Oh boy, what a ride. Don't know where to begin. :D
Yesterday at 20:30 i ingested the remaining black microdots that were still in my stash. After not been fucked up this weekend, which is most days my biggest desire, to get utterly fucked on drugs. Well this changed since today.
Few weeks ago, i met a girl who's even more into drugs than i have ever been, taking all sorts of stimulants over the course of a whole week. Since i've known her my drug intake has gone up trough the roof. Normally taking HC drugs twice in a week, 5days a week is just to much to handle i guess.
Had some fights over the last week and things weren't going nicely to say the least. My gf was just fuckin with my head. As it was sundaynight i was the only one who wanted to get fucked up this day. She went partying from saturday till sundaynoon and I didn't do shit, maybe only smoked a joint to cool down.
(20:30)
So i took 3 trips after asking my best mate for a joint just before he went home. I've been a casual MJ abuser in the past, but i managed to cut down to once a week. Maybe this explains all the confusion, but still.
(+01:30)
Things were starting to get real funny, i wasn't quiet sure if i was in psychadelic land yet. But i observed the plants getting a living transformartion, their shadows started to swirl onto the table. The room started to take on a familiar form, which i didn't recongnize at first because i was feeling pretty uncomfortable. Looking at my hands at feet, was messing with my head, they looked blue and toughts of dying were getting to my mind. I used to get this on many RC's so i thought it was normal.
(+02:30)
To calm down, i put on a DVD to clear my mind a bit. Smoking a nice joint at the beginning of the movie, sure weirded out everything completely. I was feeling more ackword then ever. Going to the kitchen to get something to drink, after finally putting some fluids in my body, i noticed a scale full of cherrys on the kitchen table. I thought how nice, let me try to eat one of these things, took a little bite out of one of them. I'm still sorry for doing this. It was utterly stupid of me, The cherry seemed alive i could see al the living organs inside the bitten cherry. It was if i killed something important, a piece of all our existence. I was standing there almost shaking from fear with tears in my eyes. Even today i couldn't eat a cherry that my grandma offered when typin this report.
(+03:00)
This part is really hard to explain, but i'll try my best. The TV was starting to play some game with my head. Like all the people in there planned something special for me. Setting up some sort of launch date to go over the edge. Millions of people were trying to get me somewhere else, somewhere unknown, the television was my mind in action i suppose, I was thinking about something related to my gf and they responded back, getting feedback from all the other people next to them, i think they were to convice me to jump trough the wall, it is unexplainable, they convinced me there was a world on the other side of the brick wall behind the sofa i was laying on. Like i was the only one still to enter that other realm. There were even countdowns, with dates in the future. Launchdates, and whenever i ignored the show/launch they were consulting doctors and other very imported people to tell me i was going crazy and that i was the only one not the break the barrier, it was utterly crazy. Whenever i couldn't handle it anymore, i would lay my head down to the other side of the sofa, with my hands over my head still watchin the TV. When i did that, on the TV it looked like they were trying to get control over my mind, rescuing a nervous breakdown or something, they were holding my mindmachine together.
When they almost convinced me to jump against the brick wall, i was trying to get help, i thought of calling my gf to ask what was happening, but the tv just told me back i couldn't ask her no matter what. Various people consulting other people on the television. i Thought i was litteraly going crazy! After much chaos, i figured out i was talking with my own mind trough the television. Convincing me i had to brake up with my gf, when i finally did that, people were applouding me and telling me i did a nice job by doing that. Everytime i was thinking to take her back, they argued with me that it wasn't a correct thing to do.
I think my friends were there in the tele among many others, just in some other form. with different names and different jobs. It was really weird, very hard to explain. Sometimes, i went in the bathroom to look at the mirror, i was totally fuckered, so it seemed. whenever i went close enough to watch into my pupils i was seeing my best friends head. like he was connected to me. It was really nuts. I started to think we were connected some way or another. Back on the television, i had the oppurtonity to meet a whole other world. It was totally from this world, i could talk to people who were dying to meet me. I couldn't act normal, and whenever i did something stupid against the person in front on me, they started to insult me badly. It was freakin weird to say the least. What a mind game! o boy!
This trip gave me lots of insight on how i behaved to my mother and other friends, with even a more trippy edge to it that i won't bother to explain, if i only could. It was just weird to say the least. The unexplainable happend.
This was only a part of my trip, the other big half i can't explain. You gotta take acid to understand this, its out of this world. It's unbelievable. Its all bit of a blur to recall all the other events that happend that night.
All in all i had a great time, finally i came to embrace the power of acid! It fuckin ROCKS !!! Planning to do this again as fast as i can manage to get my hands on some more 'cid. I know this report is kinda messy but it's my first and hardest to explain trip ever. Sorry if you can't make out any of this, but i tried and did my best. More to follow for sure.
Greetz Schietzo!
Yesterday at 20:30 i ingested the remaining black microdots that were still in my stash. After not been fucked up this weekend, which is most days my biggest desire, to get utterly fucked on drugs. Well this changed since today.
Few weeks ago, i met a girl who's even more into drugs than i have ever been, taking all sorts of stimulants over the course of a whole week. Since i've known her my drug intake has gone up trough the roof. Normally taking HC drugs twice in a week, 5days a week is just to much to handle i guess.
Had some fights over the last week and things weren't going nicely to say the least. My gf was just fuckin with my head. As it was sundaynight i was the only one who wanted to get fucked up this day. She went partying from saturday till sundaynoon and I didn't do shit, maybe only smoked a joint to cool down.
(20:30)
So i took 3 trips after asking my best mate for a joint just before he went home. I've been a casual MJ abuser in the past, but i managed to cut down to once a week. Maybe this explains all the confusion, but still.
(+01:30)
Things were starting to get real funny, i wasn't quiet sure if i was in psychadelic land yet. But i observed the plants getting a living transformartion, their shadows started to swirl onto the table. The room started to take on a familiar form, which i didn't recongnize at first because i was feeling pretty uncomfortable. Looking at my hands at feet, was messing with my head, they looked blue and toughts of dying were getting to my mind. I used to get this on many RC's so i thought it was normal.
(+02:30)
To calm down, i put on a DVD to clear my mind a bit. Smoking a nice joint at the beginning of the movie, sure weirded out everything completely. I was feeling more ackword then ever. Going to the kitchen to get something to drink, after finally putting some fluids in my body, i noticed a scale full of cherrys on the kitchen table. I thought how nice, let me try to eat one of these things, took a little bite out of one of them. I'm still sorry for doing this. It was utterly stupid of me, The cherry seemed alive i could see al the living organs inside the bitten cherry. It was if i killed something important, a piece of all our existence. I was standing there almost shaking from fear with tears in my eyes. Even today i couldn't eat a cherry that my grandma offered when typin this report.
(+03:00)
This part is really hard to explain, but i'll try my best. The TV was starting to play some game with my head. Like all the people in there planned something special for me. Setting up some sort of launch date to go over the edge. Millions of people were trying to get me somewhere else, somewhere unknown, the television was my mind in action i suppose, I was thinking about something related to my gf and they responded back, getting feedback from all the other people next to them, i think they were to convice me to jump trough the wall, it is unexplainable, they convinced me there was a world on the other side of the brick wall behind the sofa i was laying on. Like i was the only one still to enter that other realm. There were even countdowns, with dates in the future. Launchdates, and whenever i ignored the show/launch they were consulting doctors and other very imported people to tell me i was going crazy and that i was the only one not the break the barrier, it was utterly crazy. Whenever i couldn't handle it anymore, i would lay my head down to the other side of the sofa, with my hands over my head still watchin the TV. When i did that, on the TV it looked like they were trying to get control over my mind, rescuing a nervous breakdown or something, they were holding my mindmachine together.
When they almost convinced me to jump against the brick wall, i was trying to get help, i thought of calling my gf to ask what was happening, but the tv just told me back i couldn't ask her no matter what. Various people consulting other people on the television. i Thought i was litteraly going crazy! After much chaos, i figured out i was talking with my own mind trough the television. Convincing me i had to brake up with my gf, when i finally did that, people were applouding me and telling me i did a nice job by doing that. Everytime i was thinking to take her back, they argued with me that it wasn't a correct thing to do.
I think my friends were there in the tele among many others, just in some other form. with different names and different jobs. It was really weird, very hard to explain. Sometimes, i went in the bathroom to look at the mirror, i was totally fuckered, so it seemed. whenever i went close enough to watch into my pupils i was seeing my best friends head. like he was connected to me. It was really nuts. I started to think we were connected some way or another. Back on the television, i had the oppurtonity to meet a whole other world. It was totally from this world, i could talk to people who were dying to meet me. I couldn't act normal, and whenever i did something stupid against the person in front on me, they started to insult me badly. It was freakin weird to say the least. What a mind game! o boy!
This trip gave me lots of insight on how i behaved to my mother and other friends, with even a more trippy edge to it that i won't bother to explain, if i only could. It was just weird to say the least. The unexplainable happend.
This was only a part of my trip, the other big half i can't explain. You gotta take acid to understand this, its out of this world. It's unbelievable. Its all bit of a blur to recall all the other events that happend that night.
All in all i had a great time, finally i came to embrace the power of acid! It fuckin ROCKS !!! Planning to do this again as fast as i can manage to get my hands on some more 'cid. I know this report is kinda messy but it's my first and hardest to explain trip ever. Sorry if you can't make out any of this, but i tried and did my best. More to follow for sure.
Greetz Schietzo!
