rollin_stoned
Bluelighter
7:30- took tab
8:30 - we're still waiting for it to kick in so we start coloring in coloring books xD
9:00 - start to feel that my vision has changed, nothing like changing colors or hallucinations, just my vision seems different. i'm starting to feel a energetic feeling
9:30 - start to get a high feeling, not like pot (although we had been smoking weed since 8:00), but not a sober feeling. everything else has remained the same except for the energetic feeling. it starts to get so bad that i'm trembling from within and i feel too amped up to just sit there and color. So we pack a few bowls and smoke them.
10:00 - i'm feeling nothing else besides the headbuzz and energy. no mental trip nor visual. so i grab my phone and text my dealer that the stuff wasnt working and right as soon as i was going to reply to him about what I was feeling it hit me.
But when it hit me, i grew extremely anxious, I was somewhat feeling distant from my body. This feeling reminded me of the first time I did shrooms when I started having a bad trip after an incident happened. I tried to guide my thoughts more positively but really couldn't because all I really wanted to do was go outside. I knew that if I could be outside my trip would be much more positive.
I couldn't even sit down anymore. I stood up and was telling my friends thats i wanted to go outside to walk around (even though i've told them countless times) and they just seemed so much more chilled out than I was. This made me feel both jealous and frightened that I was having a bad trip and that I wasn't able to do what pleased me. I also began to grow irritated because when I kept saying that I wanted to go outside, they were treating it like a joke. And almost like they were laughing at me.
I started cursing myself for smoking so much before i fully felt the acid because i know that weed gives me anxiety and also when i had the bad trip on the shrooms was also right after i smoked. i also was thinking that this feeling i was having wouldn't have been so intense or even present if i were just experiencing the acid.
However, at the same time I was cursing myself for smoking my friends were calling people for more weed (because we had smoked all of ours) and none of them could drop it off. I'm not sure exactly what happened but they finally agreed to go outside to smoke a cigarette. We had told my friends grandparents (she lives with them) that we were going to taco bell to get food.
While she was inside telling them that me and the other friend were outside. I was so thankful for being outside that i was walking in circles feeling the feelings of anxiety slowly start to subside. But than my friend who was talking to her grandparents came outside and told me that her grandma wanted us to get something for her from taco bell........i'm the one that drove.
This gave me a huge wave a dread come over me for even taking acid because here I was on the verge, if not already, of having a bad trip and we weren't even that far into the trip. I told her I wasn't going to drive so she says that if we don't go than we have to go back inside...which I did NOT want. I felt so helpless thinking that I was so close to getting out of the negativity yet had to go back to it. I began arguing with the two people i was with because all i wanted to do was be outside, no boundaries, walking around. but they didn't want to. they wanted to sit in my car and smoke cigarettes and listen to music. But for some reason (whenever i reach any feeling of anxiety from psychedelics) i get claustrophobic or something and HAVE to be outside.
Now that I look back on it I feel ashamed because how obvious it was to them that i was having a bad trip because at one point i was saying i was just going to call my brother and have him pick me up because it bothered me so much that they didnt want to walk around let around even just sit outside.
They finally agreed to just sit outside and smoke a cigarette at least so she agreed to that, went back inside and dropped off the money and we sat outside for about 20 minutes.
By this time all feelings of negativity had left and we were staring up at the night sky and clouds which were looking particularly interesting. At first they looked like one big spiral but than i began noticing more and more that they were turning into fractals. I knew at this point that i was finally hitting my peak and thankfully hit it in a positive mindset.
This went on for about 20 more minutes and my friend began talking of going to the liqour store right down the street to get gummies. I was so excited for this because i had so much energy still but than my other friend said that it was closed. So they started talking about how Casey's was still open but across a busy street....which is also right down the road but they didnt want to walk across it so i agreed to at least drive there. (I apologize, i know, very stupid idea however the only visuals i had gotten that night were very minor and i was sure of myself that i was able to drive. I'm normally very conscientious about such a thing and get extremely anxious even when i drive high, but i felt more in control even though i was on acid this time.)
We get there, get some gummies, our dealer meets us there, get bud, and go back to the house. Somehow in that time, even though it was only 11:30 or so, the visuals had subsided. We smoked a couple of bowls and by this time i was okay enough to be back inside.
By the time we were back inside it was midnight or so and yet my one friend was able to fall right asleep. my other friend went upstairs to sleep eventually but i was still awake...she came downstairs a few times complaining of not being able to sleep and i felt the same.
It is now 6:43 a.m., almost 12 hours from first taking the tab, and i am still awake but its slowly subsiding.
Was this acid? I'm thinking a low dose or so. However one thing thats been bothering me is that i didn't get a mental trip at all unless you count the moments of fright. Call me stupid, but I'm planning to take two hits at the same time this weekend as i feel that it could have been stronger as long as i'm at my house, during the day, and able to be outside freely or if i don't do it anytime between today and friday than i'll be doing it at a mars volta concert.
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8:30 - we're still waiting for it to kick in so we start coloring in coloring books xD
9:00 - start to feel that my vision has changed, nothing like changing colors or hallucinations, just my vision seems different. i'm starting to feel a energetic feeling
9:30 - start to get a high feeling, not like pot (although we had been smoking weed since 8:00), but not a sober feeling. everything else has remained the same except for the energetic feeling. it starts to get so bad that i'm trembling from within and i feel too amped up to just sit there and color. So we pack a few bowls and smoke them.
10:00 - i'm feeling nothing else besides the headbuzz and energy. no mental trip nor visual. so i grab my phone and text my dealer that the stuff wasnt working and right as soon as i was going to reply to him about what I was feeling it hit me.
But when it hit me, i grew extremely anxious, I was somewhat feeling distant from my body. This feeling reminded me of the first time I did shrooms when I started having a bad trip after an incident happened. I tried to guide my thoughts more positively but really couldn't because all I really wanted to do was go outside. I knew that if I could be outside my trip would be much more positive.
I couldn't even sit down anymore. I stood up and was telling my friends thats i wanted to go outside to walk around (even though i've told them countless times) and they just seemed so much more chilled out than I was. This made me feel both jealous and frightened that I was having a bad trip and that I wasn't able to do what pleased me. I also began to grow irritated because when I kept saying that I wanted to go outside, they were treating it like a joke. And almost like they were laughing at me.
I started cursing myself for smoking so much before i fully felt the acid because i know that weed gives me anxiety and also when i had the bad trip on the shrooms was also right after i smoked. i also was thinking that this feeling i was having wouldn't have been so intense or even present if i were just experiencing the acid.
However, at the same time I was cursing myself for smoking my friends were calling people for more weed (because we had smoked all of ours) and none of them could drop it off. I'm not sure exactly what happened but they finally agreed to go outside to smoke a cigarette. We had told my friends grandparents (she lives with them) that we were going to taco bell to get food.
While she was inside telling them that me and the other friend were outside. I was so thankful for being outside that i was walking in circles feeling the feelings of anxiety slowly start to subside. But than my friend who was talking to her grandparents came outside and told me that her grandma wanted us to get something for her from taco bell........i'm the one that drove.
This gave me a huge wave a dread come over me for even taking acid because here I was on the verge, if not already, of having a bad trip and we weren't even that far into the trip. I told her I wasn't going to drive so she says that if we don't go than we have to go back inside...which I did NOT want. I felt so helpless thinking that I was so close to getting out of the negativity yet had to go back to it. I began arguing with the two people i was with because all i wanted to do was be outside, no boundaries, walking around. but they didn't want to. they wanted to sit in my car and smoke cigarettes and listen to music. But for some reason (whenever i reach any feeling of anxiety from psychedelics) i get claustrophobic or something and HAVE to be outside.
Now that I look back on it I feel ashamed because how obvious it was to them that i was having a bad trip because at one point i was saying i was just going to call my brother and have him pick me up because it bothered me so much that they didnt want to walk around let around even just sit outside.
They finally agreed to just sit outside and smoke a cigarette at least so she agreed to that, went back inside and dropped off the money and we sat outside for about 20 minutes.
By this time all feelings of negativity had left and we were staring up at the night sky and clouds which were looking particularly interesting. At first they looked like one big spiral but than i began noticing more and more that they were turning into fractals. I knew at this point that i was finally hitting my peak and thankfully hit it in a positive mindset.
This went on for about 20 more minutes and my friend began talking of going to the liqour store right down the street to get gummies. I was so excited for this because i had so much energy still but than my other friend said that it was closed. So they started talking about how Casey's was still open but across a busy street....which is also right down the road but they didnt want to walk across it so i agreed to at least drive there. (I apologize, i know, very stupid idea however the only visuals i had gotten that night were very minor and i was sure of myself that i was able to drive. I'm normally very conscientious about such a thing and get extremely anxious even when i drive high, but i felt more in control even though i was on acid this time.)
We get there, get some gummies, our dealer meets us there, get bud, and go back to the house. Somehow in that time, even though it was only 11:30 or so, the visuals had subsided. We smoked a couple of bowls and by this time i was okay enough to be back inside.
By the time we were back inside it was midnight or so and yet my one friend was able to fall right asleep. my other friend went upstairs to sleep eventually but i was still awake...she came downstairs a few times complaining of not being able to sleep and i felt the same.
It is now 6:43 a.m., almost 12 hours from first taking the tab, and i am still awake but its slowly subsiding.
Was this acid? I'm thinking a low dose or so. However one thing thats been bothering me is that i didn't get a mental trip at all unless you count the moments of fright. Call me stupid, but I'm planning to take two hits at the same time this weekend as i feel that it could have been stronger as long as i'm at my house, during the day, and able to be outside freely or if i don't do it anytime between today and friday than i'll be doing it at a mars volta concert.
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