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Pyro

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And for you?
I imagine everything.
I give to you my thoughts
There on the table in front I lay
all that I have become
and I ask you to sift through it
like sand.
To know me is not to love me
I don't know where love comes from
I don't know how to know me
I know you can't love me without touching me
So I give you this
My imagination
My mind and selfless self
Do you even believe that someone could?
I can. I will.
Enter into this thing with caution
I am not unlike all the others
Though it may seem like it
They all thought that, and I let them all down.
I don't want to let you down
I love you so much I want to push you away
Away from me, and my selfish self
Away from the pain I might share with you
I care, because I love you
I am in love
But I am not blind
No, I've never been blind...
This is why I am still alone
this is why I let you touch me
but never come inside
I want it... for you to come inside
But I couldn't inflict that on anyone
It is self-loathing, not hate.
But now I reach out to you and ask one more thing...
please don't go too far away.
I'm growing and learning
becoming
and maybe someday?
maybe someday...
non-existant love.
maybe someday.
Pyro
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"And we were a million miles away from everyone else as we road the beat like a roller coaster. I remember vividly feeling and seeing the music consistantly pounding out of the speakers, making me move. I then remember asking my lawyer, 'what is this music?' with him replying, 'this is acid house, my friend, welcome to my world'"
 
amazing.
Pyro i long for the day where me and you can sit down together and have a long talk, read through lyrics,exchange work, or just plain stare at eachother. You amaze me everyday with your words...almost as if i could write them myself. Please never stop writing, it is in you, inside you.
all my love,
angela
 
I know you are constantly prasised for you words,,, how they touch and make people feel.
Love is such a powerful thing.. can be overwhelming when you get there.
and you will.
love you hun
 
I often wonder how many people close the window after reading Pyro's words and think they're in love with him
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Pyro, you're a true poet because you wouldn't call a fuck, making love. Or making love, a fuck. Whatever that means.
You're right about yourself. ANything BUT blind. You have clarity even when what you see clearly is extremely ambiguous.
Loads of luvs,
-Amina
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen
 
That was amaizing!!! I love how words can fall togther with such grace. Keep on writting Pyro
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~When darkness thinks that it's outdone me,
I must remember that the greatest love's
inside of me~
 
It seems like I'm always growing and learning - just when I think I've learned enough or am mature enough to be loved - the other one takes back control. She is a bitch to regain control from!!!!!
~I really enjoyed your thoughts - keep it flowin'.
 
...you are a creator. Love is worth the pain that follows and sometimes runs side by side with the bliss. Pleasure is nothing without the contrast of pain. Think of the Ying and the Yang. I been there and done that, I am there for a second time even. Trust that you can not hide from pain by pushing away the pleasure of living. You would be cheating yourself if you never tried, for fear of the ultimate undoing of your own self, exposed and naked.
Keep on moving and just sit back and enjoy the ride.
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"Pleasure is nothing without the contrast of pain"
Just another one of those weird ironies of life.
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen
 
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