Bomb319
Bluelighter
Hi,
I have been on methadone for close to a year (10.5 months or so). It's working extremely well; better than I ever thought it could or would. I have my life back for the most part, and am able to go out, work, and overall live life normally again. I have begun repairing my relationships with my family and friends. I am on quite a high dose (210 mg) but am a rapid metabolizer, and have found that below this level, I experience some withdrawal by the next morning.
Anyway, my ideal weight is about 165 lbs. I am 5'10.5" or so, and I weighed roughly 180 - 185 lbs just before going on methadone (but while still chronically using H and other opiates). I considered that to be a bit too much, and have experienced cycles of weight gain and loss in the past after quitting temporarily.
But this is different. This morning I weighed almost 230 pounds... 227 or so. I'm not eating excessively either - on the contrary, there are still days where I eat very little, although what I DO eat can end up being fairly calorie rich and sugary, as well as excessive - I can and have eaten ten bowls of cereal (raisin bran) a day, thinking it was healthy yet totaling nearly 500 cal per bowl.
Stopping the methadone at this point is not an option; I am not cured, I still use occasionally but MUCH less, and know I would relapse without it. I know that this is a common problem for people who are on maintenance. However I now am at a weight that I consider to be "scary" in that it's unprecedented, want a relationship at some point which this will impede, and am worried about my health - particularly after years of opiate injection including pills, smoking, cocaine, and coming from a family whose men have all died in their fifties of heart attacks.
What I need is a tried and true healthy yet sustainable diet (and/or method of eating) in which I'm satiated, yet start losing weight and preferably RAPIDLY. I'm not a "food addict" per se; I can and have restricted my caloric intake in the past and can control myself semi-long term when it comes to sugar and fat avoidance. Does anybody have any advice and personal experiences combined with low-calorie, yet filling and satisfying diets?? I'm really getting concerned that I won't be able to drop this weight if it keeps up like this. I REALLY don't want to take any other medications that are designed for weight loss unless I absolutely have to, although I've heard that testosterone injections can be effective, and quite rapidly (sexual side effects are present with me although they're not impossible to deal with; I usually have to wait until morning before dosing to get off in a reasonable amount of time though.) I have also had problems with excessive sweating and feeling hot, though this has diminished considerably as it's now winter. Could testosterone be somewhat of a magic bullet here, or would it carry its own side effects that make it undesirable to use mainly for weight loss?
Any and all advice is hugely appreciated; thanks.
I have been on methadone for close to a year (10.5 months or so). It's working extremely well; better than I ever thought it could or would. I have my life back for the most part, and am able to go out, work, and overall live life normally again. I have begun repairing my relationships with my family and friends. I am on quite a high dose (210 mg) but am a rapid metabolizer, and have found that below this level, I experience some withdrawal by the next morning.
Anyway, my ideal weight is about 165 lbs. I am 5'10.5" or so, and I weighed roughly 180 - 185 lbs just before going on methadone (but while still chronically using H and other opiates). I considered that to be a bit too much, and have experienced cycles of weight gain and loss in the past after quitting temporarily.
But this is different. This morning I weighed almost 230 pounds... 227 or so. I'm not eating excessively either - on the contrary, there are still days where I eat very little, although what I DO eat can end up being fairly calorie rich and sugary, as well as excessive - I can and have eaten ten bowls of cereal (raisin bran) a day, thinking it was healthy yet totaling nearly 500 cal per bowl.
Stopping the methadone at this point is not an option; I am not cured, I still use occasionally but MUCH less, and know I would relapse without it. I know that this is a common problem for people who are on maintenance. However I now am at a weight that I consider to be "scary" in that it's unprecedented, want a relationship at some point which this will impede, and am worried about my health - particularly after years of opiate injection including pills, smoking, cocaine, and coming from a family whose men have all died in their fifties of heart attacks.
What I need is a tried and true healthy yet sustainable diet (and/or method of eating) in which I'm satiated, yet start losing weight and preferably RAPIDLY. I'm not a "food addict" per se; I can and have restricted my caloric intake in the past and can control myself semi-long term when it comes to sugar and fat avoidance. Does anybody have any advice and personal experiences combined with low-calorie, yet filling and satisfying diets?? I'm really getting concerned that I won't be able to drop this weight if it keeps up like this. I REALLY don't want to take any other medications that are designed for weight loss unless I absolutely have to, although I've heard that testosterone injections can be effective, and quite rapidly (sexual side effects are present with me although they're not impossible to deal with; I usually have to wait until morning before dosing to get off in a reasonable amount of time though.) I have also had problems with excessive sweating and feeling hot, though this has diminished considerably as it's now winter. Could testosterone be somewhat of a magic bullet here, or would it carry its own side effects that make it undesirable to use mainly for weight loss?
Any and all advice is hugely appreciated; thanks.