mardybum
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This happened a long time ago, but I only got around to writing it today. It was only my 3rd drug (weed and mdma previous), but it was my SECOND time on LSD.
It began when my friend wanted to try LSD. We'll call him Fred. We decided, Fred would sleep at my house, and he'd take two tabs. Finally the day came for him to eat them, so in the afternoon I picked them up, and I made an impulse decision and bought one extra tab, for me.
I picked up Fred from his house and we drove back to my house. I had to work in the evening, so when I got home I had a shower and got ready for work. Fred had decided he would go to the mall and get dinner while I was working, and when I finished work I'd pick him up from the mall.
So I finally finished work, it was the longest shift of my life (not really but it seemed that way), and finally got round to picking up Fred. Who was sitting outside at a bus stop freezing his balls off. He forgot to take his jumper, and had been sitting there for a couple of hours. I felt really bad about this, but in the end I had offered him other options, but he wanted to go to the mall.
Anyways, we got home and started playing ps2, waiting for my parents to go to bed so we could eat the tabs. Finally the house became quite, and Fred put his tabs under his tongue. I told him to just let them sit under his mouth for 30 minutes, then chew em up and swallow them. He played ps2 for about 20 minutes, until he said he was feeling weird and had to lye down. We retreated back to my room and lay down on our separate beds. I had decided I would not eat my tab until Fred was tripping. I didn't want to find he reacted badly to psychedelics while I had a head full of acid. So about an hour later when Fred was tripping nicely, waving his hands around everywhere in amazement of the trails, I ate my tab.
In about 20 minutes I felt the first effects. Just laughing at anything, and getting that 'weird' feeling which you know is the start of a trip. After an hour, I was tripping, and having a great time. Fred was still sitting on the ground waving his hands around, and I was sitting on my bed wondering where all my visuals are. I talked to Fred about what sort of visuals he was getting, and he explained to me all the colours and aura's he was seeing. Slightly regretting only taking one, I started to look around my room for some trip toys.
The next thing I knew the visuals were exploding. I remember Fred and I were staring at a piece of paper for like 30 minutes straight. Just watching the letters change shape and melt down the page. I read the Tibetan book of the dead aloud, and Fred exclaimed at how relevant it was to the LSD experience. We both sat around staring at everything, explaining to each other what sort of visuals we were getting, laughing at everything, when my door opened. It was my mum. Immediately I saw Fred's paranoia spread across Fred's face, as he hid under his blankets. My mum started telling us if we weren't quiet she'd separate us. Annoyed at the way she was treating us like 10 year olds, I closed the door on her face. Now was not the time to be dealing with a nosy parent.
After I opened the door to make sure she was gone, I tried to resumed my conversation with Fred. But he was not interested and told me to turn all the lights off and not say a word. I asked him why, and he told me of how if my mum talked to him, he wouldn't be able to handle it. If she found out we were on drugs, his mum would find out, and he'd be screwed over. I told him not to worry, and although I wouldn't be able to handle my mum in this state, I convinced him I could, as I was only on one tab. I could basically sense his emotions, and felt his relief as I told him this. We rationalised we would leave the lights off, and talk in a whisper, until my mum was asleep.
So for the next couple of hours, we watched each other in the dark, as we took on different appearances. I remember seeing Fred turn into a wooden dummy, have his skin peel back into his face to form a skull, grow a huge emo fringe down to the ground, and many other things. After we had somewhat gotten over the visuals, or gotten used to them, we started talking about school. We'd still tell each other when something visually amazing happened, but the general morphing of objects was so normal now we didn't feel the need to discuss it.
We started talking about how we perceived ourselves, and how other perceived us. We talked about other kids, and got onto some really good theories about why some of the kids at out school acted the way they did. It was really cool, and a great insight into how the subconscious mind of other people worked. It was amazing, because some of the theories we came up with, turned out to be true.
I remember at one point, after we had been talking for a long while, I felt the need to venture outside. My lips were also extremely dry and I needed to get some lip balm, which was in my car. I told Fred I had to go outside to my car, and he was extremely paranoid my mum would see me and we'd get busted. I told him I had to get it, as my lips were killing me, and he agreed, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't convince him to come out with me. So I grabbed my keys and embarked on the journey outside. I took about two steps outside my room and saw my cat. Completely forgot about going outside, grabbed my cat and brought him back into my room. "Look what I found!", I said to Fred as I put the cat onto my bed. We both watched him, and I watched as his face morphed into more lion-like features, Fed was seeing the same thing.
Then my lip started hurting again, and I realized I needed the lip balm. tried once more to get Fred to come with me, but he simply refused. So, I walked out, and made it to the door. I opened the door, stepped outside, and felt this huge rush of energy flow through my body. It felt amazing, what was it? Fresh ait? Then I realized it was the extreme drop in temperature, and started laughing. I quickly shut the door and continued walking. The cold felt amazing, not uncomfortable. I was heading towards my car, and I remember the whole street would go really bright white, like there was a huge light above it, then go pitch black. It was so cool. I got into my car, got the lip balm, and as I stepped out, looked into the sky. It was amazing. It was the clearest sky I had ever seen in my life. Every star shone so brightly, I could see the milky way perfectly. I stook there for at least 20 minutes, in amazement of how huge the sky was. I saw a vivid image of me, a tiny dot on the world, compared to the whole universe. I couldn't comprehend how huge the universe is, something I've always taken for granted.
I got back into my room, and the first thing I said was "you have to go outside." I got stuck into a thought loop, and constantly repeated to Fred, you've got to go outside, you've got to go outside, every 5 minutes. I kept forgetting I'd said it, and so I'd say it and then realize I just said it 5 minutes ago. I felt Fred getting annoyed and tried to explain to him I couldn't help it. I just kept forgetting that I'd said it. He said he wasn't annoyed, but I felt some bad vibes coming my way.
Eventually we got back into talking about life, and I continued to remind him about how good outside is, and finally I convinced him to go for a walk outside. I double-checked my mum was alseep, and we made the venture outside again. I told Fred about how amazing the old air felt when it hit you, and as soon as I opened the door, we both cried out in amazement. We started to walk towards a big hill, and I told Fred about how the street kept flashing, then I remembered about the sky. "Look up", I said. Then he was gone, lost in the immensity of the galaxy. I began to stare as well, still unable to comprehend how small I was in this world. We stood there for a good 10 minutes, until Fred broke the silence. I can see shooting stars everywhere, and the stars, there all spinning. We both agreed the sky was the clearest it's ever been, and finally moved on.
We started walking up the hill, and could hear this sound, like a huge aeroplane, right next to us. We followed the sound and got led to someone's backyard. They had a big wooden fence up, so we couldn't see what was behind it. But could hear a huge, strange sound. We stood there for about 20 minutes, trying to work out what it is, but we never figured it out, and still to this day I don't know what it is.
After we moved on from the sound, we got to the top of the hill, and a car came. "Oh shit" we both said in unity, as the car started driving up the hill. I was thinking of hiding, but couldn't find anywhere, it was just big open grass. I turned my back to the car, and just stood there, with my back to the car. It seemed to take forever for the car to finally reach the hill, it must of been driving at half a mile per hour to take that long, or maybe I was just tripping, hehe. Anyway, when it finally made to the top of the hill, and just stopped. I looked over, and the car had just stopped itself in the middle of the road. Fred and I had no idea what to do, what was going to happen. It was 3 or 4am in the morning and we were just standing in the middle of a grass sidewalk, surely this guy was going to do something. I knew neither of us could handle sober people, and this just made the situation worse. I was overcome by the worst feeling of dread, I have ever experienced. After what seemed like hours, the car finally drove off. Although it was probably only a few seconds, it felt like the car was there for a good 10 minutes.
After this, both of us wanted to go back inside, and got back to the front of my house rather swiftly. When we got there, I was standing there trying to figure out how to open the gate, when Fred screamed. Not heaps loud, but enough to make me jump 20 feet in the air. What? I yelled back at him, Don't worry, Don't worry, he repeated, but I was insistent to know what happened. He told me he could see piles of corpses through the windows of the house next door, and people's hands scratching the surface of the windows. I felt like I was going to be sick, and replied "don't say that stuff man", and resisted the impulse to look over at the house. I finally got the gate open and we headed back to my room.
When we got inside, we continued chatting for a bit, until I felt the effects wearing off. Fred and I tried to sleep, but I was the only one who managed to get some form of sleep. I was in a semi conscious state, never fully fell asleep. Fred on the other hand, had no sleep whatsoever, and was still getting visuals by 6am in the morning. The effects on both of us were completely gone by 8am, and after having breakfast, we went our separate ways, in other words, Fred went home. We had great fun reminiscing our trip at school, and it provided many fun laughs and insights. Especially when we started to realize our theories on how other people's brains work came true.
This was a great trip, I had an awesome time and I'm glad Fred did too. Not only did I experience the awesome, fun side of LSD, I also experienced the insight, amazement and knowledge it provides as well. It really lets you realize how significant those little things you take for granted in life are. The only thing I would of changed in this trip is having my mum around. It was really annoying not to just be able to do whatever we wanted, and although it was great fun, I think there would of been more to explore had we not been restricted by the presence of a parent. Ahh well, it's a learning curve, next time I'll know.
It began when my friend wanted to try LSD. We'll call him Fred. We decided, Fred would sleep at my house, and he'd take two tabs. Finally the day came for him to eat them, so in the afternoon I picked them up, and I made an impulse decision and bought one extra tab, for me.
I picked up Fred from his house and we drove back to my house. I had to work in the evening, so when I got home I had a shower and got ready for work. Fred had decided he would go to the mall and get dinner while I was working, and when I finished work I'd pick him up from the mall.
So I finally finished work, it was the longest shift of my life (not really but it seemed that way), and finally got round to picking up Fred. Who was sitting outside at a bus stop freezing his balls off. He forgot to take his jumper, and had been sitting there for a couple of hours. I felt really bad about this, but in the end I had offered him other options, but he wanted to go to the mall.
Anyways, we got home and started playing ps2, waiting for my parents to go to bed so we could eat the tabs. Finally the house became quite, and Fred put his tabs under his tongue. I told him to just let them sit under his mouth for 30 minutes, then chew em up and swallow them. He played ps2 for about 20 minutes, until he said he was feeling weird and had to lye down. We retreated back to my room and lay down on our separate beds. I had decided I would not eat my tab until Fred was tripping. I didn't want to find he reacted badly to psychedelics while I had a head full of acid. So about an hour later when Fred was tripping nicely, waving his hands around everywhere in amazement of the trails, I ate my tab.
In about 20 minutes I felt the first effects. Just laughing at anything, and getting that 'weird' feeling which you know is the start of a trip. After an hour, I was tripping, and having a great time. Fred was still sitting on the ground waving his hands around, and I was sitting on my bed wondering where all my visuals are. I talked to Fred about what sort of visuals he was getting, and he explained to me all the colours and aura's he was seeing. Slightly regretting only taking one, I started to look around my room for some trip toys.
The next thing I knew the visuals were exploding. I remember Fred and I were staring at a piece of paper for like 30 minutes straight. Just watching the letters change shape and melt down the page. I read the Tibetan book of the dead aloud, and Fred exclaimed at how relevant it was to the LSD experience. We both sat around staring at everything, explaining to each other what sort of visuals we were getting, laughing at everything, when my door opened. It was my mum. Immediately I saw Fred's paranoia spread across Fred's face, as he hid under his blankets. My mum started telling us if we weren't quiet she'd separate us. Annoyed at the way she was treating us like 10 year olds, I closed the door on her face. Now was not the time to be dealing with a nosy parent.
After I opened the door to make sure she was gone, I tried to resumed my conversation with Fred. But he was not interested and told me to turn all the lights off and not say a word. I asked him why, and he told me of how if my mum talked to him, he wouldn't be able to handle it. If she found out we were on drugs, his mum would find out, and he'd be screwed over. I told him not to worry, and although I wouldn't be able to handle my mum in this state, I convinced him I could, as I was only on one tab. I could basically sense his emotions, and felt his relief as I told him this. We rationalised we would leave the lights off, and talk in a whisper, until my mum was asleep.
So for the next couple of hours, we watched each other in the dark, as we took on different appearances. I remember seeing Fred turn into a wooden dummy, have his skin peel back into his face to form a skull, grow a huge emo fringe down to the ground, and many other things. After we had somewhat gotten over the visuals, or gotten used to them, we started talking about school. We'd still tell each other when something visually amazing happened, but the general morphing of objects was so normal now we didn't feel the need to discuss it.
We started talking about how we perceived ourselves, and how other perceived us. We talked about other kids, and got onto some really good theories about why some of the kids at out school acted the way they did. It was really cool, and a great insight into how the subconscious mind of other people worked. It was amazing, because some of the theories we came up with, turned out to be true.
I remember at one point, after we had been talking for a long while, I felt the need to venture outside. My lips were also extremely dry and I needed to get some lip balm, which was in my car. I told Fred I had to go outside to my car, and he was extremely paranoid my mum would see me and we'd get busted. I told him I had to get it, as my lips were killing me, and he agreed, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't convince him to come out with me. So I grabbed my keys and embarked on the journey outside. I took about two steps outside my room and saw my cat. Completely forgot about going outside, grabbed my cat and brought him back into my room. "Look what I found!", I said to Fred as I put the cat onto my bed. We both watched him, and I watched as his face morphed into more lion-like features, Fed was seeing the same thing.
Then my lip started hurting again, and I realized I needed the lip balm. tried once more to get Fred to come with me, but he simply refused. So, I walked out, and made it to the door. I opened the door, stepped outside, and felt this huge rush of energy flow through my body. It felt amazing, what was it? Fresh ait? Then I realized it was the extreme drop in temperature, and started laughing. I quickly shut the door and continued walking. The cold felt amazing, not uncomfortable. I was heading towards my car, and I remember the whole street would go really bright white, like there was a huge light above it, then go pitch black. It was so cool. I got into my car, got the lip balm, and as I stepped out, looked into the sky. It was amazing. It was the clearest sky I had ever seen in my life. Every star shone so brightly, I could see the milky way perfectly. I stook there for at least 20 minutes, in amazement of how huge the sky was. I saw a vivid image of me, a tiny dot on the world, compared to the whole universe. I couldn't comprehend how huge the universe is, something I've always taken for granted.
I got back into my room, and the first thing I said was "you have to go outside." I got stuck into a thought loop, and constantly repeated to Fred, you've got to go outside, you've got to go outside, every 5 minutes. I kept forgetting I'd said it, and so I'd say it and then realize I just said it 5 minutes ago. I felt Fred getting annoyed and tried to explain to him I couldn't help it. I just kept forgetting that I'd said it. He said he wasn't annoyed, but I felt some bad vibes coming my way.
Eventually we got back into talking about life, and I continued to remind him about how good outside is, and finally I convinced him to go for a walk outside. I double-checked my mum was alseep, and we made the venture outside again. I told Fred about how amazing the old air felt when it hit you, and as soon as I opened the door, we both cried out in amazement. We started to walk towards a big hill, and I told Fred about how the street kept flashing, then I remembered about the sky. "Look up", I said. Then he was gone, lost in the immensity of the galaxy. I began to stare as well, still unable to comprehend how small I was in this world. We stood there for a good 10 minutes, until Fred broke the silence. I can see shooting stars everywhere, and the stars, there all spinning. We both agreed the sky was the clearest it's ever been, and finally moved on.
We started walking up the hill, and could hear this sound, like a huge aeroplane, right next to us. We followed the sound and got led to someone's backyard. They had a big wooden fence up, so we couldn't see what was behind it. But could hear a huge, strange sound. We stood there for about 20 minutes, trying to work out what it is, but we never figured it out, and still to this day I don't know what it is.
After we moved on from the sound, we got to the top of the hill, and a car came. "Oh shit" we both said in unity, as the car started driving up the hill. I was thinking of hiding, but couldn't find anywhere, it was just big open grass. I turned my back to the car, and just stood there, with my back to the car. It seemed to take forever for the car to finally reach the hill, it must of been driving at half a mile per hour to take that long, or maybe I was just tripping, hehe. Anyway, when it finally made to the top of the hill, and just stopped. I looked over, and the car had just stopped itself in the middle of the road. Fred and I had no idea what to do, what was going to happen. It was 3 or 4am in the morning and we were just standing in the middle of a grass sidewalk, surely this guy was going to do something. I knew neither of us could handle sober people, and this just made the situation worse. I was overcome by the worst feeling of dread, I have ever experienced. After what seemed like hours, the car finally drove off. Although it was probably only a few seconds, it felt like the car was there for a good 10 minutes.
After this, both of us wanted to go back inside, and got back to the front of my house rather swiftly. When we got there, I was standing there trying to figure out how to open the gate, when Fred screamed. Not heaps loud, but enough to make me jump 20 feet in the air. What? I yelled back at him, Don't worry, Don't worry, he repeated, but I was insistent to know what happened. He told me he could see piles of corpses through the windows of the house next door, and people's hands scratching the surface of the windows. I felt like I was going to be sick, and replied "don't say that stuff man", and resisted the impulse to look over at the house. I finally got the gate open and we headed back to my room.
When we got inside, we continued chatting for a bit, until I felt the effects wearing off. Fred and I tried to sleep, but I was the only one who managed to get some form of sleep. I was in a semi conscious state, never fully fell asleep. Fred on the other hand, had no sleep whatsoever, and was still getting visuals by 6am in the morning. The effects on both of us were completely gone by 8am, and after having breakfast, we went our separate ways, in other words, Fred went home. We had great fun reminiscing our trip at school, and it provided many fun laughs and insights. Especially when we started to realize our theories on how other people's brains work came true.
This was a great trip, I had an awesome time and I'm glad Fred did too. Not only did I experience the awesome, fun side of LSD, I also experienced the insight, amazement and knowledge it provides as well. It really lets you realize how significant those little things you take for granted in life are. The only thing I would of changed in this trip is having my mum around. It was really annoying not to just be able to do whatever we wanted, and although it was great fun, I think there would of been more to explore had we not been restricted by the presence of a parent. Ahh well, it's a learning curve, next time I'll know.
