acidicweed_69
Bluelighter
hey guys ok this is my 2nd trip report of LSD, and describes my 7th trip. this happened a few weeks ago on a saturday. this is by far my most intense trip, and at times was very difficult to handle.. the weather on the day was incredibly bright and sunny, around 30 degrees celcius.
on the week leading up to the trip, myself and 2 otehr friends were excited about getting acid. when talking 2 the dealer, we were asked if we wanted the 'chilled stuff' (fractals) or the 'intense stuff' (felixes). we ended up getting 2 tabs of each on the saturday arvo at 4 p.m and instantly dosed-i took 1 felix and half a fractal, so did my friend (A-first timer) and my other friend (B-semi experienced) took the remaining fractal.
we had planned to trip at a rather large park near one of our mates house as it had several fields, play equipment, bush lands and a magnificent view out to the blue mountains so we went there after stopping in at a supermarket for lollies and drinks we headed out to the park.
the park is basically large areas of grass with sections of bush, bridges etc. throughout. we went to the central bush and set up what we called 'base'-base was little more then a clearing next to a bush path but it was all good becuz we had everything we needed-cones, milk crates for seats and an ipod with speakers set up.
by 5.p.m (T+1), we were starting to feel anxious and as if its about 2 kick in hard so we started to smoke cones. myself and B had no hesitation, but A was a little hesitant and decided to sit and chill out as he was rather apprehensive about the pending trip.
trees started to breath, the bright greens and yellows started to echo throughout the bush as it was kicking in. suddenly, and for no apparent reason, things started to feel 'intense'.. A, B and myself woudl look at each other and therer was nothing 2 do but laugh as we felt absolutely ridiculous- 3 18 year old kids, tripping balls on acid in the middle of suburbia.
suddenly, B announces he is taking a piss and walks across the bush tracks and completely out of sight.
A and I are sitting there, im talking 2 him and trying to keep him in a positive mindset, when out of nowhere we hear this "grrrr craacraaaww" type sounds. A and I look each other, and A says "dw, its probably just a horse dude". I agreed. lol its suffice 2 say there are no horses out our way, particularly wild horses that roam through bushes, but we're on acid so anythings possible right?!
suddenly, B runs out of the bush in a mask similar 2 that of a serial killer from a movie and runs back 2 us and sits down
this is the beginning of 'demon'. (demon being whoever had the mask on). it was really freaky lol cuz whoever had the mask on didnt feel uncomfortable or weird at all, but u knew the other two ppl were freaking out about it. B was obsessed with the mask and the trippy potential, but A and I started hating it and wanting 2 burn it, just cuz it made us feel uncomfortable
T+ 1.5-2 . time perception is wildy altered, and euhporia is running through my body... but this was no usual euphoria... it was like the build-up of euphorian of MDMA. except it wudnt 'plateua' out-it kept rising and rising, feeling better and better but also more and more intense..
we get a phone call-come and meet us at the park. its one of our dealers. so A B and I all decide to temporarily leave base and go 2 the park carpark. as soon as we emerged from the bush, a new wave of intensity hit-trees no longer provided shade, we were visible to sober ppl and, funniest of all, B was darting around like a fucking moron in 'demon'. lol in the bush i hated demon, but after emerging from the bush i thought it was the funniest thing in the world, knowing that ordinary, sober ppl cud see my friend looking like an absolute fool lol. so yeah anyway i spend about the next 10-15 minutes on the ground in a ball of laughter, and we finally make our way over to the carpark-big mistake.
we approach our dealer's car, C, and buy some weed off him and just start having a chat when about 4 other carloads of ppl we know rock up out of nowhere. ok wow this is intense. i look around and meet eye contact with A and B and we now its a good time to roll back to base. without sayign goodbye 2 anyone, we all dart off, incoherently rambling about the need to get "back to base, cmon base time"..
as we were heading back to base, something inside me snapped and i knew i had to completely let go of control of my body if i wanted 2 live this trip out positively cuz it was so intense. so from here on, everything i did was basic instinct wit little complex thoughts behind it- the tone of the trip will probs change as i now remember everything differently.
T+3 hours. we arrive back at base. the humidity is rising around our boides like a thick veil. is this adding to the overwhelming euphoria??!! i do not know, and its something i cannot figure out. we hear noises coming through the bush- who is it? oh, it is cameron , stu and taco. fuckk, u guys r my mates but this is so intense can u please fuck off... ok so its A, B, taco and I. they want to go for a walk, I do not. I am left alone, sucking on a blueberry lillipop and my teeth rattling ludly against the pop, staring up at the bright sky with the still overwhelming feelings whilst listening 2 trance (paul oakenfield-voyage into trance-that song does wonders)
it does not take long b4 i am seriosuly pissed off about the swarm of mozzies attempting to feast on me. my friends come back and we leave the bush area, content to wander around the park. mature, suburban (stereotypical) people are walking through the park and its so hard to say hello to them, but god you can tell they are keen to do it, they pick u out from a mile away. we come to an intersection- do we walk back towards the car park or stay here for a bit? noone can make up their mind so i lie on my back, watching the clouds swirl around and melt back into each other.
after a while we head back 2 the car park. everyone is still there (as in the 4 carloads worth) but nobody pays us much mind. the intensity starts to dwindle a bit but i am still running on instinct. I put on RHCP and beatles music on my ipod and i walk alone up to the lookout as i cannot really handle communication still (this is T+4, just so we know). I go up to the lookout and watch the setting sun. this MUST be what heroin IV feels like, i cannot imagine feeling anymore blissful then this.
i hear a firework go off- SHIT, they are our fireworks and someone must have my bag! O, our friend adam let one off, what a surprise (adam attempts to be a prick, most succesfully at times![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
) lol so yeah hanging round, starting 2 have small convos with people, letting off fireworks. its growing dark. people talk about getting pills...
this is wehre my thoughts start 2 return 2 normal, but still had the euhporia na dafterglow of the trip. i feel like im in a party mood, and wot better 2 party then with some pills?!
during the next 2 hours- nothing important happens except picking up and taking pills, figuring out where 2 go and FINALLY getting to our friends house
T+6-7. A, B , C and 3 other mates are at one of our friends house, D. we r having a sesh, i start feeling my pills kick in a little. A says he is going 2 go inside and lie down. we all go inside 2 watch tv and BANG, my pills hit me. for the next hour i had the most blissful smack out of my life, intense CEV coupled with eye rolls and euphoria (normal pill euhporia, not the intense overwhelming). after an hour of this i go from sober, to feeling shit very quickly lol. nausea, negative headspace etc.
people report there is something wrong with A. o shit. i go in and try to talk 2 him and he is flipping out bad.. i can see he is trying 2 fight the trip (re-kicked in by cones) and is stressing out bad. he does not no wehere he is and wont believe us when we try telling him. i feel sick and go for a walk outside. my negative headspace continued to increase in intensity, as i was now worrying about A. I had heard about acid flip outs, felt on the verge of them myself, but never had or seen one. logic told me he would be ok and come down, but its still very disconcerting and scary.
i go back in to A and talk 2 him, and eventually he starts coming down to earth.i go home and get into bed... time is 4 a.m. for the next 3 hours i had the scariest lucid dreams- i felt as me and my friends were hardcore junkies, and had 2 get our next fix RIGHT NOW..
the worst thing was that even though this dream was so scary, i knew fighting it would be useless and only make things worse, so i had 2 ride out the dreams and wait for my mind to stop wandering...
another worrying thought i had is that wot if i turn out heaps selfish?! selfishness is one thing that REALLY gets 2 me, so ovs i try and not be selfish, but i cudnt help but worrying about it.
thats pretty much the last eventful thing that happened. i cudnt sleep until 9 p.m sunday night, but hey im an idiot for taking the pills lol. was incredibly scattered the sunday and monday.
sorry its so long, and im not sure how coherent it is but hopefuly you will enjoy reading about it..
this experience really satisfied me, even though it was difficult, as i appreciate intense experiences and wot acid can teach me. the main difficulty was handling the experience from just b4 i took the pills as i was tired and that just increased things but hey ive leartn from it and thats that.
one thing that struck me during the trip is that you REALLY DONT KNOW if acid is for you until you try it. problem is, its such a versatile drug that you may not necessarily have a good trip today whilst 2moro u cud have the time of ur life.
hence, the importance of set and setting.
good luck and my best wishes to my fellow trippers, or any1 comtemplating tripping. be prepared for it, get some sleep and eat well b4, and u WILL have a blast
on the week leading up to the trip, myself and 2 otehr friends were excited about getting acid. when talking 2 the dealer, we were asked if we wanted the 'chilled stuff' (fractals) or the 'intense stuff' (felixes). we ended up getting 2 tabs of each on the saturday arvo at 4 p.m and instantly dosed-i took 1 felix and half a fractal, so did my friend (A-first timer) and my other friend (B-semi experienced) took the remaining fractal.
we had planned to trip at a rather large park near one of our mates house as it had several fields, play equipment, bush lands and a magnificent view out to the blue mountains so we went there after stopping in at a supermarket for lollies and drinks we headed out to the park.
the park is basically large areas of grass with sections of bush, bridges etc. throughout. we went to the central bush and set up what we called 'base'-base was little more then a clearing next to a bush path but it was all good becuz we had everything we needed-cones, milk crates for seats and an ipod with speakers set up.
by 5.p.m (T+1), we were starting to feel anxious and as if its about 2 kick in hard so we started to smoke cones. myself and B had no hesitation, but A was a little hesitant and decided to sit and chill out as he was rather apprehensive about the pending trip.
trees started to breath, the bright greens and yellows started to echo throughout the bush as it was kicking in. suddenly, and for no apparent reason, things started to feel 'intense'.. A, B and myself woudl look at each other and therer was nothing 2 do but laugh as we felt absolutely ridiculous- 3 18 year old kids, tripping balls on acid in the middle of suburbia.
suddenly, B announces he is taking a piss and walks across the bush tracks and completely out of sight.
A and I are sitting there, im talking 2 him and trying to keep him in a positive mindset, when out of nowhere we hear this "grrrr craacraaaww" type sounds. A and I look each other, and A says "dw, its probably just a horse dude". I agreed. lol its suffice 2 say there are no horses out our way, particularly wild horses that roam through bushes, but we're on acid so anythings possible right?!
suddenly, B runs out of the bush in a mask similar 2 that of a serial killer from a movie and runs back 2 us and sits down
this is the beginning of 'demon'. (demon being whoever had the mask on). it was really freaky lol cuz whoever had the mask on didnt feel uncomfortable or weird at all, but u knew the other two ppl were freaking out about it. B was obsessed with the mask and the trippy potential, but A and I started hating it and wanting 2 burn it, just cuz it made us feel uncomfortable
T+ 1.5-2 . time perception is wildy altered, and euhporia is running through my body... but this was no usual euphoria... it was like the build-up of euphorian of MDMA. except it wudnt 'plateua' out-it kept rising and rising, feeling better and better but also more and more intense..
we get a phone call-come and meet us at the park. its one of our dealers. so A B and I all decide to temporarily leave base and go 2 the park carpark. as soon as we emerged from the bush, a new wave of intensity hit-trees no longer provided shade, we were visible to sober ppl and, funniest of all, B was darting around like a fucking moron in 'demon'. lol in the bush i hated demon, but after emerging from the bush i thought it was the funniest thing in the world, knowing that ordinary, sober ppl cud see my friend looking like an absolute fool lol. so yeah anyway i spend about the next 10-15 minutes on the ground in a ball of laughter, and we finally make our way over to the carpark-big mistake.
we approach our dealer's car, C, and buy some weed off him and just start having a chat when about 4 other carloads of ppl we know rock up out of nowhere. ok wow this is intense. i look around and meet eye contact with A and B and we now its a good time to roll back to base. without sayign goodbye 2 anyone, we all dart off, incoherently rambling about the need to get "back to base, cmon base time"..
as we were heading back to base, something inside me snapped and i knew i had to completely let go of control of my body if i wanted 2 live this trip out positively cuz it was so intense. so from here on, everything i did was basic instinct wit little complex thoughts behind it- the tone of the trip will probs change as i now remember everything differently.
T+3 hours. we arrive back at base. the humidity is rising around our boides like a thick veil. is this adding to the overwhelming euphoria??!! i do not know, and its something i cannot figure out. we hear noises coming through the bush- who is it? oh, it is cameron , stu and taco. fuckk, u guys r my mates but this is so intense can u please fuck off... ok so its A, B, taco and I. they want to go for a walk, I do not. I am left alone, sucking on a blueberry lillipop and my teeth rattling ludly against the pop, staring up at the bright sky with the still overwhelming feelings whilst listening 2 trance (paul oakenfield-voyage into trance-that song does wonders)
it does not take long b4 i am seriosuly pissed off about the swarm of mozzies attempting to feast on me. my friends come back and we leave the bush area, content to wander around the park. mature, suburban (stereotypical) people are walking through the park and its so hard to say hello to them, but god you can tell they are keen to do it, they pick u out from a mile away. we come to an intersection- do we walk back towards the car park or stay here for a bit? noone can make up their mind so i lie on my back, watching the clouds swirl around and melt back into each other.
after a while we head back 2 the car park. everyone is still there (as in the 4 carloads worth) but nobody pays us much mind. the intensity starts to dwindle a bit but i am still running on instinct. I put on RHCP and beatles music on my ipod and i walk alone up to the lookout as i cannot really handle communication still (this is T+4, just so we know). I go up to the lookout and watch the setting sun. this MUST be what heroin IV feels like, i cannot imagine feeling anymore blissful then this.
i hear a firework go off- SHIT, they are our fireworks and someone must have my bag! O, our friend adam let one off, what a surprise (adam attempts to be a prick, most succesfully at times
) lol so yeah hanging round, starting 2 have small convos with people, letting off fireworks. its growing dark. people talk about getting pills... this is wehre my thoughts start 2 return 2 normal, but still had the euhporia na dafterglow of the trip. i feel like im in a party mood, and wot better 2 party then with some pills?!
during the next 2 hours- nothing important happens except picking up and taking pills, figuring out where 2 go and FINALLY getting to our friends house
T+6-7. A, B , C and 3 other mates are at one of our friends house, D. we r having a sesh, i start feeling my pills kick in a little. A says he is going 2 go inside and lie down. we all go inside 2 watch tv and BANG, my pills hit me. for the next hour i had the most blissful smack out of my life, intense CEV coupled with eye rolls and euphoria (normal pill euhporia, not the intense overwhelming). after an hour of this i go from sober, to feeling shit very quickly lol. nausea, negative headspace etc.
people report there is something wrong with A. o shit. i go in and try to talk 2 him and he is flipping out bad.. i can see he is trying 2 fight the trip (re-kicked in by cones) and is stressing out bad. he does not no wehere he is and wont believe us when we try telling him. i feel sick and go for a walk outside. my negative headspace continued to increase in intensity, as i was now worrying about A. I had heard about acid flip outs, felt on the verge of them myself, but never had or seen one. logic told me he would be ok and come down, but its still very disconcerting and scary.
i go back in to A and talk 2 him, and eventually he starts coming down to earth.i go home and get into bed... time is 4 a.m. for the next 3 hours i had the scariest lucid dreams- i felt as me and my friends were hardcore junkies, and had 2 get our next fix RIGHT NOW..
the worst thing was that even though this dream was so scary, i knew fighting it would be useless and only make things worse, so i had 2 ride out the dreams and wait for my mind to stop wandering...
another worrying thought i had is that wot if i turn out heaps selfish?! selfishness is one thing that REALLY gets 2 me, so ovs i try and not be selfish, but i cudnt help but worrying about it.
thats pretty much the last eventful thing that happened. i cudnt sleep until 9 p.m sunday night, but hey im an idiot for taking the pills lol. was incredibly scattered the sunday and monday.
sorry its so long, and im not sure how coherent it is but hopefuly you will enjoy reading about it..
this experience really satisfied me, even though it was difficult, as i appreciate intense experiences and wot acid can teach me. the main difficulty was handling the experience from just b4 i took the pills as i was tired and that just increased things but hey ive leartn from it and thats that.
one thing that struck me during the trip is that you REALLY DONT KNOW if acid is for you until you try it. problem is, its such a versatile drug that you may not necessarily have a good trip today whilst 2moro u cud have the time of ur life.
hence, the importance of set and setting.
good luck and my best wishes to my fellow trippers, or any1 comtemplating tripping. be prepared for it, get some sleep and eat well b4, and u WILL have a blast
