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LSD - Experienced - Ego Connection/Sharing Brains

malakaix

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So this was my 5-6th time on acid, i don't really know how to even describe what i went through.. It wasnt a pleasant experience.. but it also wasn't bad.

Me and 6 friends picked up a few chromozone tabs.. went back too my friends place, i wasnt planning on tripping.. but all my other friends were, so i figured why not, and took 1 and 1/2 tabs, and a few tokes of weed. We were all sitting in a circle just relaxing listening too music.. about 1hr in, it just hit me like a truck and i had to sit down. So i was sitting on the tiles of the kitchen floor lol.. and just watching in wonder at all the morphing colors on the tiles.. watching every little grain of wood move on the table, watching faces kiss and blend/morph on the tiles. Colors became incredibly vibrant and rich.. everyone looked like they had some aura or glow around them.. (This was suffice to say the enjoyable part of the trip, we're i still felt relaxed).

About 30mins later my friends suddenly decide to move into the other room and watch a movie.. it happened SO fast, almost like in fast forward that i didnt even realize they had left me untill i was on my own lol.

I went and sat in with them and tried watching part of the movie (For some reason they put on Armageddon, and the first image is of the world coming too an end..) so i don't think this helped with anything lol, but it was still amazing too watch.. the glowing colors, the dialogue.. everything. Two of my friends remained just outside the room and i could hear them chatting.. so i went too check out how they were going.

Now THIS Part of the trip.. was the most intense FUCKING experience of my life. I went out too check on them.. and we somehow became connected on 1 brain thought/wave, it was almost like i could visually see us all connected on 1 brain thought.. and this was the ONLY way we were able to communicate with each other, we kept loosing this connection.. and when we did we winded backwards almost.. like it rewound back through thousands of thoughts and everything was going backwards. Everytime this happened.. 1 of my friends would get angry/pissed off at my other friend, and my other friend would start talking some mumbo jumbo about nothing.. it also seemed like at this point.. if i thought happy thoughts, we would all become forced back onto the 1 brain wave and we'd become happy.. but it lasted maybe 2-5 seconds and then we'd go backwards through out thoughts back deep into our mind and back too a weird personality change.

This is still so strange to describe, but it seemed like our ego's were connected in 1 BIG mindmaze.. and we'd sometimes find each other in these corridors of our mind.. and we'd beable to talk normally and just talk about the trip saying 'this is so insane.. we cant even control it' my friend was like 'yeah i wanna get out of this, its fucked' But this little gathering in the corridors of this mindmaze would only last 5-10seconds.. then we'd loose ourselves again back into our thoughts. It felt like i had somewhat of manipulation over the situation.. when i moved forward.. my friend would move backwards and so on.. it's still so fucked up to even comprehend lol. I remember feeling like.. since we were all on the same brain thought that they can read my thoughts, my personal secrets would come out.. this set in ALOT of paranoia, cause i felt like i could read there minds, there thoughts, since we were effectively sharing 1 brain. That was the scariest part of the trip for me.. because it was inescapable, whatever i was thinking.. my friends were hearing me think it, every damm thought.. and it was defined right down to a single thought.. so ANYTHING they would know.. i was trapped effectively lol.

It really felt like i was activating chemicals in my body through thought.. (serotonin release when your happy etc) but it only ended up lasting a few seconds.. then i lost it and went back into my mind.

I have to say, the sensation of feeling like your mind is been re-wound like a video tape, even hearing the audio backwards is one of the weirdest feelings.. not to mention when your going back deeper into your thoughts. From here it was just easy tripping to the TV and hallucinations nothing super intense..After tripping without music, and having this happen.. think i'll definitely make sure theres music going lol. I didnt hate it, it was absolutely amazing experience, but it was just so dark at times and inescapable.

I hope anyone else has experienced a similar situation with the brain thoughts and weird ego situations, cause it would be cool to know other people have experienced something so insane lol, just wow..

Still cant get my head around it, but it was an interesting experience =D
 
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you've got a talent for trip repots, really good read, the thing you tried to describe really isn't that uncommon (well with me simular)
 
Very nicely written report.

I have sadly never experienced an ego joining type thing, apparently it is more common on certain drugs than others, I believe it occurs in 2CP trips fairly frequently.
 
Thanks.

Yeah, i wasn't sure how common it was, i think before this trip i had weak tabs in the past, cause they didn't even compare to this trip. Blew me away none the less :)
 
if you interested in learning to truly 'have your say' in the flow of occurances, and bend quantum possibilties, then look into shamanism.

shamanic practice as well as meditations have shown me much regarding this 'connection' which you noticed. there really are frequencies (both coming from ourselves and our surroundings), and they really do overlap, and intermingle. by applying intent towards particular occurances, or the frequencies/counter-frequencies tangent to those occurances, one can learn to 'play their hand' in the game of existence a little more thuroughly.

from any point there are infinite possibilities or paths branching forth. to guide potentials one must simply learn to choose which metaphorical path to walk down. it only takes on step in a partiular direction, or towards a partiular outcome, to truly 'initiate' the choosing of that path. its all a map of synchonicities, we just choose where to gravitate towards.

not meaning to unhinge your report into philosophical wormholes...:)

good report :)
 
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^ Man you are so right.
Excellent report bud by the way.
I am getting more and more adept at this all the time now; experimenting extensively with Ketamine has let me forth into that real of quantum possibilities/probabilities, and the connections/entanglement we have.

OP: I have experienced this with Ketamine a few times, intentionally - it is a wonderful experience, something to be embraced. Don't be scared of it, try and look at it as a new realm of possibilities now rather than a dark part of a trip. Me and a special trip buddy are exploring this extensively, and we can couple it with astral projection, collectively. Truly wonderful.
 
Yeah, i think it just freaked me out at first.. cause it was such an intense experience, nothing i expected.. But at the same time it was amazing.

Definitely going to embrace it more if it happens again :)
 
Acid was my fav substance that was "illegal" in my mid college days. I think I allowed that combination to ride me through my midseasons of college!
 
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