The Enhancer
Bluelighter
Has anyone ever loved someone so much, or thought they did, that they became so comfortable that the only thing that mattered to you was making sure that tomorrow would arrive with them? I wrote this about the one that made me feel that way..
Our Big Lie!
My eyes hurting from the pain of an oncoming tear,
Thoughts of you perverting my mind,
Cigarette in hand I wonder,
How have I come to this,
The point where I question the very foundations of my life,
What had I been living for,
A warm body,
Your lips pressed against mine,
Our flesh intertwined as if we were Siamese,
But we weren’t,
It was all a big lie,
From both of us,
That we perpetuated at the expense of our souls,
Years would come and go,
But we would stay,
Hoping for that faint spark,
That would take us away from being merely comfortable,
And lead us to a place where true love could exist,
Yet while sitting on our hands,
We lost something that we can never get back,
Time,
Memories gained,
My eyes now sting as one tear has become a pool on my floor,
As my reflections have revealed,
That I was no better or worse than you,
Just different,
For I too perpetuated,
the big lie.
The Enhancer
Our Big Lie!
My eyes hurting from the pain of an oncoming tear,
Thoughts of you perverting my mind,
Cigarette in hand I wonder,
How have I come to this,
The point where I question the very foundations of my life,
What had I been living for,
A warm body,
Your lips pressed against mine,
Our flesh intertwined as if we were Siamese,
But we weren’t,
It was all a big lie,
From both of us,
That we perpetuated at the expense of our souls,
Years would come and go,
But we would stay,
Hoping for that faint spark,
That would take us away from being merely comfortable,
And lead us to a place where true love could exist,
Yet while sitting on our hands,
We lost something that we can never get back,
Time,
Memories gained,
My eyes now sting as one tear has become a pool on my floor,
As my reflections have revealed,
That I was no better or worse than you,
Just different,
For I too perpetuated,
the big lie.
The Enhancer
