Loving You.

[Angelight]

Loving you can be so hard
I don't guess anyone ever said it would be easy
No intrusctions like the coffee maker in my kitchen
or the new lamp i bought.
Loveing you can wear me out
Trying so hard
to be perfect,
beautiful.
Loving you can be like magic,
being dashed with fairy dust
flying so high
tingling all through my feet.
Loving you can hurt
constantly wondering if its me or you
if my heart is strong enough to endure
this kind of love.
Loving you is like a test
a test of strength
trust
pain
honesty.
Loving you is like a drug
an addiction.
Like each time you kiss me sends me flying
or when you reach for me, how i melt.
When we argue, i just have to pick up that phone
because i am too weak to wait for you to call.
Loving you is tiring
while i love you everyday
my body hurts
from worrying
crying
hopelessly feeling incapable of being there.
Loving you is complicated
all the details and intricate parts of your life.
Maybe i am the one who is complicated
all the pain i carry with me
all the confusion
all the mess of my past.
Loving you can be so wonderful
the way you make me laugh so hard
smile
and thats what makes it seem worth it when i am feeling like i am right now
alone
lost
sad
and in love.

 

[~*Meg*~]

Absolutely beautiful Ange...
I really can relate to where you are coming from. I guess no one said it would ever be easy, no matter how in love you are.
*hugs*

 

[Vivid Star Dust]

Loving you is like a drug
an addiction.
Like each time you kiss me sends me flying
or when you reach for me, how i melt.
When we argue, i just have to pick up that phone
because i am too weak to wait for you to call
i know how that is
good work, again

 

[Sweetpea]

Reading this almost hurts
hurts good though..very beautiful

 

[E-girl]

the very picture in my head of you and dave and this awesome love that you have between you makes me feel fuzzy all over i'm so glad that you both take time out of your lives to sit back and recognize and appreciate and capture the wonderfulness that you have. all too often love like this goes unnoticed, and people dont realize it until they've lost it. i hope dave continues to make you so happy, and i hope you will continue to remind us of it.

 

[Elle07]

ange. this made me cry this is how i feel. exactly how i feel. day after day, month after month. thank you for understanding me, helping me. you're proof that this is worth it. thank you again.

 

[cherub]

ange,, i see you maturing so much in your writing and thinking,, and i see how much you have grown, beautiful girlie