Detrevni
Bluelighter
Substances: LSD - 2 hits (~50ug/hit) rough guesstimate
MDMA - ~80mg
The night started off by me and a friend I will name Jay taking 2 hits a piece of liquid dropped on chewing gum. We were not 100% sure if it was even real so were not sure of what to expect. For the first 20 minutes we got on his playstation and watched STS9 videos on youtube to chill on the comeup. I'd say 30-40 minutes in I knew that it was at least real. I started getting that tryptamine glow and softness about everything. The walls seems silky smoot, and very easy on the eyes to gaze at. Jay's face had a carictured look about it, his eyes seeming almost cartoon like.
Around the 1 hour mark we were both on the exact same level, yet still coming up constantly. I had an increased urge to explore my surroundings and try to grasp every meaning behind every facet of my awareness, all the while noticing an immense amount of syncronicities. For the next hour or so (t+2:00) we played around with a few sets of glowsticks I had brought for the occasion. I would connect 3 sets of 3 in concentric circles making very entertaining geometric shapes. They almost seemed to correlate with sacred geometry. After making a few arrangements, we would dance around to The Orb while watching the colors blend and melt together.
Going on the 4 hour mark we decided to rail 80mg of MDMA a piece. Amazing! Within 10 minutes I get these surges of warm, comforting energy rushing from my abdomin up to my head. We walked outside for a few minutes to smoke a bowl and the wind hitting my skin instantly woke up a part of my being that had been asleep for some time. It's also important to note that I was detoxing off of opiates so I was feeing this awaking of the senses along with all of that hitting me at once.
After walking around his yard for a few minutes we went back inside to relax. For the next few hours we just sat around describing our visuals, discussing topics such as the Universal Consciousness, Metatron's Cube, the origin of the Human Species, the Awaking of Human kind. This is something that I have been fascinated with, and study leasurely in my spare time.
There were no intense warping of my environment, distortions, melting of objects to speak of, and I've seen every different category at one point or another, but this felt very clean, natural, right. After tripping possibly hundreds of times I am at the point to where I feel that I shouldn't (necessarily) see hallucinations, at least such as those. I almost like just seeing everything with a super precise clarity, looking at every detail through an electron microscope sort of way. To me it almost feels as if i'm seeing a person's face sliding around and bubbling up, morphing, then it's like I'm almost disillusioned, or at least not seeing reality with a pure, true awareness. I've had many trips where reality just completely twists in on itself and then loops back around to recreate itself but sometimes I just love a trip that gives you a sense of clarity. Throughout this whole section of the trip I felt like I knew what Jay was thinking/gonna say and many times we very obviously would be thinking the same thought.
Being around the 8 hour mark and already slighty dosing of a few brief periods, I take 0.5mg of clonazapam. We just veg out on his bed listening to various DnB, ambient, electronica and continuing our discussions of the nature of reality. We seem to always end up with a conversation that has a lot of depth to it. I would say the next 4 hours I felt about the same as the end of hour 8, just dropping off ever so slightly at a steady interval. Around t:+10 I fall asleep for a couple 30 minute periods, waking up still feel amazing, and rejuvinated.
In retrospect as I'm sitting here typing to The Future Sounds of London, I would have to say this may be, hopefully, a life-changing experience. I hope to integrate some epiphanies into my life onward. And in saying that, I must say to everyone that reads this, We Are All One. We have to connect to our universal mind, consciousness, awareness and apply it to our daily lives to make changes for the world as a whole. The change has to start from the inside. You have to make yourself better before you can work on the external world, as they are intrinsically related. There are still those, I believe, that are not completely aware of what is REALLY going on around them. All of the issues we as a whole are gonna have to face in a very near future.Our society can only move as fast as the one moving slowest, and farthest back.
The afterglow this morning has been amazing thus far, especially considering the fact that the 11 hour mark is when I had to go to work for 5 hours before coming home and writing this. I hope the few of you who read my experience enjoyed. It's nap time. Namaste.
MDMA - ~80mg
The night started off by me and a friend I will name Jay taking 2 hits a piece of liquid dropped on chewing gum. We were not 100% sure if it was even real so were not sure of what to expect. For the first 20 minutes we got on his playstation and watched STS9 videos on youtube to chill on the comeup. I'd say 30-40 minutes in I knew that it was at least real. I started getting that tryptamine glow and softness about everything. The walls seems silky smoot, and very easy on the eyes to gaze at. Jay's face had a carictured look about it, his eyes seeming almost cartoon like.
Around the 1 hour mark we were both on the exact same level, yet still coming up constantly. I had an increased urge to explore my surroundings and try to grasp every meaning behind every facet of my awareness, all the while noticing an immense amount of syncronicities. For the next hour or so (t+2:00) we played around with a few sets of glowsticks I had brought for the occasion. I would connect 3 sets of 3 in concentric circles making very entertaining geometric shapes. They almost seemed to correlate with sacred geometry. After making a few arrangements, we would dance around to The Orb while watching the colors blend and melt together.
Going on the 4 hour mark we decided to rail 80mg of MDMA a piece. Amazing! Within 10 minutes I get these surges of warm, comforting energy rushing from my abdomin up to my head. We walked outside for a few minutes to smoke a bowl and the wind hitting my skin instantly woke up a part of my being that had been asleep for some time. It's also important to note that I was detoxing off of opiates so I was feeing this awaking of the senses along with all of that hitting me at once.
After walking around his yard for a few minutes we went back inside to relax. For the next few hours we just sat around describing our visuals, discussing topics such as the Universal Consciousness, Metatron's Cube, the origin of the Human Species, the Awaking of Human kind. This is something that I have been fascinated with, and study leasurely in my spare time.
There were no intense warping of my environment, distortions, melting of objects to speak of, and I've seen every different category at one point or another, but this felt very clean, natural, right. After tripping possibly hundreds of times I am at the point to where I feel that I shouldn't (necessarily) see hallucinations, at least such as those. I almost like just seeing everything with a super precise clarity, looking at every detail through an electron microscope sort of way. To me it almost feels as if i'm seeing a person's face sliding around and bubbling up, morphing, then it's like I'm almost disillusioned, or at least not seeing reality with a pure, true awareness. I've had many trips where reality just completely twists in on itself and then loops back around to recreate itself but sometimes I just love a trip that gives you a sense of clarity. Throughout this whole section of the trip I felt like I knew what Jay was thinking/gonna say and many times we very obviously would be thinking the same thought.
Being around the 8 hour mark and already slighty dosing of a few brief periods, I take 0.5mg of clonazapam. We just veg out on his bed listening to various DnB, ambient, electronica and continuing our discussions of the nature of reality. We seem to always end up with a conversation that has a lot of depth to it. I would say the next 4 hours I felt about the same as the end of hour 8, just dropping off ever so slightly at a steady interval. Around t:+10 I fall asleep for a couple 30 minute periods, waking up still feel amazing, and rejuvinated.
In retrospect as I'm sitting here typing to The Future Sounds of London, I would have to say this may be, hopefully, a life-changing experience. I hope to integrate some epiphanies into my life onward. And in saying that, I must say to everyone that reads this, We Are All One. We have to connect to our universal mind, consciousness, awareness and apply it to our daily lives to make changes for the world as a whole. The change has to start from the inside. You have to make yourself better before you can work on the external world, as they are intrinsically related. There are still those, I believe, that are not completely aware of what is REALLY going on around them. All of the issues we as a whole are gonna have to face in a very near future.Our society can only move as fast as the one moving slowest, and farthest back.
The afterglow this morning has been amazing thus far, especially considering the fact that the 11 hour mark is when I had to go to work for 5 hours before coming home and writing this. I hope the few of you who read my experience enjoyed. It's nap time. Namaste.
