Lights_in_the_sky
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psilocybin semilanceata/6grams - First time- God is pranking us with this silly body
New to this site, anyways, here`s my report: (sorry about the FAT letters, I copy and pasted it since i wrote it in a wrong thread the first time)
Once it started the wall patterns began to swirl together, and the room started to get bigger, before that, just 2 hours earlier, I had began to wonder wether if I had taken the wrong type of mush, even though I knew it was the right kind, the paranoid thought of perhaps taken the wrong one started to creep in..until the walls began to swirl like I mentioned. The walls are blue with some weird patterns, but after the swirl started it turned green and a distinct pattern formed. I could describe it as an aztec warrior. He was in the center and the swirl was around him. By that time I knew I had ingested the right type and could relax and enjoy what was about to happen.
I had previously taken 1grams of dried mush, and it hit me exactly an hour after intake. Just a light buzz and feeling of euphoria. I giggled a lot and the words on my cellphone was dancing in a "wave"like motion. I was alone both times, and I had read upon intake a lot about the effects and do`s and don'ts. And I was curious on the stomach ache many had reported when using mush. I for one can say abdonimal pains or vomiting has never been an issue both times.
The second time I had eaten 6grams of dried Mush. semilanceata species.
The first hours after the two hour wait, I was laughing my ass off for no reason at all, because i felt like sitting in a roller coaster, when the coaster dives you get that weightless feeling and the tingle in your tummy...that kind. I remember I wanted to write down messages on paper to myself, but when i came back I had written nothing.
It was interesting to feel the duality of being present in my room, and being elsewhere at the same time, I hit record button just as it began on my computer.
I was talking to myself, not in the sense of talking to the air, but to the camera. I was ranting about "oh my god...we are all Gods, and we should realise this..." I remember the feeling of what kind of a sick joke is this, Its not funny anymore, let me out of this joke...come on...you all got me now...like HA HA...very funny fashion.
I kept in my room most of the time, because I wanted to stay safe. Time was distorted, minutes turned into hours. I did at some point open my door, to peak outside...its usually pitch black here (night time, i forgot to mention). I could see perfectly in the dark, the trees were glowing intense red, and the stars...cannot describe.
I told myself (camera), you need to respect the degree of potency, and don't waste it like this next time, do something useful with it and utilise it to get "there"...I don't know what i meant by it in retrospect...but It made me think.
The peak was so intense, its hard to describe, all of it is actually. This happened when i opened the door. I could see a thin membrane like wall and beyond that was the secret, and i could feel the presence of multiple entities behind that wall...no words exchanged but i felt what they said. "we've been waiting a long time for you, but your time is not yet, before you can join us you must attain a pure heart". Thats at least the feeling i was left with before i backed into my room.
The come down Seeping in and out of the visuals, my god it was so boring when i was out of the visuals, the feeling " oh no " Is over already...it took about 4 hours in total until i was "myself" again, and 7 hours until all effect was gone, just feeling glad/happy for the experience all day.
Some other notes to add, the feeling of hornyness took almost all of my attention when the come down started. Im not going to go into the details of this, except I got the mother load of my life...as I did the first time I tried this. So it could not be any coincidence. Wonder if this is normal experience for others too...
I looked into a cats eyes, and couldn't believe how many demons that lives in them, lol. Just mentioning.
Thinking back to my 6 gram experience...The visuals, unlike anything else...to see my own veins pumping, the duality, immediate surrounding, the 3d effects in the wall swirling, the notion of us being all gods put into this vessel thats a joke, that is dying slowly, infinite answers through cosmos and the entities that owns this earth...hidden behind a transparent membrane wall, from the glowing red trees and able to see in total pitch black night, and the following weeks hunting for shrooms in my dreams...not to mention, the feeling of that this life is so short and that I will return as a God when this Joke has finished, the mush was talking in my gut, saying cheer up pal, enjoy it, and relax, and a waaaay we gooo....
What I have learned, things that Id be more cautious about; just thinking out loud here: Id turn off my cellphone, A girl called me during this session, and talking to her, i don't know, it felt like it could have been a whole lot better if not using words at all to anyone...Id play music next time too, but not going to put it on repeat, although the choice of music was good, Kokin gumi- relaxation. I would also try day time, but the ability to see in darkness was super fun...so refreshing.
What Ive read and hear didn't always correspond to my personal experience, the vomiting, the exhaustion the day after, and the bitter taste of shrooms- I liked the taste both dry and wet, and I had a bad case of the munchies also feeling refreshed the day after like finally getting rest. Didn't feel the paranoia, nor the other mentioned negative effects.
Seriously treat this stuff with utmost respect, its so powerful you would never imagine before its perhaps too late...make sure of it!
I now fully understand the "set and setting".
Sigh...just want to get back there...hope you as a reader enjoyed this trip report, and Im sure you all know its very difficult putting things like this into words. Like writing about a vivid dream, explaining the colours and shapes of beautiful things...
...
New to this site, anyways, here`s my report: (sorry about the FAT letters, I copy and pasted it since i wrote it in a wrong thread the first time)
Once it started the wall patterns began to swirl together, and the room started to get bigger, before that, just 2 hours earlier, I had began to wonder wether if I had taken the wrong type of mush, even though I knew it was the right kind, the paranoid thought of perhaps taken the wrong one started to creep in..until the walls began to swirl like I mentioned. The walls are blue with some weird patterns, but after the swirl started it turned green and a distinct pattern formed. I could describe it as an aztec warrior. He was in the center and the swirl was around him. By that time I knew I had ingested the right type and could relax and enjoy what was about to happen.
I had previously taken 1grams of dried mush, and it hit me exactly an hour after intake. Just a light buzz and feeling of euphoria. I giggled a lot and the words on my cellphone was dancing in a "wave"like motion. I was alone both times, and I had read upon intake a lot about the effects and do`s and don'ts. And I was curious on the stomach ache many had reported when using mush. I for one can say abdonimal pains or vomiting has never been an issue both times.
The second time I had eaten 6grams of dried Mush. semilanceata species.
The first hours after the two hour wait, I was laughing my ass off for no reason at all, because i felt like sitting in a roller coaster, when the coaster dives you get that weightless feeling and the tingle in your tummy...that kind. I remember I wanted to write down messages on paper to myself, but when i came back I had written nothing.
It was interesting to feel the duality of being present in my room, and being elsewhere at the same time, I hit record button just as it began on my computer.
I was talking to myself, not in the sense of talking to the air, but to the camera. I was ranting about "oh my god...we are all Gods, and we should realise this..." I remember the feeling of what kind of a sick joke is this, Its not funny anymore, let me out of this joke...come on...you all got me now...like HA HA...very funny fashion.
I kept in my room most of the time, because I wanted to stay safe. Time was distorted, minutes turned into hours. I did at some point open my door, to peak outside...its usually pitch black here (night time, i forgot to mention). I could see perfectly in the dark, the trees were glowing intense red, and the stars...cannot describe.
I told myself (camera), you need to respect the degree of potency, and don't waste it like this next time, do something useful with it and utilise it to get "there"...I don't know what i meant by it in retrospect...but It made me think.
The peak was so intense, its hard to describe, all of it is actually. This happened when i opened the door. I could see a thin membrane like wall and beyond that was the secret, and i could feel the presence of multiple entities behind that wall...no words exchanged but i felt what they said. "we've been waiting a long time for you, but your time is not yet, before you can join us you must attain a pure heart". Thats at least the feeling i was left with before i backed into my room.
The come down Seeping in and out of the visuals, my god it was so boring when i was out of the visuals, the feeling " oh no " Is over already...it took about 4 hours in total until i was "myself" again, and 7 hours until all effect was gone, just feeling glad/happy for the experience all day.
Some other notes to add, the feeling of hornyness took almost all of my attention when the come down started. Im not going to go into the details of this, except I got the mother load of my life...as I did the first time I tried this. So it could not be any coincidence. Wonder if this is normal experience for others too...
I looked into a cats eyes, and couldn't believe how many demons that lives in them, lol. Just mentioning.
Thinking back to my 6 gram experience...The visuals, unlike anything else...to see my own veins pumping, the duality, immediate surrounding, the 3d effects in the wall swirling, the notion of us being all gods put into this vessel thats a joke, that is dying slowly, infinite answers through cosmos and the entities that owns this earth...hidden behind a transparent membrane wall, from the glowing red trees and able to see in total pitch black night, and the following weeks hunting for shrooms in my dreams...not to mention, the feeling of that this life is so short and that I will return as a God when this Joke has finished, the mush was talking in my gut, saying cheer up pal, enjoy it, and relax, and a waaaay we gooo....
What I have learned, things that Id be more cautious about; just thinking out loud here: Id turn off my cellphone, A girl called me during this session, and talking to her, i don't know, it felt like it could have been a whole lot better if not using words at all to anyone...Id play music next time too, but not going to put it on repeat, although the choice of music was good, Kokin gumi- relaxation. I would also try day time, but the ability to see in darkness was super fun...so refreshing.
What Ive read and hear didn't always correspond to my personal experience, the vomiting, the exhaustion the day after, and the bitter taste of shrooms- I liked the taste both dry and wet, and I had a bad case of the munchies also feeling refreshed the day after like finally getting rest. Didn't feel the paranoia, nor the other mentioned negative effects.
Seriously treat this stuff with utmost respect, its so powerful you would never imagine before its perhaps too late...make sure of it!
I now fully understand the "set and setting".
Sigh...just want to get back there...hope you as a reader enjoyed this trip report, and Im sure you all know its very difficult putting things like this into words. Like writing about a vivid dream, explaining the colours and shapes of beautiful things...
...
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