn't think I had enough energy, or desire, to do a trip report... but it seems the only way I can fight my light, albeit persistent, comedown is to think about it a little bit more.
A few friends and I got a hold of some really clean, pure E pills. They're light green ghosts (in the shape of a ghost) and based on my research the spread is between 140-180mg MDMA.
We set up a rolling event for last Friday, with a total of five of us at an apartment on the beach. We always take the pill orally, typically dosing half and then after an hour another half.
I've been pre-loading for the last two weeks on a few basic supplements & eating a lot of healthy food high in tryptophan, based on the discussion I've had with Darksidesam and Futura. I've been taking a vitamin B supplement daily along with magnesium, eating dark chocolate daily, getting plenty of exercise and eating good food. The last time I rolled was about three months ago, I usually take breaks in between.
I was really looking forward to this roll. We got together Friday, and around 11:30pm we turned on the music and dropped half of our pill. I took a tums about ten minutes before rolling to prepare my stomach a bit more.
The come-up was quick for me, I was feeling the effects almost right away. Around 30 minutes I could tell the pill was going to be good - things felt smooth, floaty and beautiful. 45 minutes in and it hit full-on.
I was rolling with a best friend of mine that I hadn't seen in over two years, and it was her first time. At 45 minutes she wasn't feeling anything, and seemed a bit cynical that it wasn't going to work. I was feeling awesome.
Around an hour and I could tell the peak was on its way. I didn't feel the typical MDMA effects - no huge rush, no amazing empathy or euphoria, and no need to dance. Instead I felt weightless, happy, calm, and a heightened sense of sight and hearing.
We chilled like this for a little while, sat down and listened to music. It was remarkable how I felt absolutely no need to connect with others like I usually do, and no need to "get the music out" through dancing. It felt very easy, smooth, floaty & internal instead of external. A few points throughout the night I felt the need to express love for my friends, tell them how great they are or how happy I am to know them, but I felt absolutely no need to really, really deeply connect with them.
At almost two hours after the drop we decided to go outside and look at the nature - it was about 1:30am, and going outside was UNREAL. Life looked like it was high-definition, I've never seen such beautiful clarity and purity of sight. I saw images in the trees, and the colors were more beautiful than anything I'd ever seen. The visual effects seemed 3D, or like a screen had been removed from my typical vision, and what I saw seeing was truth for the first time. It became so overwhelming that we once again had to change location, the beauty was too intense and we couldn't take it any longer.
We went inside, dropped the 2nd half, and the rush came. I wasn't eager to re-dose but up until now, the pill wasn't giving us much of what we needed or wanted, so we took the 2nd half. Almost 15 minutes later, the peak was incredible. Euphoria and rush that is as good as sex, and smoother and cleaner than any other pill I've taken. At this point the audio became quiet or loud depending on whether or not I liked the music. This was amazing because the difference in volume was huge - either very, very quiet if I wasn't in to the music, or so loud the walls were shaking and my body was vibrating with sound, if I loved it.
This lasted for another two and a half hours until the comedown started between 4:30 and 5am. At one point we went outside again, it was still surreal. I could see silence. The colors were so deep and profound that I felt them. The palm tree branches seemed to be reaching out to me, and I noticed them in ways I never did before. They seemed so real, so present, as if before they were merely just a backdrop painted on canvas.
Around 3:30 I sat down, ready to cuddle my way in to a warm, nice sleep. My boyfriend sat down next to me, still listening to music, and I fell asleep for two hours until we went to bed.
The roll was awesome. Intense, beautiful, clean, smooth, dreamy, and quite independent. Even the day after, visuals were quite clear and beautiful, more than usual. It wasn't my favorite roll, but I'm missing it now. Working my hardest to get through this light comedown. Less of a comedown and more of an extreme sense of missing this experience. I don't typically experience comedowns, but for some reason the audio and visual effects of this one really moved me, and sprouted a lot of philosophical questions - is life always like this, and we never see it? are we missing beauty on a daily basis? will I forget how beautiful the visuals were? for now I'm keeping myself busy by listening to music, focusing on my health & working my way through another three months...
Tagged by HeadphonesandLSD
substancecode_ecstasy
substancecode_mdma
substancecode_empathogens
explevel_experienced
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
roacode_oral
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they look sick!
