Catch-22
Bluelighter
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I am posting this on behalf of the Translation Team (excuse any spelling or syntax errors, the extra emphasis is mine):
So this person is looking for things like new studies or experimental treatment programs. Anything that could help him overcome the disabling effects he is feeling. Who has useful information?
Im tired of reading cases in this same forum about
people complaining of undesireable side effects
because they are MDMA consumers. This moment, as is to
be expected, varies between people but it usually
arrives. Be it from an abusive period, or for a day of
overdosing like my case simptoms occur such as major
depression, depersonalization, anxiety attacks,
anxiety, short and long term memory problems,
difficulty to tell stories, non-fluid thoughts, sleep
disorders and blood shot eyes.
Now, whoever is responsible for these simptoms, be
they biochemical disadjustments, axon oxidation or
psychological issues, the mayority of formal studies
and the experience that my mental disease and
experiences like mine have suggested that side
effects, even if they are not as strong as the early
simptoms are persistent for years and very probably
irreversible. Three aquaintances of mine suffer from
depression, low stress management levels, impulsivity
and a shattered memory 2 or 3 years after hitting rock
bottom.
I dont know of any case where total recuperation is
clear, or any formal studie that even slightly
attributes the possibility of a full recuperation of
the afflicted functions.
No formal studie presents data that contradicts the
permanence of these effects, they simply limit
themselves to doubting the inevitably flawed evidence.
I also dont know of the existance of any treatment
that aims for total recuperation, I think that what
doesnt happen with the passage of time in an MDMA
induced depression, doesnt happen with an SSRI either.
With this horizon, my only option is to wait the
development of some drug and/or surgery that makes the
recuperation of my cognitive capabilities possible,
since without it I dont feel like a full person, I
feel handicapped[....] As if a god was involved, I
feel obligated in having faith in his words to not
sink deeper even though I know he can have invented
his stories with some repulsive mean, but when reason
overcomes faith, I dont see a way out.
Can someone teach me something I dont know? It would
give me hope to be happy.
So this person is looking for things like new studies or experimental treatment programs. Anything that could help him overcome the disabling effects he is feeling. Who has useful information?