Thanks timps - very useful. I like hearing you differentiate between therapeutic/recreational doses and that you consider low doses as being therapeutic . How regularly did/do you dose?
I've tried to have an enlightening trip i think 3 times, but only achieved it once. That however was all it took. I think the altered ways you think in trips give the potential to work out the reasons and solutions to problems. I know it's really hit or miss and that most trips are just fun. When I've tried for enlightenment I've simply entered my trip with a written question to consider, but like I said it only worked once. I imagine that having a sober friend there that can keep you on track may help.
After the trip that worked I had 6 months sober so nothing got in the way while I put into place what I'd learned to establish positive rather than negative thought patterns.
Like I said before I only had 1 exploratory trip that worked, but found using mushrooms to help with post mdma depression by accident. I used mushrooms for post mdma depression around 6 times after the initial time. Each time I took around 0.5g liberty caps and each time it was effective. I tried that dose as I knew I'd be able to sleep on it easily. I just took them before I went to bed and woke up feeling better. I no longer need to use this method, I took a good long break from mdma to lower my resistance to it and get over my obsession withit. Now I only take a low dose a couple of times a year and don't have awful come downs any more.
As for mushrooms, I still use them but only recreationally. I still think they can be a powerful tool, and wouldn't hesitate to try to use them to try to find an answer to something I was stuck over. I don't think they're the whole answer- if you don't address the issues then you're likely to slip back into depression. I say this as I'd used mushrooms recreationally before I used them to get an answer, and each time depression returned. Since I addressed my negative thought patterns and established positive ones, I've had around 14 depression free years, and I've had some experiences in that time that would have sent me into a depressive spiral before.
If you try them out, please post your experiences, I'd like to read them.
Good luck, I think luck plays a part in this.
