The 'MISADVENTURES OF SWIMMY' chapter 4
Part 7: 'The Change-Over'
I awoke Friday morning to snowing. A few days earlier it had been 80 degrees outside and it was so beautiful. Spring was off to a nice start. Then one night the temp dropped 60 degrees and it has been snowing since. But it came in bursts...the ground was warm so the snow was not accumulating at all but it was sad none the less because of the cold air. The change over was very upsetting.
'EVERYTHING IS DEAD! EVERY DAY IS BLACK!' --Otep
I was going to eat double the dose of the acid I had the time before (in chapter 3: Roots of Creation). Actually I ate 2 and 1/2 blotters. I asked for a ride down to the gas station from my relatives so I could get a pack of cigarettes. I switched back to menthol from regular. I shouldn't because I smoke alot and the menthols had me to the point of excruciating bouts of coughing agony and I coughed up blood several times. So I switched to regular and my coughing got much better. I still coughed real bad but no where near what I had before. But this day I switched back to menthol--they're cool and refreshing.
In the gas station I could feel the initial rising waves of the acid. It had me smiling as I paid for the cigarettes. The clerk was looking at me funny (actually I think she saw the paper on my tongue and me chewing it around. Oh well).
Back home it was hitting quickly and I knew I had to leave the house as it would not be a pretty outcome if I stayed. I was loosing control quickly--especially control of my speech...unsure and silence was best. But I would have no choice to talk to my family as they never fucking shut up long enough for me to think a full thought...besides that one of them has Alzheimers pretty bad and demensia (sp?) among other serious ailments. So I needed to get the fuck away real quick like because the acid was wasting no time....I can plan all I want but when I drop a decent amount of LSD all bets are off....
'I goin' up street to Kathy's'
I took off and walked down the street...the snow had briefly stopped. The ground was beginning to form sporadic patches of swirling holes. Walking across the street was like crossing a solidified black river. Strange time.
Can you handle it...can you handle it....
Sky of white and green...grass growing so fast. I could here the food timers at my work place going off and I looked around unable to understand why I was hearing this but not at work. Oh well...
Part 8: 'The Toddlers Glowing With Awesome Aura'
At my friend Kathy's house (Kathy and her husband Dave are 50 something yrs old...Kathy is actually the mother of a very dear friend of mine who's actually my age and like a sister to me...the sister I never had. But I hang out at her mom's (Kathy) house and get drunk with them. Well not anymore as I quit drinking but I still hang out with them and visit and talk. She's a good woman. Dave works at the Wright Patterson Airforce Base as a top guy for things he can't even tell Kathy about. A few days before when I mentioned that acid was back around they became very interested--I forgot that they still did the stuff. In their late 50's still a couple of acidfreaks. But this day I would be the only one tripping as she was watching her grandbabies (2 yr old twin girls named Amity and Berlin) and I just love them like crazy.
I walked in the door smiling and sort of skipping words and damn near laughing. Just a big wide shit-eating grin.
I sat on the couch and she asked me if I'd like a screwdriver--aside from the fact that I quit drinking, it was still about 11:00 am. I politely said 'Oh no thanks...don't think it'd do much to me right now anyway'
'What?"
I then stuck out my tongue revealing the blotter (yes still on my tongue) which I felt I didn't want to let go of so I just kept on chewing it and moving it around with my tongue. It belonged there and I didn't want to disrupt the way of things. LET IT BE!
She laughed and said 'well is it good?'
I smiled and nodded yes. I went to light a cigarette and the spark of the lighter blasted me in the face and made me flinch and duck down. She laughed again. I laughed and couldn't stop for a good minute. The twins heard my voice and came running from their room
'Hi...hi...hi....swimmy!" Their starting to learn to talk and I could make out certain words. They are so cute and this day just glowing with golden light that I usually associate with enlightened Buddhist monks in Meditation.
I couldn't believe it and smiled and they both jumped on to my lap and sat with me for a while. They were smiling and so happy to see me. I had missed them. Trails fell so massive from their movements. Still with the golden glow.
They had a particular toy with colored blocks they were putting in and out of some childrens work bench thing--I don't know. The blocks were very interesting. I played with the girls mostly and talked to Kathy (or I should say I tried to talk but mostly just listened. The twins understood me better than I did...I felt at home with them...
'Black and white are...all I see...in my infancy' --TOOL
I smoked several cigarettes almost back to back. I couldn't stop. The girls even tried to steal my pack. I was in complete calm and tranquility flowed thru my veins. The twins put me at ease very much so and I loved them. They embodied LOVE. Showed me that all is LOVE. They are so trusting of everything and so fragile yet so confidant and happy and full of energy and life. Their ever constant glow had me mystified and proved their enlightenment. They still have their heart. Bodhisattva's waiting to be undone by the world that awaits them in the years to come...Bodhisattva's unaware of innocence and the lack there of...it saddened me to think they would one day be grown up as they are such beautiful twin toddlers and I didn't want to see them corrupted...I've known them since they were still in their moms womb. I loved them. These people are my family!
Part 9: 'Strange Days'
The time came several hours later for me to walk back home. The snow outside was floating down so beautiful. The air felt warm but it was snowing. It felt like walking around inside a snow globe. It was so beautiful like a wall of giant white fluffy flowers all around me...disappearing into the pavement.
At home my relatives had gone and I had the run of the house. I began going thru my 'collection' and thinking of what to do. I had some MHRB tea already made and just need to make up the S. Rue tea. The Mimosa tea smelled like rubbing alcohol...'WHAT THE FUCK' god damnit...what a loss...it had spoiled. Well maybe its best this way that I don't drink it...that could be a bit much for me to take at the moment. It was a sign not to do this Aya analogue...
I did decide to venture to the wonderful mystic world of Salvia Divinorum.. But not now...no Salvia is sacred to me (saved my life a couple years back--hard to explain--but Lady Salvia did in fact save me from myself--woke me up to the sunshine on the otherside of the dark stormy night.
'After every dark night--there's a bright day right up ahead...' --Tupac
I would need to wait to use the Salvia as I am very strict about the plants use. Never during the day time, always late night or very early morning (between 12 and 4 am) always in complete silence and complete darkness. This method has given vision so powerful and so convincing. The goddess picked me to be a new disciple...amongst many other true Salvia-nauts.
I waited with patience....and meditation. The LSD had very much so helped in the meditation process. Concentrating on my breathing....suddenly I slip away..................................
When I came to I had not moved from the lotus-position. I felt full and happy and calm and at peace with myself and all things around me...I understand how all life is infact LOVE...LOVE LOVE LOVE. Trying so hard to break free from desire...for to suffer no more....BE LOVE. EVOLVE---Clense wash away---MAKE NEW.
IT was night and my relatives had returned. After they went to bed, I closed off all light and sound. Turned everything off...stuck the clock in the dresser drawer. I was at hour 14 and was into the last great gasp of the acid. The time was right...
I placed screen in my glass pipe and dropped in 2 pinches of Salvia 10x. I took a deep breath...exhaled---lit the pipe. While holding the first hit in my lungs earthquake vision set in...I noticed a figure standing in front of me in the darkness...I exhaled and quickly took the 2nd hit....held---the figure now moving towards me (he was a curandero of some type) I sensed immediate contact with this being---as I desperately tried to take the final hit the spirit tore the pipre from my hands and thru telepathy he said 'no more!'
I was already in level 5. I had no idea where I was or what was going on or what I was doing--completely forgetting the acid and smoking the Salvia--Dozens of hands reaching for me...I could feel them tugging on me. Arms of red and white stripes...they were elves...'hey! You're Back' and 'we missed you!'
It was so wild. They were friends and seemed to know me well. I dropped thru a complex wood-carved vertical corridor--a narrow space littered with doors...DOORS OF PERCEPTION. Elves were opening and closing doors and popping out sporadically saying hello and waving....I KNEW that each door was a different veiw in different substances. Substances that are tools to show us a taste of the unknown so that we might find our way to enlightenment. 2 doors specifically were open wider than the rest--LSD and Salvia doors...but this is the Goddess Maria's world and the Salvia door was enormous and glowing and full.....no notion at all that I had just smoked Salvia...
Name forgotten...being forgotten...
Suddenly I dropped to level 4 and then almost as fast I went to level 3. I recognized something in my hands--it was the pipe--this was strange as I had specifically recalled the curandero pulling the pipe from my hands. I closed my eyes and watched the display of pentagon shapped fractals and designs....beautiful....CEV's spectacular...
Level 2..........................level 1..............................
out................................................................
Stay tuned for chapter 5 '4:20 Celebration' of LSD, Mescaline, and lots of Cannabis....
happy trip
Part 7: 'The Change-Over'
I awoke Friday morning to snowing. A few days earlier it had been 80 degrees outside and it was so beautiful. Spring was off to a nice start. Then one night the temp dropped 60 degrees and it has been snowing since. But it came in bursts...the ground was warm so the snow was not accumulating at all but it was sad none the less because of the cold air. The change over was very upsetting.
'EVERYTHING IS DEAD! EVERY DAY IS BLACK!' --Otep
I was going to eat double the dose of the acid I had the time before (in chapter 3: Roots of Creation). Actually I ate 2 and 1/2 blotters. I asked for a ride down to the gas station from my relatives so I could get a pack of cigarettes. I switched back to menthol from regular. I shouldn't because I smoke alot and the menthols had me to the point of excruciating bouts of coughing agony and I coughed up blood several times. So I switched to regular and my coughing got much better. I still coughed real bad but no where near what I had before. But this day I switched back to menthol--they're cool and refreshing.
In the gas station I could feel the initial rising waves of the acid. It had me smiling as I paid for the cigarettes. The clerk was looking at me funny (actually I think she saw the paper on my tongue and me chewing it around. Oh well).
Back home it was hitting quickly and I knew I had to leave the house as it would not be a pretty outcome if I stayed. I was loosing control quickly--especially control of my speech...unsure and silence was best. But I would have no choice to talk to my family as they never fucking shut up long enough for me to think a full thought...besides that one of them has Alzheimers pretty bad and demensia (sp?) among other serious ailments. So I needed to get the fuck away real quick like because the acid was wasting no time....I can plan all I want but when I drop a decent amount of LSD all bets are off....
'I goin' up street to Kathy's'
I took off and walked down the street...the snow had briefly stopped. The ground was beginning to form sporadic patches of swirling holes. Walking across the street was like crossing a solidified black river. Strange time.
Can you handle it...can you handle it....
Sky of white and green...grass growing so fast. I could here the food timers at my work place going off and I looked around unable to understand why I was hearing this but not at work. Oh well...
Part 8: 'The Toddlers Glowing With Awesome Aura'
At my friend Kathy's house (Kathy and her husband Dave are 50 something yrs old...Kathy is actually the mother of a very dear friend of mine who's actually my age and like a sister to me...the sister I never had. But I hang out at her mom's (Kathy) house and get drunk with them. Well not anymore as I quit drinking but I still hang out with them and visit and talk. She's a good woman. Dave works at the Wright Patterson Airforce Base as a top guy for things he can't even tell Kathy about. A few days before when I mentioned that acid was back around they became very interested--I forgot that they still did the stuff. In their late 50's still a couple of acidfreaks. But this day I would be the only one tripping as she was watching her grandbabies (2 yr old twin girls named Amity and Berlin) and I just love them like crazy.
I walked in the door smiling and sort of skipping words and damn near laughing. Just a big wide shit-eating grin.
I sat on the couch and she asked me if I'd like a screwdriver--aside from the fact that I quit drinking, it was still about 11:00 am. I politely said 'Oh no thanks...don't think it'd do much to me right now anyway'
'What?"
I then stuck out my tongue revealing the blotter (yes still on my tongue) which I felt I didn't want to let go of so I just kept on chewing it and moving it around with my tongue. It belonged there and I didn't want to disrupt the way of things. LET IT BE!
She laughed and said 'well is it good?'
I smiled and nodded yes. I went to light a cigarette and the spark of the lighter blasted me in the face and made me flinch and duck down. She laughed again. I laughed and couldn't stop for a good minute. The twins heard my voice and came running from their room
'Hi...hi...hi....swimmy!" Their starting to learn to talk and I could make out certain words. They are so cute and this day just glowing with golden light that I usually associate with enlightened Buddhist monks in Meditation.
I couldn't believe it and smiled and they both jumped on to my lap and sat with me for a while. They were smiling and so happy to see me. I had missed them. Trails fell so massive from their movements. Still with the golden glow.
They had a particular toy with colored blocks they were putting in and out of some childrens work bench thing--I don't know. The blocks were very interesting. I played with the girls mostly and talked to Kathy (or I should say I tried to talk but mostly just listened. The twins understood me better than I did...I felt at home with them...
'Black and white are...all I see...in my infancy' --TOOL
I smoked several cigarettes almost back to back. I couldn't stop. The girls even tried to steal my pack. I was in complete calm and tranquility flowed thru my veins. The twins put me at ease very much so and I loved them. They embodied LOVE. Showed me that all is LOVE. They are so trusting of everything and so fragile yet so confidant and happy and full of energy and life. Their ever constant glow had me mystified and proved their enlightenment. They still have their heart. Bodhisattva's waiting to be undone by the world that awaits them in the years to come...Bodhisattva's unaware of innocence and the lack there of...it saddened me to think they would one day be grown up as they are such beautiful twin toddlers and I didn't want to see them corrupted...I've known them since they were still in their moms womb. I loved them. These people are my family!
Part 9: 'Strange Days'
The time came several hours later for me to walk back home. The snow outside was floating down so beautiful. The air felt warm but it was snowing. It felt like walking around inside a snow globe. It was so beautiful like a wall of giant white fluffy flowers all around me...disappearing into the pavement.
At home my relatives had gone and I had the run of the house. I began going thru my 'collection' and thinking of what to do. I had some MHRB tea already made and just need to make up the S. Rue tea. The Mimosa tea smelled like rubbing alcohol...'WHAT THE FUCK' god damnit...what a loss...it had spoiled. Well maybe its best this way that I don't drink it...that could be a bit much for me to take at the moment. It was a sign not to do this Aya analogue...
I did decide to venture to the wonderful mystic world of Salvia Divinorum.. But not now...no Salvia is sacred to me (saved my life a couple years back--hard to explain--but Lady Salvia did in fact save me from myself--woke me up to the sunshine on the otherside of the dark stormy night.
'After every dark night--there's a bright day right up ahead...' --Tupac
I would need to wait to use the Salvia as I am very strict about the plants use. Never during the day time, always late night or very early morning (between 12 and 4 am) always in complete silence and complete darkness. This method has given vision so powerful and so convincing. The goddess picked me to be a new disciple...amongst many other true Salvia-nauts.
I waited with patience....and meditation. The LSD had very much so helped in the meditation process. Concentrating on my breathing....suddenly I slip away..................................
When I came to I had not moved from the lotus-position. I felt full and happy and calm and at peace with myself and all things around me...I understand how all life is infact LOVE...LOVE LOVE LOVE. Trying so hard to break free from desire...for to suffer no more....BE LOVE. EVOLVE---Clense wash away---MAKE NEW.
IT was night and my relatives had returned. After they went to bed, I closed off all light and sound. Turned everything off...stuck the clock in the dresser drawer. I was at hour 14 and was into the last great gasp of the acid. The time was right...
I placed screen in my glass pipe and dropped in 2 pinches of Salvia 10x. I took a deep breath...exhaled---lit the pipe. While holding the first hit in my lungs earthquake vision set in...I noticed a figure standing in front of me in the darkness...I exhaled and quickly took the 2nd hit....held---the figure now moving towards me (he was a curandero of some type) I sensed immediate contact with this being---as I desperately tried to take the final hit the spirit tore the pipre from my hands and thru telepathy he said 'no more!'
I was already in level 5. I had no idea where I was or what was going on or what I was doing--completely forgetting the acid and smoking the Salvia--Dozens of hands reaching for me...I could feel them tugging on me. Arms of red and white stripes...they were elves...'hey! You're Back' and 'we missed you!'
It was so wild. They were friends and seemed to know me well. I dropped thru a complex wood-carved vertical corridor--a narrow space littered with doors...DOORS OF PERCEPTION. Elves were opening and closing doors and popping out sporadically saying hello and waving....I KNEW that each door was a different veiw in different substances. Substances that are tools to show us a taste of the unknown so that we might find our way to enlightenment. 2 doors specifically were open wider than the rest--LSD and Salvia doors...but this is the Goddess Maria's world and the Salvia door was enormous and glowing and full.....no notion at all that I had just smoked Salvia...
Name forgotten...being forgotten...
Suddenly I dropped to level 4 and then almost as fast I went to level 3. I recognized something in my hands--it was the pipe--this was strange as I had specifically recalled the curandero pulling the pipe from my hands. I closed my eyes and watched the display of pentagon shapped fractals and designs....beautiful....CEV's spectacular...
Level 2..........................level 1..............................
out................................................................
Stay tuned for chapter 5 '4:20 Celebration' of LSD, Mescaline, and lots of Cannabis....
happy trip
