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Dose 2 hits strong blotter
Everytime i take acid it always teaches me something new, and this time was no exception. Came up in about 60 mins. Quite euphoric.. I begin to listen to some music.. The following is a close as i can come to explaining what happened :
I was tripping with a friend X. We are great friends but we always argue and we are unable to admit when either of us is wrong. For the first time out of nowhere we were taking a step back and explaining each others point of view about certain issues and it all made more sense. We just had to take a step back and analyse what was said and put it all together. It occured to me then that LSD enables us to see the big picture! it enables us to take a step back from our usually limited way at looking at things and see the big picture.. all the details come together and we are able to understand it. It enables us to analyze and interpret EVERYTHING.. i will get back to this point later in the report..
We continued to talk and i realised that if everyone on earth were able to experience the same feeling i was getting, we would be able to understand each other so much better because we would all seee the big picture. I realised that is why we fight and bitch and nag.. its because our internal vision is too limited to see the 'big picture'. Everyone's brain is like a fileing cabinet gone wrong.. inside is chaos. LSD enables me to make sense of that.. while i was thinking of the whole world experiencing LSD, i closed my eyes and i saw the world, and it went from dull to glowing light, just as the though went throught my head... this concept is very hard to explain.. The world under the influence of LSD is perfectly coriographed and systematic and in order..
After talking about this issue for awhile.. i began to get the strange feeling that we were both in a doll house, being looked on by a small girl.. i could see the girl in my mind.. looking down on us, it was as if we were both the stars in some great big scheme.. we were both thinking of the same thing at the same time that is the freaky thing..
I went down stairs to get something to eat from the store.. i was trying to figure out what i should eat. but then it occured to me.. FOOD IS FOOD.. it was all the same.. like i didnt have to choose because food is food, and food is there to nourish.. see what i mean about LSD breaking things down to their basic form? water is water.. i couldnt distinguish.. i had no concept of choice.. it was really amazing.. I went back upstairs and i began looking at some photos of some friends.. i realised that they were just PEOPLE.. no male/female.. sexy/ugly.. I COULDNT JUDGE.. i realised we are all one big eteral family.. women in the pics i would have usually found to be sexy were no longer sexy, but beautiful.. women that i would have usually found to be ugly, were no longer ugly, but beautiful.. i had no feeling of that animal lust males have! it was so refreshing.. because i realised.. lust gets us nowhere.. usually we have no chance of getting with the majority of people we lust after so this breeds frustration at the fact we cant get them.. i didnt have to be frustrated because i had no lust.. they were just people.. going about their lives with their own thoughts and feelings..
I was emotionally stable.. sadness, happiness, anger.. all gone.. i began to realise this was why i was able to see things as they really are.. because there was no EMOTION influencing me!. is this ego loss??? I felt as if i were experiencing the world as is.. meaning there was nothing influencing me to think how i was thinking.. it was just there.. i was going with the flow.. i sat there with pen in hand to see if i could find words to express how it was.. all i could come up with was the phrase.. "as long as you go with the flow, you are free". i began to realise life is exactly like a spiral..continually moving, never constant... however we in our normal frame of mind are scared of this inconsistancy, making us straigten out this spirtal and making everything predictable..
I began to watch MTV and i realised how it sums up everything i was feeling. as we all know MTV has become infested with rnb.. i saw all these videos and realised they were all exactly the same.. i can no concept of their difference... this similarity comforts us.. the same videos day in day out played to our youth.. supposedly promoting freedom for women but at the same time making them look like sex objects.. and at the same time all these sex objects bad mouth drugs..im kinda going off on a tangent here but its very hard to explain..
To sum it all up.. This chemical is the most amazing substance on the face of the earth.. it has the potential to do so much good if only people would stop using it as an escape but rather as a tool to gain knowledge into the basic human condition. To take a step back and look at the world under a different light and to analyse all our mistakes..it has the potential to do so much good and its sad that it has to be bought on the black market... Under the law it comes under the same category as dirt like heroin.. this to me is offencive..
I hope this report makes a tiny bit of sense.. its hard to put this all in words, but i need to get this off my chest..
i will end by saying.. we are all in this chaos together, we must come up with a mode of communication that appeals to EVERY single human being. a mode of understanding, compassion... this is the only way to end the chaos
thanks
Everytime i take acid it always teaches me something new, and this time was no exception. Came up in about 60 mins. Quite euphoric.. I begin to listen to some music.. The following is a close as i can come to explaining what happened :
I was tripping with a friend X. We are great friends but we always argue and we are unable to admit when either of us is wrong. For the first time out of nowhere we were taking a step back and explaining each others point of view about certain issues and it all made more sense. We just had to take a step back and analyse what was said and put it all together. It occured to me then that LSD enables us to see the big picture! it enables us to take a step back from our usually limited way at looking at things and see the big picture.. all the details come together and we are able to understand it. It enables us to analyze and interpret EVERYTHING.. i will get back to this point later in the report..
We continued to talk and i realised that if everyone on earth were able to experience the same feeling i was getting, we would be able to understand each other so much better because we would all seee the big picture. I realised that is why we fight and bitch and nag.. its because our internal vision is too limited to see the 'big picture'. Everyone's brain is like a fileing cabinet gone wrong.. inside is chaos. LSD enables me to make sense of that.. while i was thinking of the whole world experiencing LSD, i closed my eyes and i saw the world, and it went from dull to glowing light, just as the though went throught my head... this concept is very hard to explain.. The world under the influence of LSD is perfectly coriographed and systematic and in order..
After talking about this issue for awhile.. i began to get the strange feeling that we were both in a doll house, being looked on by a small girl.. i could see the girl in my mind.. looking down on us, it was as if we were both the stars in some great big scheme.. we were both thinking of the same thing at the same time that is the freaky thing..
I went down stairs to get something to eat from the store.. i was trying to figure out what i should eat. but then it occured to me.. FOOD IS FOOD.. it was all the same.. like i didnt have to choose because food is food, and food is there to nourish.. see what i mean about LSD breaking things down to their basic form? water is water.. i couldnt distinguish.. i had no concept of choice.. it was really amazing.. I went back upstairs and i began looking at some photos of some friends.. i realised that they were just PEOPLE.. no male/female.. sexy/ugly.. I COULDNT JUDGE.. i realised we are all one big eteral family.. women in the pics i would have usually found to be sexy were no longer sexy, but beautiful.. women that i would have usually found to be ugly, were no longer ugly, but beautiful.. i had no feeling of that animal lust males have! it was so refreshing.. because i realised.. lust gets us nowhere.. usually we have no chance of getting with the majority of people we lust after so this breeds frustration at the fact we cant get them.. i didnt have to be frustrated because i had no lust.. they were just people.. going about their lives with their own thoughts and feelings..
I was emotionally stable.. sadness, happiness, anger.. all gone.. i began to realise this was why i was able to see things as they really are.. because there was no EMOTION influencing me!. is this ego loss??? I felt as if i were experiencing the world as is.. meaning there was nothing influencing me to think how i was thinking.. it was just there.. i was going with the flow.. i sat there with pen in hand to see if i could find words to express how it was.. all i could come up with was the phrase.. "as long as you go with the flow, you are free". i began to realise life is exactly like a spiral..continually moving, never constant... however we in our normal frame of mind are scared of this inconsistancy, making us straigten out this spirtal and making everything predictable..
I began to watch MTV and i realised how it sums up everything i was feeling. as we all know MTV has become infested with rnb.. i saw all these videos and realised they were all exactly the same.. i can no concept of their difference... this similarity comforts us.. the same videos day in day out played to our youth.. supposedly promoting freedom for women but at the same time making them look like sex objects.. and at the same time all these sex objects bad mouth drugs..im kinda going off on a tangent here but its very hard to explain..
To sum it all up.. This chemical is the most amazing substance on the face of the earth.. it has the potential to do so much good if only people would stop using it as an escape but rather as a tool to gain knowledge into the basic human condition. To take a step back and look at the world under a different light and to analyse all our mistakes..it has the potential to do so much good and its sad that it has to be bought on the black market... Under the law it comes under the same category as dirt like heroin.. this to me is offencive..
I hope this report makes a tiny bit of sense.. its hard to put this all in words, but i need to get this off my chest..
i will end by saying.. we are all in this chaos together, we must come up with a mode of communication that appeals to EVERY single human being. a mode of understanding, compassion... this is the only way to end the chaos
thanks
(Only if you're a hardhead like me tho).