Let me begin by saying that I have been dying to get into contact with LSD for years now. So many times I have tried, and so many failed. It is not a lack of hookups, rather incidents of mere coincidence. Perhaps fate even. I had come to the conclusion that I was fated to never expierence LSD.
[Substances: Only LSD, Microdot form
Dose: 2 dots at 11:30pm. One dot at 3am.
Setting: Best friend's apartment, keg party for his birthday. My best friend B, his roomate S, and I tripped together amongst 40 or so beer drinkers and cokeheads.
Expierence: Never had tried LSD. I have done signifigantly high doses of mushrooms, as well as other RC's and psychedellic compounds.]
Untill last night. Friend X contacted me saying he had a large quantity of Microdots available. I did not feel deserving of this quantity, so 16 were retrieved at a very reasonable price. I had so much angst in my mind that these would be completely fake, and I was wasting my money (not to mention look like a moron). However, destiny called. I answered.
Arrived back after solo journey to retrieve the dots. Instantly, me and B (my best bud who has tripped on LSD many times, made a great partner!) gave me a malicious grin and said "lets drop em now!" We took two each, and proceeded to mess around with music. People were ariving for his birthday celebration, and naturally much ganja was being consumed. I am unable to smoke at this time due to government control of my urine, so I was quite dissapointed to be unable to see mary jane's affect on lucy.
Many heads were pouring in, and at 12:00am I was feeling quite nausous. B was in great spirits as everyone was giving presents, and someone even gave him a large amount of coke to rail (I was abstaining as well). I had eaten a large roast beef sandwich around 9:30pm, and was quite worried that it was going to come back up. I sat on the couch with extreme stomach discomfort for about another 45 mins. Suddenlt I was noticing differential thought patterns, movement in my prehiphreal vision, and tiny specks of white light appearing in my visual field. I was quite excited to see that a trip was indeed instore.
By 12:15 B was coming up fast, and I was still at the very beginning. About 1:15 I walked to the bathroom, and with one glance noticed the size of my pupils. I was quite pleased, and my stomach pains were beginning to subside.
Approx 1:30am B looked at me and stated "thanks dood. Im tripping." I agreed I was in the same frame of mind. We observed all the drunken individuals from a corner in the room. We were like the two shady informers, the two enlightened ones amongst a sea of lost ones. Drunk people are quite silly, as I felt much more coherent than anyone else. I was looking for visual hallucinations, but unable to find anything worthwhile mentioning at this point. This dissapointed me as friends spoke of some of the things they have "Seen" on lsd. We played much different music, chatted, and watched as our minds tripped out into the party.
About 2:00am B had stumbled back into his room for more coke, and eventually I got lonley (drunk people dont provide much company for a tripper) and had to go find him. I entered the room to see many gangsta thug types staring at me, and instantly all their pupils were removed so that all of their eyes were pure white. This sort of disturbed me at first, but then I was overcome with a wicked sense of rebel-ness that excited me. B's roomate S approached me and asked for 2 dots. I noticed he was semi-drunk and asked if he was coherent enough to realize what he was asking for. He said he was expierenced enough to handle it and itd be fine. I sold him 2 and he only paid me half price, but this stuff had me feeling so good about myself I wanted everyone to feel the same, so I diddnt mind.
Me and B decided to watch SOUTH PARK on his computer!!! Let me tell you TOWLIE was NEVER FUNNIER! I was laughing so hard I could litterrally feel my eyes about to bulge out of my head! Every time towlie got high I would geek out for 10 mins straight, it felt utterly wonderful. I was so happy I just wanted to dive deep into myself and make love to my mind. I hadnt felt this in touch with my soul in ages, this was just what I needed. I was able to see through current problems and issues in my life in ways I never could have imagined, even so much better than with the mushroom. I think that LSD is much more of a personal developer than Psilocybin.
Around 3am I was starting to have distinct hallucinations, and me and B decided to drop another dot each. Very good idea!!
B has this huge tapestry of these many circular suns with smiley faces all rotating in different directions, surrounded by stars, all around one central and eloquently decorated central sun-face. I saw that I could manipulate the rays of this sun, make them small or big, or make them wavy or straight. This entertained me for quite some time. My face hurt so bad from smiling! I was so surprised that I could make the entire tapestry a 3d image! I could put it back into 2d, and then rearrange it back into 3d the opposite direction. I was doing this for quite sometime when I decided there were too many shady types about, so I had to stash the goods in the car.
Bout 3:30 am Im heading out to my car, and a car of two girls pulls up to me. They say "hey! you single? We saw u at B's party and ur really hot!" Not this REALLY bugged me out as this NEVER, EVER would happen to me if I were sober. I honeslty bugged out for a good minute, said "ok" and stood in silence for an entire minute (seemed like an hour). They could tell I was heavily altered, and asked me if I was rolling. I just couldnt handle this, and said "something like that, im going back inside" and took off. Scared the shit out of me they did!
Came back in to notice most of the party had died down. I was plunging deep into my mind and found levels of contentment that provided so much pleasure it was comparable to psychological effects of mdma. I was so happy to trip out on the sun-face tapestry again! I was doing this quite sometime, when I felt a great disturbance in the force.
Apparently S's trips were kicking in harder than he had expected, as he was making some undesireable comments about a friend of his, who was sitting right next to him! He told his friend that he gave him very bad vibes. He told him that he honestly thought he was a cop. The friend felt very sad and asked if S wanted him to leave! We told him that S was bugging out and to ignore him. S proceeded to go off bout how tough he was, and how he could handle any drug, and that it wasnt the acid making him think like that. But then he went into such detail as to why he thought this guy was a n/a/r/c that only a tripped out frying fool would delve into. This was causing much tension int he room, and it was greatly undesired by both tripping and drunk persons present. Eventually the kid got so freaked out by S's rantings that he just left! This releaved the tension at least, and I think it sent S into a very ugly 'downward spiral.'
4:30am and we're all frying nicely. We need something to occupy us aside from music, so we find a movie. Its a toss up between harry potter and THE WALL! I had never seen The Wall, and I really wanted to. B said I had to recieve the mindfuck that is The Wall, but S voted no. He diddnt want to watch it because it freaked him out too much. Well, i love freaky shit and was like 'bring it on!' After a bit of quarreling, all lights in the house go out, complete darkness, there was nothing but me, and Pink Floyd's The Wall.
I must say it was one of the greatist movies I ever saw! I was laughing so hard at some points my friends thought I was insane. I found it only midly disturbing, but I loved the message it presented. It was a beautiful piece of motion picture artwork and will be permanently burned into my memory forever. For those who have never seen, be forwarned, its quite shocking. However, I loved it!
When the movie was over, we found S with his face covered just sittingin the chair looking like he was asleep. Me and B had peaked on our 3rd hit during the movie, and had no chance of sleep for many hours. We knew S was the same. We tried to rouse him, and try to talk and bring him back. He got angry and went to his room to 'sleep' (yah right). Well his journey was his own, he wanted no help I suppose.
5:00am and me and B are on a mission to get cigs. I forgot to mention that the most beautiful blizzard ever to hit the NE was blasting the skyline with such a dazzling array of crystaline precipitation that I could not help but thank God for this wonderful gift. I had never appreciated snow so much in my life! B really needed cigs, so we went on our mission to get this little drug addict (haha no offense to nicotiene fiends) a fix. The gas station was like 2 mins down the road, but the snow made it quite difficult.
The snow was so bright it hurt my eyes! But yet so beautiful that I couldnt help but be overjoyed with wonder and happiness. My jaw ached once again from smiling and non stop uncontrollable laughing. We get some funny looks in side the gas station, and head back. We sit on B's porch and watch the snow fall, slowly, slowly, covering the earth with a layer of white magic.
Well I was def coming down, and developing an UBER headache. S was laying down with his girl, so he was ok. Me and B just chatted for a few hours, till he looked sleepy. Bout 9:30am I made the long treck home. A one hour trip was extended into 2.5 hours due to the weather, yet it was such a calm and peaceful ride.
In conclusion, as I sit here nearly 26 hours later without any sleep, I would like to say that this expierence has brought me closer to being connected to the realities of society and the world than I have ever been. This was not nearly as mind blowing, nor as 'hardcore' as I had hoped it to be, yet it was definetly worthwhile. I had a most wonderous time, and will definetly embark again. I was described LSD expierences as much more harsh and less lucid as I was, so I believe that these dots may have been slightly weaker than normal doses. S and B noted that they were of average quality, but having never tripped on acid before I have no idea. Still, it was a blast!
[ 06 December 2002: Message edited by: THE WOOD ]
[Substances: Only LSD, Microdot form
Dose: 2 dots at 11:30pm. One dot at 3am.
Setting: Best friend's apartment, keg party for his birthday. My best friend B, his roomate S, and I tripped together amongst 40 or so beer drinkers and cokeheads.
Expierence: Never had tried LSD. I have done signifigantly high doses of mushrooms, as well as other RC's and psychedellic compounds.]
Untill last night. Friend X contacted me saying he had a large quantity of Microdots available. I did not feel deserving of this quantity, so 16 were retrieved at a very reasonable price. I had so much angst in my mind that these would be completely fake, and I was wasting my money (not to mention look like a moron). However, destiny called. I answered.
Arrived back after solo journey to retrieve the dots. Instantly, me and B (my best bud who has tripped on LSD many times, made a great partner!) gave me a malicious grin and said "lets drop em now!" We took two each, and proceeded to mess around with music. People were ariving for his birthday celebration, and naturally much ganja was being consumed. I am unable to smoke at this time due to government control of my urine, so I was quite dissapointed to be unable to see mary jane's affect on lucy.
Many heads were pouring in, and at 12:00am I was feeling quite nausous. B was in great spirits as everyone was giving presents, and someone even gave him a large amount of coke to rail (I was abstaining as well). I had eaten a large roast beef sandwich around 9:30pm, and was quite worried that it was going to come back up. I sat on the couch with extreme stomach discomfort for about another 45 mins. Suddenlt I was noticing differential thought patterns, movement in my prehiphreal vision, and tiny specks of white light appearing in my visual field. I was quite excited to see that a trip was indeed instore.
By 12:15 B was coming up fast, and I was still at the very beginning. About 1:15 I walked to the bathroom, and with one glance noticed the size of my pupils. I was quite pleased, and my stomach pains were beginning to subside.
Approx 1:30am B looked at me and stated "thanks dood. Im tripping." I agreed I was in the same frame of mind. We observed all the drunken individuals from a corner in the room. We were like the two shady informers, the two enlightened ones amongst a sea of lost ones. Drunk people are quite silly, as I felt much more coherent than anyone else. I was looking for visual hallucinations, but unable to find anything worthwhile mentioning at this point. This dissapointed me as friends spoke of some of the things they have "Seen" on lsd. We played much different music, chatted, and watched as our minds tripped out into the party.
About 2:00am B had stumbled back into his room for more coke, and eventually I got lonley (drunk people dont provide much company for a tripper) and had to go find him. I entered the room to see many gangsta thug types staring at me, and instantly all their pupils were removed so that all of their eyes were pure white. This sort of disturbed me at first, but then I was overcome with a wicked sense of rebel-ness that excited me. B's roomate S approached me and asked for 2 dots. I noticed he was semi-drunk and asked if he was coherent enough to realize what he was asking for. He said he was expierenced enough to handle it and itd be fine. I sold him 2 and he only paid me half price, but this stuff had me feeling so good about myself I wanted everyone to feel the same, so I diddnt mind.
Me and B decided to watch SOUTH PARK on his computer!!! Let me tell you TOWLIE was NEVER FUNNIER! I was laughing so hard I could litterrally feel my eyes about to bulge out of my head! Every time towlie got high I would geek out for 10 mins straight, it felt utterly wonderful. I was so happy I just wanted to dive deep into myself and make love to my mind. I hadnt felt this in touch with my soul in ages, this was just what I needed. I was able to see through current problems and issues in my life in ways I never could have imagined, even so much better than with the mushroom. I think that LSD is much more of a personal developer than Psilocybin.
Around 3am I was starting to have distinct hallucinations, and me and B decided to drop another dot each. Very good idea!!
B has this huge tapestry of these many circular suns with smiley faces all rotating in different directions, surrounded by stars, all around one central and eloquently decorated central sun-face. I saw that I could manipulate the rays of this sun, make them small or big, or make them wavy or straight. This entertained me for quite some time. My face hurt so bad from smiling! I was so surprised that I could make the entire tapestry a 3d image! I could put it back into 2d, and then rearrange it back into 3d the opposite direction. I was doing this for quite sometime when I decided there were too many shady types about, so I had to stash the goods in the car.
Bout 3:30 am Im heading out to my car, and a car of two girls pulls up to me. They say "hey! you single? We saw u at B's party and ur really hot!" Not this REALLY bugged me out as this NEVER, EVER would happen to me if I were sober. I honeslty bugged out for a good minute, said "ok" and stood in silence for an entire minute (seemed like an hour). They could tell I was heavily altered, and asked me if I was rolling. I just couldnt handle this, and said "something like that, im going back inside" and took off. Scared the shit out of me they did!
Came back in to notice most of the party had died down. I was plunging deep into my mind and found levels of contentment that provided so much pleasure it was comparable to psychological effects of mdma. I was so happy to trip out on the sun-face tapestry again! I was doing this quite sometime, when I felt a great disturbance in the force.
Apparently S's trips were kicking in harder than he had expected, as he was making some undesireable comments about a friend of his, who was sitting right next to him! He told his friend that he gave him very bad vibes. He told him that he honestly thought he was a cop. The friend felt very sad and asked if S wanted him to leave! We told him that S was bugging out and to ignore him. S proceeded to go off bout how tough he was, and how he could handle any drug, and that it wasnt the acid making him think like that. But then he went into such detail as to why he thought this guy was a n/a/r/c that only a tripped out frying fool would delve into. This was causing much tension int he room, and it was greatly undesired by both tripping and drunk persons present. Eventually the kid got so freaked out by S's rantings that he just left! This releaved the tension at least, and I think it sent S into a very ugly 'downward spiral.'
4:30am and we're all frying nicely. We need something to occupy us aside from music, so we find a movie. Its a toss up between harry potter and THE WALL! I had never seen The Wall, and I really wanted to. B said I had to recieve the mindfuck that is The Wall, but S voted no. He diddnt want to watch it because it freaked him out too much. Well, i love freaky shit and was like 'bring it on!' After a bit of quarreling, all lights in the house go out, complete darkness, there was nothing but me, and Pink Floyd's The Wall.
I must say it was one of the greatist movies I ever saw! I was laughing so hard at some points my friends thought I was insane. I found it only midly disturbing, but I loved the message it presented. It was a beautiful piece of motion picture artwork and will be permanently burned into my memory forever. For those who have never seen, be forwarned, its quite shocking. However, I loved it!
When the movie was over, we found S with his face covered just sittingin the chair looking like he was asleep. Me and B had peaked on our 3rd hit during the movie, and had no chance of sleep for many hours. We knew S was the same. We tried to rouse him, and try to talk and bring him back. He got angry and went to his room to 'sleep' (yah right). Well his journey was his own, he wanted no help I suppose.
5:00am and me and B are on a mission to get cigs. I forgot to mention that the most beautiful blizzard ever to hit the NE was blasting the skyline with such a dazzling array of crystaline precipitation that I could not help but thank God for this wonderful gift. I had never appreciated snow so much in my life! B really needed cigs, so we went on our mission to get this little drug addict (haha no offense to nicotiene fiends) a fix. The gas station was like 2 mins down the road, but the snow made it quite difficult.
The snow was so bright it hurt my eyes! But yet so beautiful that I couldnt help but be overjoyed with wonder and happiness. My jaw ached once again from smiling and non stop uncontrollable laughing. We get some funny looks in side the gas station, and head back. We sit on B's porch and watch the snow fall, slowly, slowly, covering the earth with a layer of white magic.
Well I was def coming down, and developing an UBER headache. S was laying down with his girl, so he was ok. Me and B just chatted for a few hours, till he looked sleepy. Bout 9:30am I made the long treck home. A one hour trip was extended into 2.5 hours due to the weather, yet it was such a calm and peaceful ride.
In conclusion, as I sit here nearly 26 hours later without any sleep, I would like to say that this expierence has brought me closer to being connected to the realities of society and the world than I have ever been. This was not nearly as mind blowing, nor as 'hardcore' as I had hoped it to be, yet it was definetly worthwhile. I had a most wonderous time, and will definetly embark again. I was described LSD expierences as much more harsh and less lucid as I was, so I believe that these dots may have been slightly weaker than normal doses. S and B noted that they were of average quality, but having never tripped on acid before I have no idea. Still, it was a blast!
[ 06 December 2002: Message edited by: THE WOOD ]
