LSD & Marijuana - First Time - Your Brain is Your Realm

[Blazinballs]

Well first let me give a brief account of my exp. I have tried mushrooms 6 times up to 4 grams in a setting, VERY VERY high doses of molly and high quality mdma pills and taken mdma along with 3 grams of cubes. Oh and salvia at least 10 times.(the last ten times never again FCK SALVIA LOL.

After having a few bad and good trips on mushies mostly bad I was hesitant to try LSD I have always heard it was wonderful and a euphoric drug but I also suffer from anxiety and the last few mushie trips I went anxiety got the better of me I wasnt sure if I would be able to handle the head space plus I never thought lucy was ever gonna find me anyway.

Well it did a very close friend of mine who is older and quite experienced with lsd finaly came across some and assured me i would like it i trust him as he knows me well and explained to him my worries he was set to take it on a friday night i told him i wouldn't be able to because I just wasnt sure if i was ready he understood of course.

As the week went on I went back and forth on the subject finaly deciding the day of I was goin for it. After handling 3 grams of mushies and a single hit of the best mdma I had ever goten I knew i could pull through.

So off we go out of town to friends house 100 miles away there were 4 of us 2 of us our first time. On the way I decided I was taking 2 hits as we all did at about 8:30 pm.. One hour rolls by two of my buds were feeling it coming on strong im heavier than them and as always come up slower wasnt feeling much so we decided to take a toke of Mr. Bong another close friend of us all.

1.5 hour in I start feeling it strong and we decide to go in a dark room and listen to a classical piece(cant remember the name add later) was about 30 mins long. About 5 mins in we laying in dark the CEV's start going like mad and here I go into some negative head space at this point Im not all that afraid but I'm deff not in a great place I see a jester like creepy character dancing around me as if i was on the floor looking up at that point I just refused to let it bother me and slowly the negative thoughts and images went away only to be replaced with images of my kids and wife.Now i look at the jester as a direct interpretation of my anxiety almost like a living thing the fact that I was able to tell it to fuck off is a mile stone to me and quite therapeutic.

I felt as if the essence of my loved ones were playfully dancing around me and quite frankly thats what got me through the next 25 mins of total fucking madness. The CEVS were quite insane Its so hard to explain them as im sure alot of you know but i will do the best I can It wasnt a kalidascope of colors and shapes like i had heard it would be like it was more organic for me wich I find odd Almost like I was in the middle of huge 100ft walls made of peopel flowing with waves like i was in a small room with no ceiling full of colors and the walls were waving back and forth to the music the colors were pastelish and very vivid the 30 mins seemed like a eternity during this time as planned before I wanted to confront my inner demons ask myself why i have so much anxiety and address any repressed thoughts that may cause them. Which was really the reason i took the LSD in the first place.

After this session we joked around alot we laughed for hours about anything and everything cracking jokes and fucking with each other my stomach was sore from all the laughing un controllable laughing till i cried lots of times was wonderful we talked about deep issues and also dumb shit that didint matter the great thing was we all were on the same plane understanding each other in sync with our thoughts good times.

I think the dose was low but deff a great experience. I think next time ill be shooting for a higher dose the open eye visauls were there dont get me wrong but not as strong as i would expect i think the wonderful thing about the lsd unlike the mushies is its controllable.. Mushrooms take you away on a higher dose and mind fuck you I once spent over an hour in a paradox on 4 grams of cubes thinking i was dead very unpleasant.


The hole purpose of this thread is to give others a taste of what I experienced with my anxiety and how I coped with it. And brought my self to try it.

I know alot of people read these reports before they try new things as a form of info alls i can say is Your brain is your realm and kingdom your the ruler there is no place you should feel more comfortable then deep in your own brain fear only exists if you let it. Happy times people thanks for reading.

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[therapture]

I am the "older" friend that blazin speaks of in his report. I am the reason he ever tried psychs in the first place, after he saw that "normal" people can indeed be "drug" users and live a happy, well adjusted, family life, have good jobs, etc.

Anyway, he has had some rough trips on mushies including a 4g episode that was tough for him. I had been telling him about LSD for a long time, and that one day, we would find some.

Well, that day came. The L was on mini altoids, and in retrospect was not real strong, estimated at only 50-60 mics per mint. So I convinced blazin and the other two pals, M and B, to take two at once along with me.

I was feeling the comeup at T+30 and knew it was going to be OK, nothing real strong, but certainly fun. I had been telling the 2 newbies to L how fun it could be socially with close friends, etc., and we went off nicely. We are all very close friends and love to hammer each other with insults every opening we get. As we came up into the giddiness, that part was hilarious and we were ripping each other to no end, laughing so hard that were were crying. By the time T+1.5 had rolled around, that was pretty much the strongest it got, and we listened to the classical piece "Pictures at an Exhibition" by Mussorgsky, played by the London Philharmonic Symphony. I have to admit, that was quite an experience, laying in a darkened room and classical playing moderately loud, the music was very emotional, and at parts I was grinning ear to ear as I felt the ebb and flow of the music. The CEV's were moderate for me, mostly the flowing, colorful kind that were in sync with the music, as the ebb and crescendo of the music changed, the geometric patterns in my head would change and morph into faces and places. I also kept feeling as if someone was behind me to my left, very distinctively, and I wanted to look back to see if they were still there.

We also watched an episode of South Park after that in which they were trying to be the first of two groups to get a hit christian album! Those guys are genuises and that shit was hilarious. Mixed in after that was another music session, my selections for us was Solar Fields "Movements" from this year. Fantastic album. I could barely be still at this point, and I actually stood up a bit and kind of danced/swayed in rhythm with the music

The OEV's were not real strong, just the typical shifty patterns, although looking at a nice painting on the wall was amazing, the people in the scene appeared to be in constant motion and had an incredible 3D look to them, almost an embossed effect! Color intensity was magnificent and would seemingly light up from within, as if an energy was warming them like a neon tube. Any patterns such as carpet and woodgrain gained a 3D look and depth that my mind knew was not natural. Pretty typical stuff for a low dose of L.

After that was over, we smoked some more of mr. green and proceeded to speak of life matters, family, government, jobs, anything that came to mind, in between fits of insulting each other, the jokes flowed easily around the circle of four in an order that just made sense. Basically taking turns digging at each other. Hilarity ensued and again, laughter was easy. Therapeutic even in some regards, as we made fun of each other for real life shortcomings, but in a comical yet, serious way in which only real friends can do without hurting feelings.

We also sat out on the balcony several times while smoking, and watch the night life at an apartment complex come and go, saw many chicks and dicks going into and out of apartment parties, as well as the people across the way on their balcony smoking weed and drinking. I kept seeing people at the pool all night long, and then would look back 5 minutes later only to see they were not there anymore. People watching is a very fun thing to do while on psychs, seeing the flow of life and the interrelationships between others and ourselves as we make our way through this life.

At around T+4 we watched a couple or three episodes of Rome (the old HBO series) and man, that was a treat for me! I kept noticing odd stuff in the background, seeing certain scenes made me think how fake it was, I could literally see the makeup on the faces, the actors looked....dead....and one scene in particular got me all riled up, as I saw an out of place, thick greenish tinted arm waving, then a few seconds later a face that was TOTALLY not real move BEHIND the actors, it was like looking at a plastic face, and I distinctly thought of the "The King" from the Burger King commercials! But I was the only one that was seeing that! What fun!

After the T+5 point we started smoking sessions of high grade headies, as the comedown phase started, which I love, the afterglow for me was very present and I love the end, I like to take in the full experience and enjoy it with friends. B was a bit "tired" of the L after 6 hours and said that he just wanted it to end, he was bored of the silly OEV's but could not sleep yet. I think he just needed to smoke some more greenery. I also enjoyed sipping on some good dark beer (Sam Adams Cream Stout), not enough to get me affected much, but the flavor was wonderful as the senses were so enhanced by the L and the high grade smoking blended in effortlessly (at least for me).

As the night wound down at T+8 and beyond, we all drifted off to our respective places, and listened to our own music in headphones/mp3 players, chatting here and there, and by the T+9 point all of us were laying down in our own minds, waiting for sleep. I woke up 5 hours later feeling very good, very afterglowish still. All in all a very fun, very social trip for me. I wanted to take more L at the onset, but did not want to be on a different level than my friends since we had all decided to take the same amount, so I have four of these left, of which I am going to take ALL of them and that should get me a solid 200 mics+ which should result in a nice trip for me this weekend.

 

[tBirdee]

Sick Reports guys! i cant wait to try LSD this summer, there is none in my city, none.

Ive only tried mushrooms so far and they always tend to give me an on-edge, anxiety-ish feeling, im hoping L treats me better. Also im excited to NOT have to eat fungi and feel nauseous!

Happy Tripping