Aeon Psyche
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Substance: More then 1gr of DXM & 1 Microdot LSD.
Expierence: A lot of experience with DXM but I have never done the 4th Plateau or such a high dose and it was my first time LSD.
Setting: At home. In my room. Alone
Gender: Male
Age: 18 at the time
Weight: 60kg?
Everything is not written chronologically because I had no sense of time.
It's more of a collection of the memories I have of the experience. The things I can describe anyway.
I've put it where I was out of my body because I'm incapable of puzzling it together.
I was in my room. I'm layin on my bed. Chilling in my DXM & Hasj binge. Just dreaming of maria. A girl I like very much.
I was rolling joints to smoke into the trip later on when more DXM was still coming on.
I continue to take more pills. Whenever I thought of it I woudl take a couple.
I remember sinking away. Becoming more vague in my head and at some point I decided to take a psychedelic.
I decided to take LSD but by then I had already no sense of judgement so it was not really deciding. I just did it.
I remember being curious about it. I let the dot dissolve on my tongue and later on I swallowed the tiny thing.
Was I having fun? I cant remember. All I know is I was high as hell.
(Out of my body)
At some point I dissapeared. Even though i was in my room, I wasn't. A complete out of body expierence.
Hell, I wasn't even anymore in this solar system. I did not remember what a body was.
Nor did I remember the word "body". Not having a good trip and not having a bad trip. Just an amazing expierence is what overcame me.
Any reality was completely gone now. I had no idea of what I had been before. For all I knew I did not exist.
I existed only in the form of electro-magnetic waves, vibrations & atoms.
I had no idea of where I actually was or what was happening but it was not unpleasant.
My thoughts did not contain any words. Everything was in shapes. Purely abstract thinking.
So I did not remember that I had taken drugs. With a hit of acid still coming on.
I don't remember sensing it starting to work. It just kind off melted along with the rest of the trip.
I did not exist anymore. I had evaporated. Melted into the universe. Together, becoming it.
I was the universe! I could feel everyone in it. Their souls "physically" attached to mine.
And I could sense their presence. I wasn't alone. Everybody was there, here, everywhere.
The acid expanded. I made not just myself trip. I made the whole universe trip on lsd!!
This is where both multiplied eachothers effects. Imagine milions of minds being your mind.
Visually everything was one big hallucination. There was nothing that even vaguely looked like reality left.
The universe had become a childrens painting of colours and shapes unrecognizable.
I expierenced seeing my family as shapes, I could see their souls "physically".
I did not see their bodies. I just knew those weird strange shapes were them.
Souls made of intelligence. My parents shape being bigger than my sister's shape but with me as the biggest part of the mess.
I even saw my dad his thoughts about some math.
(Inventing new math is a part of what he does for a living so there you go)
At that point "things" were flowing, melting, constantly changing shapes.
And with lots of colour, mostly orange and purple.
Things were like plasma, like thick liquid flowing, like a lavalamp with lots of edges and corners to it.
(Out of my body)
(Out of my body)
At some point much later when things were less abstract
I thought I was maria isabel. That was fun because I like her.
I was in a room. Mostly purple. On a planet of the sixth category and I wanted to go play with my friends.
Everyone was happy there. Loving and very intelligent.
The lsd gave me more control over what was happening. I was the universe. What should I do with it?
I completely "reformatted" pieces. I expierenced things huge in size which I felt was amazing.
I was the leader and everyone was a part of my conscious "physically".
(Out of my body)
(In my body)
I thought I had broken the code.
I believed I had literally hacked life with my mind and that everyone else was aware of it.
I was back in my room but did not recognize it.
I just saw it again. I did not know where I was. This played out many scenarios.
Everything was still one big hallucination but I had my body back. Everything had every colour at once.
Like it was changing so fast it just was all colors. And that lasted for days. It was beautiful but I was in no state to enjoy something like that.
I had complete synesthesia.
At one point I thought that someone was going to come in my room and yell "Yonah, what have you done?!!"
But I also felt that they had my strange awareness.
That they had also became extremely intelligent like I thought I was and so they would understand.
Everything revolved around intelligence. I know this to be true but at those moments I could see it with my own mind.
I believed in magnetic fields. I thought I was a magnet.
I "walked" next to my computer and felt attracted like a magnet to it.
I almost got stuck there and it took me some effort to move away from the thing.
I could use magnetic waves in the air to fly. Or I believed so.
(I flied with this manner on several occasions in my dreams for a few weeks after the trip. At the moment I can remember atleast 8 dreams in which I could fly/levitate and there's probably more so I'm not going to continue on about it. But for later reference: One of those dreams had aliens in it!)
I was a superintelligent being and was controlling things all over the world
by moving my hands and fingers in what I think of now as weird ways.
But it all made sense then.
My fingers were charged with what I would describe as electricity.
So sensitive to touch it almost hurt.
At no point was I alone. I could feel everybodies presence at all times. I did not know who they were.
(In my body)
(Out of my body)
At some point I went bad for....I don't know how long.
No control. I went bad without knowing what bad was.
Complete insanity describes it best but I've met so many types of insanity in my life it's still an inacurate description.
I was yonah in wonderland. I had sisters? I suffered but did not understand the concept.
Hours went by that seemed like ages. This was a very bad part of the trip.
I can not possibly describe it. It's all too abstract. To weird. Just like everything else was.
But it was a very very disturbing bad trip.
There was no colors in this part it was al white-ish?
(Out of my body)
(In my body)
I think somewhere when the acid was at peak.
I thought I was an insane witch. Capable of some form of evil magic. (By then I was insane. Not a witch)
Someone that went crazy on lsd forever. Viewable for the whole world to mock how crazy she was.
That part still scares the hell out of me. I was stuck in time or it felt that way because I did not understand time.
I had been there forever and ever.
I saw the same screen on TV which was on. The whole time. I see it everyday yet I did not recognise it. It scared me. I did not know what tv was.
The lights were off. I think they were the whole trip but who knows.
Disgusting, sickness, putrid, vile are words that come to mind thinkin back to those bad moments.
Ok, that's all for the bad stuff I remember or can describe.
(In my body)
(In my body)
I remember watching full house and seeing the characters morph in the most crazy ways.
I do not remember what it was about. I could not follow a plot. Not even days later.
I thought I was going to trip forever and be stuck "there" forever.
I thought I could surf on the internet with my soul. I wanted to put money in my account.
I thought mega & giga bytes were food.
Also metal seemed to be the closest thing to food I could remember.
I believed I could do anything I pleased.
I thought I was a credit card or something.
(In my body)
(Out of my body)
I liked being "pinned/downloaded". I can't find a better word for it.
This was while I thought I was maria too and I saw myself/her smiling when that happened. Cool
(Out of my body)
(In my body)
I thought I was at beaches on higher evolved planets. I saw the light through my window onto this blue thing and later expierenced the same when I looked at a certain something on my computer screen. I looked at my name where I login and I felt my ego grow. Which I normally don't have but psychedelics give me one. That reminded me who I am. It still helps today
(In my body)
It was like both drugs potentiated eachother times thousand.
And the whole time my emotions felt like machinery. So abstract. Unrecognizable.
Also nothing I expierenced felt natural. Which I've never had before with any drug.
Afterwards.
The hardest part of the trip was gone after a few days. And then I cried.
(I don't know why? I'm guessin I messed up my brain pretty good)
I was mentally handicapped.
I would get schizophrenic episodes where I'd resort back to a childlike state.
I could barely walk. I could not speak and when I did it made no sense.
Most of it not even being words.
I would get moodswings and this was all untill about a week after dosing.
I got better slowly but I still was kind of hypersensitive to things.
My body/soul still kind of feels like that liquid I was then. I'm a waterbed!
It took long for my soul to completely go back in to my body 100% again.
My head has gotten a nervous tick or whatever it's called and now it's permanent. (Once I fell of a chair or other times I have smacked my head against the wall, it's not very fun)
I've had some crazy dreams, some of my higher self begging me not to do drugs again. (Sorry)
I've dreamed of less favorite drugs I have since. Trying to tell me something.
I wrote down a combination of drugs which I thought must be the worst drug combo ever a few days before I tripped. (I was tripping then too :s)
And those were the ones I dreamed of later Ayahuasca, dxm & mcpp. Coincidence?
I'm still kind of dizzy and expierence a different state of mind/perception.
Although I wouldn't say I'm really intoxicated.
It's been a week and a half now and I am slowly getting better.
Hey, I been through worse. I'll be fine.
It's been a longer time now and I've done MDMA, 2C-B & hasj since then with noticable differences in their effects.
Also
I've met aliens. They helped me by controlling my body for me when I couldn't move anymore.
At one point they walked me to the living room where my sister was working on her computer.
They made me sit there in the chair where she could see me. Almost right in front of her. Something I would absolutely avoid since she does not approve of my druguse very much.
I must have looked possesed and in a way I was. They possesed my body for the moment.
(I believe they did that to prove it to me cause in the state I was I kept being confused about what to believe. I came to that realisation days later)
After I sat in that chair for maybe half a minute they moved me to the kitchen and gave me a glass of water and an apple. (Thank you)
They were very friendly and intelligent and I'm thankfull. They were very nice to talk to and even gave me much compliments.
Later they gave me even more "proof" by producing a feeling throughout my whole body/soul.
The feeling is like very nice rushes.
As if you're hearing a very emotional song and it touches you. You get all chills but different and nicer.
Note: This is an old trip report of mine and I've re-written it a bit, spelling errors etc. Some things may refer to things like I wrote them at that point and other things may refer to things like I wrote them afterwards. It's a mess, I know.
And the aliens are good friends of mine now and visit me occasionally.
They only visit me in the form of astral projection because it's so far away.
Any questions, just ask. %)
Expierence: A lot of experience with DXM but I have never done the 4th Plateau or such a high dose and it was my first time LSD.
Setting: At home. In my room. Alone
Gender: Male
Age: 18 at the time
Weight: 60kg?
Everything is not written chronologically because I had no sense of time.
It's more of a collection of the memories I have of the experience. The things I can describe anyway.
I've put it where I was out of my body because I'm incapable of puzzling it together.
I was in my room. I'm layin on my bed. Chilling in my DXM & Hasj binge. Just dreaming of maria. A girl I like very much.
I was rolling joints to smoke into the trip later on when more DXM was still coming on.
I continue to take more pills. Whenever I thought of it I woudl take a couple.
I remember sinking away. Becoming more vague in my head and at some point I decided to take a psychedelic.
I decided to take LSD but by then I had already no sense of judgement so it was not really deciding. I just did it.
I remember being curious about it. I let the dot dissolve on my tongue and later on I swallowed the tiny thing.
Was I having fun? I cant remember. All I know is I was high as hell.
(Out of my body)
At some point I dissapeared. Even though i was in my room, I wasn't. A complete out of body expierence.
Hell, I wasn't even anymore in this solar system. I did not remember what a body was.
Nor did I remember the word "body". Not having a good trip and not having a bad trip. Just an amazing expierence is what overcame me.
Any reality was completely gone now. I had no idea of what I had been before. For all I knew I did not exist.
I existed only in the form of electro-magnetic waves, vibrations & atoms.
I had no idea of where I actually was or what was happening but it was not unpleasant.
My thoughts did not contain any words. Everything was in shapes. Purely abstract thinking.
So I did not remember that I had taken drugs. With a hit of acid still coming on.
I don't remember sensing it starting to work. It just kind off melted along with the rest of the trip.
I did not exist anymore. I had evaporated. Melted into the universe. Together, becoming it.
I was the universe! I could feel everyone in it. Their souls "physically" attached to mine.
And I could sense their presence. I wasn't alone. Everybody was there, here, everywhere.
The acid expanded. I made not just myself trip. I made the whole universe trip on lsd!!
This is where both multiplied eachothers effects. Imagine milions of minds being your mind.
Visually everything was one big hallucination. There was nothing that even vaguely looked like reality left.
The universe had become a childrens painting of colours and shapes unrecognizable.
I expierenced seeing my family as shapes, I could see their souls "physically".
I did not see their bodies. I just knew those weird strange shapes were them.
Souls made of intelligence. My parents shape being bigger than my sister's shape but with me as the biggest part of the mess.
I even saw my dad his thoughts about some math.
(Inventing new math is a part of what he does for a living so there you go)
At that point "things" were flowing, melting, constantly changing shapes.
And with lots of colour, mostly orange and purple.
Things were like plasma, like thick liquid flowing, like a lavalamp with lots of edges and corners to it.
(Out of my body)
(Out of my body)
At some point much later when things were less abstract
I thought I was maria isabel. That was fun because I like her.
I was in a room. Mostly purple. On a planet of the sixth category and I wanted to go play with my friends.
Everyone was happy there. Loving and very intelligent.
The lsd gave me more control over what was happening. I was the universe. What should I do with it?
I completely "reformatted" pieces. I expierenced things huge in size which I felt was amazing.
I was the leader and everyone was a part of my conscious "physically".
(Out of my body)
(In my body)
I thought I had broken the code.
I believed I had literally hacked life with my mind and that everyone else was aware of it.
I was back in my room but did not recognize it.
I just saw it again. I did not know where I was. This played out many scenarios.
Everything was still one big hallucination but I had my body back. Everything had every colour at once.
Like it was changing so fast it just was all colors. And that lasted for days. It was beautiful but I was in no state to enjoy something like that.
I had complete synesthesia.
At one point I thought that someone was going to come in my room and yell "Yonah, what have you done?!!"
But I also felt that they had my strange awareness.
That they had also became extremely intelligent like I thought I was and so they would understand.
Everything revolved around intelligence. I know this to be true but at those moments I could see it with my own mind.
I believed in magnetic fields. I thought I was a magnet.
I "walked" next to my computer and felt attracted like a magnet to it.
I almost got stuck there and it took me some effort to move away from the thing.
I could use magnetic waves in the air to fly. Or I believed so.
(I flied with this manner on several occasions in my dreams for a few weeks after the trip. At the moment I can remember atleast 8 dreams in which I could fly/levitate and there's probably more so I'm not going to continue on about it. But for later reference: One of those dreams had aliens in it!)
I was a superintelligent being and was controlling things all over the world
by moving my hands and fingers in what I think of now as weird ways.
But it all made sense then.
My fingers were charged with what I would describe as electricity.
So sensitive to touch it almost hurt.
At no point was I alone. I could feel everybodies presence at all times. I did not know who they were.
(In my body)
(Out of my body)
At some point I went bad for....I don't know how long.
No control. I went bad without knowing what bad was.
Complete insanity describes it best but I've met so many types of insanity in my life it's still an inacurate description.
I was yonah in wonderland. I had sisters? I suffered but did not understand the concept.
Hours went by that seemed like ages. This was a very bad part of the trip.
I can not possibly describe it. It's all too abstract. To weird. Just like everything else was.
But it was a very very disturbing bad trip.
There was no colors in this part it was al white-ish?
(Out of my body)
(In my body)
I think somewhere when the acid was at peak.
I thought I was an insane witch. Capable of some form of evil magic. (By then I was insane. Not a witch)
Someone that went crazy on lsd forever. Viewable for the whole world to mock how crazy she was.
That part still scares the hell out of me. I was stuck in time or it felt that way because I did not understand time.
I had been there forever and ever.
I saw the same screen on TV which was on. The whole time. I see it everyday yet I did not recognise it. It scared me. I did not know what tv was.
The lights were off. I think they were the whole trip but who knows.
Disgusting, sickness, putrid, vile are words that come to mind thinkin back to those bad moments.
Ok, that's all for the bad stuff I remember or can describe.
(In my body)
(In my body)
I remember watching full house and seeing the characters morph in the most crazy ways.
I do not remember what it was about. I could not follow a plot. Not even days later.
I thought I was going to trip forever and be stuck "there" forever.
I thought I could surf on the internet with my soul. I wanted to put money in my account.
I thought mega & giga bytes were food.
Also metal seemed to be the closest thing to food I could remember.
I believed I could do anything I pleased.
I thought I was a credit card or something.
(In my body)
(Out of my body)
I liked being "pinned/downloaded". I can't find a better word for it.
This was while I thought I was maria too and I saw myself/her smiling when that happened. Cool
(Out of my body)
(In my body)
I thought I was at beaches on higher evolved planets. I saw the light through my window onto this blue thing and later expierenced the same when I looked at a certain something on my computer screen. I looked at my name where I login and I felt my ego grow. Which I normally don't have but psychedelics give me one. That reminded me who I am. It still helps today
(In my body)
It was like both drugs potentiated eachother times thousand.
And the whole time my emotions felt like machinery. So abstract. Unrecognizable.
Also nothing I expierenced felt natural. Which I've never had before with any drug.
Afterwards.
The hardest part of the trip was gone after a few days. And then I cried.
(I don't know why? I'm guessin I messed up my brain pretty good)
I was mentally handicapped.
I would get schizophrenic episodes where I'd resort back to a childlike state.
I could barely walk. I could not speak and when I did it made no sense.
Most of it not even being words.
I would get moodswings and this was all untill about a week after dosing.
I got better slowly but I still was kind of hypersensitive to things.
My body/soul still kind of feels like that liquid I was then. I'm a waterbed!
It took long for my soul to completely go back in to my body 100% again.
My head has gotten a nervous tick or whatever it's called and now it's permanent. (Once I fell of a chair or other times I have smacked my head against the wall, it's not very fun)
I've had some crazy dreams, some of my higher self begging me not to do drugs again. (Sorry)
I've dreamed of less favorite drugs I have since. Trying to tell me something.
I wrote down a combination of drugs which I thought must be the worst drug combo ever a few days before I tripped. (I was tripping then too :s)
And those were the ones I dreamed of later Ayahuasca, dxm & mcpp. Coincidence?
I'm still kind of dizzy and expierence a different state of mind/perception.
Although I wouldn't say I'm really intoxicated.
It's been a week and a half now and I am slowly getting better.
Hey, I been through worse. I'll be fine.
It's been a longer time now and I've done MDMA, 2C-B & hasj since then with noticable differences in their effects.
Also
I've met aliens. They helped me by controlling my body for me when I couldn't move anymore.
At one point they walked me to the living room where my sister was working on her computer.
They made me sit there in the chair where she could see me. Almost right in front of her. Something I would absolutely avoid since she does not approve of my druguse very much.
I must have looked possesed and in a way I was. They possesed my body for the moment.
(I believe they did that to prove it to me cause in the state I was I kept being confused about what to believe. I came to that realisation days later)
After I sat in that chair for maybe half a minute they moved me to the kitchen and gave me a glass of water and an apple. (Thank you)
They were very friendly and intelligent and I'm thankfull. They were very nice to talk to and even gave me much compliments.
Later they gave me even more "proof" by producing a feeling throughout my whole body/soul.
The feeling is like very nice rushes.
As if you're hearing a very emotional song and it touches you. You get all chills but different and nicer.
Note: This is an old trip report of mine and I've re-written it a bit, spelling errors etc. Some things may refer to things like I wrote them at that point and other things may refer to things like I wrote them afterwards. It's a mess, I know.
And the aliens are good friends of mine now and visit me occasionally.
They only visit me in the form of astral projection because it's so far away.
Any questions, just ask. %)
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I'll change it to "Inexperienced with combo". And the creative title is up to you... you can leave it blank if you want.