rave_itsrealfun!!!
Bluelighter
I have been into eastern mysticism, physics and general introspective thought for a long time so I am very drawn to tripping. I had taken a hit of acid on 2 prior occasions but nothing could have prepared me for the awesome power that 2 hits induced on my mind state.
The purpose of the trip was to test LSD for raving purposes, before the upcoming rave I am attending. I had a great time and am really excited to drop again at the rave, but I am glad I tested the stuff out first. At least I have some idea of the extreme intensity that I am going to encounter now.
I am sick and tired of taking nasty chemicals to have a good time. LSD to me was so above and beyond everything else I have tried that I honestly have no desire to ever take any drugs other than LSD anymore, and some weed. I have extensively used MDMA over the past year, I thought it was everything... acid showed me it was nothing. Booze, speed and coke just seemed like atrocities when I was high on LSD, as well.
It was really goofy and I can't quite remember what it was like. I felt like I was God and that I was dead, even though I didn't feel like I was out of my body. I was just my true Self. It was the most serene place I have ever been, peaceful and beautiful, but so so intense at the same time. I know that doesn't make sense, but it is impossible to describe the feeling. It is enlightenment, or some sort of semi-enlightenment. It was euphoric as well, but in a much more profound way than encountered with MDMA. When rolling, I can really feel my brain buzzing away, because of all the chemicals being released. I could not feel the acid in my brain at all.
It was euphoric because I realized that I am a great, and my problems in life meant nothing to me anymore. I was very aware and saw them from a compassionate perspective, with no regret. I had a superhuman, God-like confidence. I realized that I create my own reality and that I can change things for the better! I also had a desire to bring people into this world.
Technology was hilarious. I clicked a computer mouse and when music started playing from a speaker on the other side of the room, I was awestruck. Looking into a mirror was like looking into a whole other world. People on posters became alive. I had to turn around a video game poster of a terrorist guy because he was scaring me.
My experience of the senses was totally different than normal. I could not identify where sound was coming from anymore, it was being created from within and it was awesome. Just like I was creating my visual field, filling it with vibrant colours and warping it with minor hallucinations. Pressing my fingertips together was like experiencing a whole new dimension. Getting a girl to take acid with me is definately something I would LOVE to do in the future. I mean, it was just so awesome having a body that can feel things, I can only imagine how insane sex would be. The problem is, most females are afraid of LSD. But if they exist out there, I think I might find them at the rave.
So I am only waiting 3 days to drop again because of the rave, but after these two experiences I'm sure my usage will be under control. I seriously feel like I am going to be the Lord of the fucking Rave. Most people there will be on shitty speed and E pills and MDMA. I will be laughing at their feeble attempts of getting high from my acid throne, lol, and hope to bring an acid queen into my realm. The rave is 15 hours, there is no way out. I can't help but be a little nervous because I know a freakout is possible but I'm sure it will end up being awesome. Just really, reallllllly intense of an environment. It's just so beyond anything I've ever done.
The purpose of the trip was to test LSD for raving purposes, before the upcoming rave I am attending. I had a great time and am really excited to drop again at the rave, but I am glad I tested the stuff out first. At least I have some idea of the extreme intensity that I am going to encounter now.
I am sick and tired of taking nasty chemicals to have a good time. LSD to me was so above and beyond everything else I have tried that I honestly have no desire to ever take any drugs other than LSD anymore, and some weed. I have extensively used MDMA over the past year, I thought it was everything... acid showed me it was nothing. Booze, speed and coke just seemed like atrocities when I was high on LSD, as well.
It was really goofy and I can't quite remember what it was like. I felt like I was God and that I was dead, even though I didn't feel like I was out of my body. I was just my true Self. It was the most serene place I have ever been, peaceful and beautiful, but so so intense at the same time. I know that doesn't make sense, but it is impossible to describe the feeling. It is enlightenment, or some sort of semi-enlightenment. It was euphoric as well, but in a much more profound way than encountered with MDMA. When rolling, I can really feel my brain buzzing away, because of all the chemicals being released. I could not feel the acid in my brain at all.
It was euphoric because I realized that I am a great, and my problems in life meant nothing to me anymore. I was very aware and saw them from a compassionate perspective, with no regret. I had a superhuman, God-like confidence. I realized that I create my own reality and that I can change things for the better! I also had a desire to bring people into this world.
Technology was hilarious. I clicked a computer mouse and when music started playing from a speaker on the other side of the room, I was awestruck. Looking into a mirror was like looking into a whole other world. People on posters became alive. I had to turn around a video game poster of a terrorist guy because he was scaring me.
My experience of the senses was totally different than normal. I could not identify where sound was coming from anymore, it was being created from within and it was awesome. Just like I was creating my visual field, filling it with vibrant colours and warping it with minor hallucinations. Pressing my fingertips together was like experiencing a whole new dimension. Getting a girl to take acid with me is definately something I would LOVE to do in the future. I mean, it was just so awesome having a body that can feel things, I can only imagine how insane sex would be. The problem is, most females are afraid of LSD. But if they exist out there, I think I might find them at the rave.
So I am only waiting 3 days to drop again because of the rave, but after these two experiences I'm sure my usage will be under control. I seriously feel like I am going to be the Lord of the fucking Rave. Most people there will be on shitty speed and E pills and MDMA. I will be laughing at their feeble attempts of getting high from my acid throne, lol, and hope to bring an acid queen into my realm. The rave is 15 hours, there is no way out. I can't help but be a little nervous because I know a freakout is possible but I'm sure it will end up being awesome. Just really, reallllllly intense of an environment. It's just so beyond anything I've ever done.
