malakaix
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I havn't written a trip report in a long time, but this experience was very unlike anything else i've experienced on any form of psychedelic, to the point where i've noticed a distinct difference in how i understand myself, and i wished to share the experience.
A little background on my experience with psychedelic's, ive dosed LSD upwards of 60+ times, DMT 4-5, however mushrooms i've only had a chance to experience 2-3 times.
I'll make the first part of the trip brief as it only contains unnecessary details, i was offered and took 2 mushroom gel-caps at a psychedelic party and wound up back at home roughly 1hour into the trip.
As we got back i went straight to my room, and decided to see where this was going to go. I put on some ambient down-tempo electro, and let my mind fade away to the music..
Now because im so use to LSD, this next part of the trip was completely foreign to me in the way it effected my emotions. I started to touch my skin, feeling my face all over.. feeling the warmth of my skin, and the whiskers on my cheeks, i started closing and opening my eyes, smiling while rubbing my hands across my forehead. I could feel the energy inside me radiating.. my emotions had taken complete control of me and every action was followed by intense emotional response. I started to feel it stripping me down to my primal animal instincts, as i listened to the music more i could feel the intense emotion of the artist conveyed through his music.. as this happened i became submerged in an ocean of my own emotions.. i started to cry at how beautiful the music was, i wiped the tears away from my face feeling the most incredible connection to myself, and overpowering sense of love. The emotional intensity of what i was feeling was so overpowering, i wanted scream, laugh and cry.. take my clothes off and to free myself of everything.
As i ceased to cry, i started to feel so empowered to be alive, a child of nature.. my long hair running down past my eyes, my stomach breathing in and out, my fingers and toes moving back and fourth.. i felt the true essence of my primal state, a forest child of mother nature.. nothing but raw emotion.
I ran my hands along everything as i moved throughout my room, feeling connected to the energy of life itself.. a feeling i knew was there but had never experienced on any other psychedelic in a conscious manner before.
It re-sparked my appreciation of beauty and creativity in this world, compassion and empathy for all thing's living. A total transformation of self from the emotional view of life. Thank you for reading if you managed to reach this far.
Peace and Much Love
A little background on my experience with psychedelic's, ive dosed LSD upwards of 60+ times, DMT 4-5, however mushrooms i've only had a chance to experience 2-3 times.
I'll make the first part of the trip brief as it only contains unnecessary details, i was offered and took 2 mushroom gel-caps at a psychedelic party and wound up back at home roughly 1hour into the trip.
As we got back i went straight to my room, and decided to see where this was going to go. I put on some ambient down-tempo electro, and let my mind fade away to the music..
Now because im so use to LSD, this next part of the trip was completely foreign to me in the way it effected my emotions. I started to touch my skin, feeling my face all over.. feeling the warmth of my skin, and the whiskers on my cheeks, i started closing and opening my eyes, smiling while rubbing my hands across my forehead. I could feel the energy inside me radiating.. my emotions had taken complete control of me and every action was followed by intense emotional response. I started to feel it stripping me down to my primal animal instincts, as i listened to the music more i could feel the intense emotion of the artist conveyed through his music.. as this happened i became submerged in an ocean of my own emotions.. i started to cry at how beautiful the music was, i wiped the tears away from my face feeling the most incredible connection to myself, and overpowering sense of love. The emotional intensity of what i was feeling was so overpowering, i wanted scream, laugh and cry.. take my clothes off and to free myself of everything.
As i ceased to cry, i started to feel so empowered to be alive, a child of nature.. my long hair running down past my eyes, my stomach breathing in and out, my fingers and toes moving back and fourth.. i felt the true essence of my primal state, a forest child of mother nature.. nothing but raw emotion.
I ran my hands along everything as i moved throughout my room, feeling connected to the energy of life itself.. a feeling i knew was there but had never experienced on any other psychedelic in a conscious manner before.
It re-sparked my appreciation of beauty and creativity in this world, compassion and empathy for all thing's living. A total transformation of self from the emotional view of life. Thank you for reading if you managed to reach this far.
Peace and Much Love
