malakaix
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I've been asking myself this question ever since my last trip.. and am undecided whether i want to trip again, i've tripped dozen's of times.. but never have i felt so 'out of my mind' before then when on this trip.
I'll start by explaining when the effects first seemed noticeable too where i effectively lost my mind.
My trip took place at a Psytrance Party.
10:30pm - I had taken 2 hits at 10:00pm, not expecting much since i had these particular tabs before, but was told they were a new batch.. still not expecting much i first noticed the effects of a slight tinge in color all around me followed by a somewhat minimal 'melting' effect of people passing by and objects.. i was quite happy with this.. since it had been a long time since i had gotten any visuals such as this.
11:30pm - Pixels started to become very noticeable as i watched people walk by/dance, it was like watching something in extremley high definition, i continued too walk around in bare feet admiring the many visuals and chatting to different people as i went along
12:00pm - I was continuing to walk around and dance, and before i knew it i was overcome with a sense of complete bliss, inner peace.. i didnt have a worry in the world, it was a wonderful feeling.. Its from here where things started to take a massive turn in intensity.
12:45am - I headed back too my car where my friends were smoking just to make sure they weren't smoking in my car or at least had the windows down. Once i got there i was offered some weed, which i gratefully accepted
and continued too chat with them and just hang out (I honestly didn't think my trip was going to go beyond what it was).
1:00am - I started to pay close attention too the ground whilst my friends were chatting, which is when i saw large geometric patterns just sticking out of the ground.. i started to walk around the area a bit and began to 'only' feel the pattern on my barefeet, i could step on uneven ground but it would feel even too my foot, i gained ENTIRE control of my mind.. i don't know how to explain this really.. its like i was in the driver seat of my own body, and the ground i was walking on felt like i was walking inside my own mind.. but within reality. I started laughing and swearing in joy, as my friends looked at me in fear..
1:15am - I walked behind the car where there were lots of leaves exploring.. when i noticed the leaves actually look like sharks, it took me a few mins to realize.. but they really looked like sharks, i stepped on them and i felt very precise/sharp pain in my feet. It was at this point that i really felt like i had lost it or something.. almost like my imagination was been merged with my reality.. i wanted to further explore this new found experience and i disappeared on my own into the bush.. the music been played was quite peaceful and uplifting which seemed to effect my visuals.. the ground was soft and smooth.. i was walking on what i recall to be cartoon fish (but i cant remember). The music then turned too very fast paced evil music.. the ground then turned too piranhas.. which hurt my feet a shitload more because there was more of them (I feel crazy for even writing this lol, but ive never had such a far-fetched trip seem so real)
1:45am - I returned to my friends to find them heading too the dancefloor, trying to explain what had just happened to me.. they just looked at me in worry and panic telling each other 'hes cracked, hes lost it' which sent me to believe that i had.. i tried to explain, but it sounded crazy and it probably didn't help the situation lol.
2:00am - We got too the dance floor and one of the DJ's that we knew was on and he was playing different 'scenes' of Psytrance.. i had never had Psytrance music effect me in this way before.. the music was literally designed too effect anyone tripping. He would play a certain style of music, which would change the entire scene (For example, he would play club music, and the entire scene visually turned into a club) he was also playing bass through 1 speaker.. but pitch through the other.. and started tilting his head too one side in the act of emptying something about of his ear.. which was happening too everyone tripping.. it was emptying out a type of 'feeling' which was forced onto you from the previous sets he played. Once this had finished.. a peaceful ambiance was played.. whilst everyone stood still and let it suck the feeling out of them.
2:25am - He played a set next after this, in which the first 10-15seconds was in 'slow motion'.. i couldn't believe that this slowed down time for me.. it's probably the most intense feeling i've ever felt while tripping.. for 15 seconds everything was moving in slow motion.. even myself, it was a feeling ecstasy beyond anything i've every felt.
2:50am - I went to speak too a good friend of mine about what i had gone through thus far.. we started talking, but quickly reached a point where my mind made the decision to block out anything he was saying.. i couldn't even 'focus' on his face cause my eyes would look beyond his face and it would beyond 2 people or a blur.. i could hear him, but my mind wasn't storing any of the words for me to make any sense of it. He was also tripping and he saw the it happening, realized i was pretending to listen.. and this basically ruined our friendship, because he would always talk too me about certain things.. and this proved i was never really listening in the past. The problem was this was happening with anyone i tried too talk to, he said too me 'this is why i like these partys.. you get too find out who people really are.. some people are destined to be loners' this sent me into a spiral of negative thoughts, because it explained so many things about my life, my social anxiety.. relationships, everything. It was the first time i ever wanted a trip to end right there and then.. just so i could talk to people, and not have to be on my own for the rest of it.
4:00am - Between 2:50am to now.. i spent most of my time alone, wondering what the point of my existence was if i was unable to socialize with people, i watched people just dance and loose themselves in the music.. and thought.. so thats my life? I cant talk too people, so i guess all i can do is just get fucked up too music. I watched and thought worse and worse until the scene changed.. it looked really dirty, mud,dust.. people with no ability to socialize on drugs getting fucked up.. an overwhelming stench of SEWAGE came over me.. for some reason i could smell sewage.. no one else could, but my mind had created this smell out of the disgust that i was experiencing. I felt useless, lost and regretted tripping
4:00am-11am
From here is was mainly a smooth comedown back too reality, i dont remember exactly what transpired within this time.. probably because i was thinking to much about been alone forever due too this in-ability too store information been presented too me within a conversation.. ultimately ruling out socializing all together.
This trip was far beyond the realms of what i expected and because of it i dont think i'll be tripping again for some time.. I saw the true power of psychedelics that night.
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I'll start by explaining when the effects first seemed noticeable too where i effectively lost my mind.
My trip took place at a Psytrance Party.
10:30pm - I had taken 2 hits at 10:00pm, not expecting much since i had these particular tabs before, but was told they were a new batch.. still not expecting much i first noticed the effects of a slight tinge in color all around me followed by a somewhat minimal 'melting' effect of people passing by and objects.. i was quite happy with this.. since it had been a long time since i had gotten any visuals such as this.
11:30pm - Pixels started to become very noticeable as i watched people walk by/dance, it was like watching something in extremley high definition, i continued too walk around in bare feet admiring the many visuals and chatting to different people as i went along
12:00pm - I was continuing to walk around and dance, and before i knew it i was overcome with a sense of complete bliss, inner peace.. i didnt have a worry in the world, it was a wonderful feeling.. Its from here where things started to take a massive turn in intensity.
12:45am - I headed back too my car where my friends were smoking just to make sure they weren't smoking in my car or at least had the windows down. Once i got there i was offered some weed, which i gratefully accepted
and continued too chat with them and just hang out (I honestly didn't think my trip was going to go beyond what it was).1:00am - I started to pay close attention too the ground whilst my friends were chatting, which is when i saw large geometric patterns just sticking out of the ground.. i started to walk around the area a bit and began to 'only' feel the pattern on my barefeet, i could step on uneven ground but it would feel even too my foot, i gained ENTIRE control of my mind.. i don't know how to explain this really.. its like i was in the driver seat of my own body, and the ground i was walking on felt like i was walking inside my own mind.. but within reality. I started laughing and swearing in joy, as my friends looked at me in fear..
1:15am - I walked behind the car where there were lots of leaves exploring.. when i noticed the leaves actually look like sharks, it took me a few mins to realize.. but they really looked like sharks, i stepped on them and i felt very precise/sharp pain in my feet. It was at this point that i really felt like i had lost it or something.. almost like my imagination was been merged with my reality.. i wanted to further explore this new found experience and i disappeared on my own into the bush.. the music been played was quite peaceful and uplifting which seemed to effect my visuals.. the ground was soft and smooth.. i was walking on what i recall to be cartoon fish (but i cant remember). The music then turned too very fast paced evil music.. the ground then turned too piranhas.. which hurt my feet a shitload more because there was more of them (I feel crazy for even writing this lol, but ive never had such a far-fetched trip seem so real)
1:45am - I returned to my friends to find them heading too the dancefloor, trying to explain what had just happened to me.. they just looked at me in worry and panic telling each other 'hes cracked, hes lost it' which sent me to believe that i had.. i tried to explain, but it sounded crazy and it probably didn't help the situation lol.
2:00am - We got too the dance floor and one of the DJ's that we knew was on and he was playing different 'scenes' of Psytrance.. i had never had Psytrance music effect me in this way before.. the music was literally designed too effect anyone tripping. He would play a certain style of music, which would change the entire scene (For example, he would play club music, and the entire scene visually turned into a club) he was also playing bass through 1 speaker.. but pitch through the other.. and started tilting his head too one side in the act of emptying something about of his ear.. which was happening too everyone tripping.. it was emptying out a type of 'feeling' which was forced onto you from the previous sets he played. Once this had finished.. a peaceful ambiance was played.. whilst everyone stood still and let it suck the feeling out of them.
2:25am - He played a set next after this, in which the first 10-15seconds was in 'slow motion'.. i couldn't believe that this slowed down time for me.. it's probably the most intense feeling i've ever felt while tripping.. for 15 seconds everything was moving in slow motion.. even myself, it was a feeling ecstasy beyond anything i've every felt.
2:50am - I went to speak too a good friend of mine about what i had gone through thus far.. we started talking, but quickly reached a point where my mind made the decision to block out anything he was saying.. i couldn't even 'focus' on his face cause my eyes would look beyond his face and it would beyond 2 people or a blur.. i could hear him, but my mind wasn't storing any of the words for me to make any sense of it. He was also tripping and he saw the it happening, realized i was pretending to listen.. and this basically ruined our friendship, because he would always talk too me about certain things.. and this proved i was never really listening in the past. The problem was this was happening with anyone i tried too talk to, he said too me 'this is why i like these partys.. you get too find out who people really are.. some people are destined to be loners' this sent me into a spiral of negative thoughts, because it explained so many things about my life, my social anxiety.. relationships, everything. It was the first time i ever wanted a trip to end right there and then.. just so i could talk to people, and not have to be on my own for the rest of it.
4:00am - Between 2:50am to now.. i spent most of my time alone, wondering what the point of my existence was if i was unable to socialize with people, i watched people just dance and loose themselves in the music.. and thought.. so thats my life? I cant talk too people, so i guess all i can do is just get fucked up too music. I watched and thought worse and worse until the scene changed.. it looked really dirty, mud,dust.. people with no ability to socialize on drugs getting fucked up.. an overwhelming stench of SEWAGE came over me.. for some reason i could smell sewage.. no one else could, but my mind had created this smell out of the disgust that i was experiencing. I felt useless, lost and regretted tripping
4:00am-11am
From here is was mainly a smooth comedown back too reality, i dont remember exactly what transpired within this time.. probably because i was thinking to much about been alone forever due too this in-ability too store information been presented too me within a conversation.. ultimately ruling out socializing all together.
This trip was far beyond the realms of what i expected and because of it i dont think i'll be tripping again for some time.. I saw the true power of psychedelics that night.
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