liquidreality
Bluelighter
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- Jan 5, 2010
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This experience happened last Christmas and was one of the most profound experience of my life.
Setting - Home, its winter in the middle of the Christmas season. My mind set was good had lots of sleep and a light snack approximately 4hrs prior to dosing. My mom is gone to bed so I decided to trip by myself.
Dose - 2 hits of green randoms.
It all happened last Christmas, my second encounter with lady lucy. The street I live on is lit up with many sparkling, glowing Christmas lights. The snow is gleaming in the moonlight giving very mysterious over tones. Little did I know this night was going to be one of the most profound, life changing experience of my life!!
It was around 9 at night when I took my first hit. When I had held the hit in my had I felt a very odd energy exuding from the little piece of paper in my had. It was almost whispering to me saying "I have so much to teach you!" And teach me it did! After I let the hit sit under my tongue I proceeded to sit on my porch to enjoy a couple cigs and some hot chocolate. The Christmas lights were extremely beautiful. I was outside for about 20 minuets. I could tell something was happening, something was different. I had butter flies in my stomach and I seemed lighter on my feet than usual. It was beginning!
I proceeded to turn on some festive tunes and enjoy my Christmas tree. The music was amazing! I was defiantly coming up and feeling euphoric! After that play list was over I put on some DGMT. Electric Feel was amazing!
Skip to a few hours later around 11 am. I was peaking on the first hit but near where I wanted to be. I decided to pop the second hit. I looked through my iTunes and decided to put on Bonnie Tyler - Total Eclipse of the Heart. This made me think about my first boy friend in Gr. 10. I blamed my self for it not working out because I was not ready to accept I was gay. The more I thought about it the sadder I became. This caused me to become tearful for a long, long time. I thought about how I had hurt him and how I was a shitty partner. Every time I closed my eyes I would see his face which only caused me more pain. At this point I considered myself bisexual. However, the LSD was showing me the error of my was. I began become very self analytical. I had , what I would call, brain conversations with my self. I asked my self "Do you really like girls? Or are you trying to force yourself to?" The answer was obvious! I forcing my self to!
Then, I had an epiphany! I am gay! I then heard this voice in my head saying "Its OK! Being gay is OK! You are who you are!" Years and years of self-anger and self-hate just melted away. I was so happy I began to sob uncontrollably. I had finally began to accept who I really am instead of leading a lie! The next day I had lots to think about. But, I was elated that I had finally accepted myself. I felt much better than I had in a long time! Like a huge weight had be lifted off my shoulders.
This is my first trip report so please don't try to shit me too much. I haven't shared this with any one before as it is very personal so I decided to share it with my fellow BLers.
Setting - Home, its winter in the middle of the Christmas season. My mind set was good had lots of sleep and a light snack approximately 4hrs prior to dosing. My mom is gone to bed so I decided to trip by myself.
Dose - 2 hits of green randoms.
It all happened last Christmas, my second encounter with lady lucy. The street I live on is lit up with many sparkling, glowing Christmas lights. The snow is gleaming in the moonlight giving very mysterious over tones. Little did I know this night was going to be one of the most profound, life changing experience of my life!!
It was around 9 at night when I took my first hit. When I had held the hit in my had I felt a very odd energy exuding from the little piece of paper in my had. It was almost whispering to me saying "I have so much to teach you!" And teach me it did! After I let the hit sit under my tongue I proceeded to sit on my porch to enjoy a couple cigs and some hot chocolate. The Christmas lights were extremely beautiful. I was outside for about 20 minuets. I could tell something was happening, something was different. I had butter flies in my stomach and I seemed lighter on my feet than usual. It was beginning!
I proceeded to turn on some festive tunes and enjoy my Christmas tree. The music was amazing! I was defiantly coming up and feeling euphoric! After that play list was over I put on some DGMT. Electric Feel was amazing!
Skip to a few hours later around 11 am. I was peaking on the first hit but near where I wanted to be. I decided to pop the second hit. I looked through my iTunes and decided to put on Bonnie Tyler - Total Eclipse of the Heart. This made me think about my first boy friend in Gr. 10. I blamed my self for it not working out because I was not ready to accept I was gay. The more I thought about it the sadder I became. This caused me to become tearful for a long, long time. I thought about how I had hurt him and how I was a shitty partner. Every time I closed my eyes I would see his face which only caused me more pain. At this point I considered myself bisexual. However, the LSD was showing me the error of my was. I began become very self analytical. I had , what I would call, brain conversations with my self. I asked my self "Do you really like girls? Or are you trying to force yourself to?" The answer was obvious! I forcing my self to!
Then, I had an epiphany! I am gay! I then heard this voice in my head saying "Its OK! Being gay is OK! You are who you are!" Years and years of self-anger and self-hate just melted away. I was so happy I began to sob uncontrollably. I had finally began to accept who I really am instead of leading a lie! The next day I had lots to think about. But, I was elated that I had finally accepted myself. I felt much better than I had in a long time! Like a huge weight had be lifted off my shoulders.
This is my first trip report so please don't try to shit me too much. I haven't shared this with any one before as it is very personal so I decided to share it with my fellow BLers.
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So far LSD has been better than any shitty ass pharms I've been prescribed. I trip 2-3 times per year which helps me with my anxiety and depression.
