Justfoundfreedom
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I recently tried LSD for the first time in my life, I'm an 18 year old male. I took 3 hits of acid, being my first time I didn't know nor care how potent it was. Before describing what happened it should be known that I'm never doing acid ever again, not out of fear but out of self-preservation.
T:0- i eat two sugar cubes, each containing 1 hit of acid from san fran, they said acid was tasteless but it seembed to strike a nerve on the tip of my tongue, nowhere else but the tip. One of the sugar cubes could've had 2 hits but I don't really care.
T:30- body is tingling, getting kinda giggly, driving is more fun than before, minor waving, I reach my destination, a small lagoon near my area, this is where I will spend my entire trip.
T:1 hour- first true peak. Let it be known for my first acid peak I was completely overwhelmed, all that could come out of my mouth was "the colors." My trip sitter, N, had dosed the previous day and was still fried, uncomprehensible and the sitter didn't help. Great...
This is where things went wrong, the instant my mind stopped focusing on the swirling greens, reds and whites I was seeing everywhere and started feeling regret for tripping instead of going to school, the entire world flipped upside down. I was still unable to really talk other than a few blurted words here and there but what was really hectic was the visions that started to take form. The valley I was in instantly became a death trap with thousands of carcases hanging from thorns embeded into the rock. I saw huge man sized birds circling me, then suddenly I became the only person, I knew N was there but I couldn't c him, the birds started attacking me. I ran off into the forest at the end of the valley in fear for my life. I walk around tripping out, the visuals are stunning complete hallucinations, people hanging from trees, thousands of eyes. Not intimidating like the death trap of a valley.
I continue along a trail for a while until I run into some people from the high school I went to, I tell them I'm tripping on Acid and they're friendly but something is awkward. I don't know these people, they make me feel uncomfortable, something is wrong, then ZING. another peak and my mind starts racing, i start blabbering jibberish, jumping up and down, freaking out, I could feel myself do these things and want to stop but I felt an unbearable urge to do them. This is how the trip continues for about an hour, unbearable urges to do random things. Touch the trees, take my shoes off, then my shirt, then my pants and finally my underwear, count to 3 on my last 3 fingers, pray to god and a long list of other things. Inbetween these urges I was delighted by some beautiful eye candy, lots of unique coloring and rare hallucinations (auditory and visual) unlike any other psychedelics i've done but the urges don't stop. After about 2 hours of heart pounding radical self indulgence, I'm here naked in a lagoon tripping balls. The sky is swirling into huge hurricanes raining down from the sky. N left me alone when I started freaking out and it really helped, people talking to me did nothing but confuse me more. I really had to be by myself to deal with the last part of the trip.
There is an odd connectedness you feel with acid, I felt like I was caught in some giant web that connected every living life form. Plants and animals, the dirt wasn't in the web. While on LSD I thought I could control the lines that connected the life forms, I started feeling extremely special. Then the thoughts started flowing like a river, a never ending river of self revelry, I controlled life I thought. My mind was encouraging me to do things, to be someone. I AM SOMEONE. this thought really struck a nerve, because after this I felt godly for about 2 hours and if my friend hadn't picked me up I would've continued on believing I was god. This isn't like the center of my universe god, this is like Jesus the messiah god, I saw a crown of thornes above my brow and stigmata in my hands. This was my list vivid visual, my friend found me naked in the lagoon and drove me home, this was after tripping for 8 hours straight. I had to pick my car up the next day with my mom.
Just a conclusion, It seemed my mind propogated whatever I already thought, be it negative or positive. The second my mind floated towards negativity, the visuals went into a scary unreal side. When I was positive, I was jesus. These extremes of emotion and the manic feeling I had are the main reasons I'm distancing myself from LSD. Chaos and clarity are within everyones mind, LSD just seemed like a magnifying glass on which was which.
PS I think this was written like shit but it's 5am and I just had a pretty intense flashback to LSD while I was shrooming today and had to write about it.
T:0- i eat two sugar cubes, each containing 1 hit of acid from san fran, they said acid was tasteless but it seembed to strike a nerve on the tip of my tongue, nowhere else but the tip. One of the sugar cubes could've had 2 hits but I don't really care.
T:30- body is tingling, getting kinda giggly, driving is more fun than before, minor waving, I reach my destination, a small lagoon near my area, this is where I will spend my entire trip.
T:1 hour- first true peak. Let it be known for my first acid peak I was completely overwhelmed, all that could come out of my mouth was "the colors." My trip sitter, N, had dosed the previous day and was still fried, uncomprehensible and the sitter didn't help. Great...
This is where things went wrong, the instant my mind stopped focusing on the swirling greens, reds and whites I was seeing everywhere and started feeling regret for tripping instead of going to school, the entire world flipped upside down. I was still unable to really talk other than a few blurted words here and there but what was really hectic was the visions that started to take form. The valley I was in instantly became a death trap with thousands of carcases hanging from thorns embeded into the rock. I saw huge man sized birds circling me, then suddenly I became the only person, I knew N was there but I couldn't c him, the birds started attacking me. I ran off into the forest at the end of the valley in fear for my life. I walk around tripping out, the visuals are stunning complete hallucinations, people hanging from trees, thousands of eyes. Not intimidating like the death trap of a valley.
I continue along a trail for a while until I run into some people from the high school I went to, I tell them I'm tripping on Acid and they're friendly but something is awkward. I don't know these people, they make me feel uncomfortable, something is wrong, then ZING. another peak and my mind starts racing, i start blabbering jibberish, jumping up and down, freaking out, I could feel myself do these things and want to stop but I felt an unbearable urge to do them. This is how the trip continues for about an hour, unbearable urges to do random things. Touch the trees, take my shoes off, then my shirt, then my pants and finally my underwear, count to 3 on my last 3 fingers, pray to god and a long list of other things. Inbetween these urges I was delighted by some beautiful eye candy, lots of unique coloring and rare hallucinations (auditory and visual) unlike any other psychedelics i've done but the urges don't stop. After about 2 hours of heart pounding radical self indulgence, I'm here naked in a lagoon tripping balls. The sky is swirling into huge hurricanes raining down from the sky. N left me alone when I started freaking out and it really helped, people talking to me did nothing but confuse me more. I really had to be by myself to deal with the last part of the trip.
There is an odd connectedness you feel with acid, I felt like I was caught in some giant web that connected every living life form. Plants and animals, the dirt wasn't in the web. While on LSD I thought I could control the lines that connected the life forms, I started feeling extremely special. Then the thoughts started flowing like a river, a never ending river of self revelry, I controlled life I thought. My mind was encouraging me to do things, to be someone. I AM SOMEONE. this thought really struck a nerve, because after this I felt godly for about 2 hours and if my friend hadn't picked me up I would've continued on believing I was god. This isn't like the center of my universe god, this is like Jesus the messiah god, I saw a crown of thornes above my brow and stigmata in my hands. This was my list vivid visual, my friend found me naked in the lagoon and drove me home, this was after tripping for 8 hours straight. I had to pick my car up the next day with my mom.
Just a conclusion, It seemed my mind propogated whatever I already thought, be it negative or positive. The second my mind floated towards negativity, the visuals went into a scary unreal side. When I was positive, I was jesus. These extremes of emotion and the manic feeling I had are the main reasons I'm distancing myself from LSD. Chaos and clarity are within everyones mind, LSD just seemed like a magnifying glass on which was which.
PS I think this was written like shit but it's 5am and I just had a pretty intense flashback to LSD while I was shrooming today and had to write about it.
