spypilot
Bluelighter
in the summer of 2024 I had a week long hydrocodone binge in Eugene oregon
this was around the start of my depression so it felt like a nice break from my stress and depression
I was using around 60 to 90 milligrams per day as there were 1 and a half bottles in the box
this was my grandpas expired hydrocodone, right next to the bottles was the papers that indicated this was given to my grandpa for surgery he had in 2007
based on how much was in the bottles he had taken half a bottle and left the rest so I had taken it all over the course of the week
I stacked the 72 mg methylphenidate pills I had been perscribed as I didn't want to take the methylphenidate with the hydrocodone as I didn't know if it was a bad combination or not
once I ran out of hydrocodone I started using the stacked up methylphenidate at a dose of 144 to 216 milligrams per day for the next couple days
during the hydro binge I had taken some of the best photos I've ever taken in my life, i used my minolta camera and had 4 rolls of 35 film and I had developed them about a year ago and
they came out great, these pictures I took where all taken at the lake near pleasant hill high school in Eugene oregon
I felt truly great during this binge and after it ended I didn't have any withdrawals despite the doses I had taken over the binge
this was almost two years ago, my depression has gotten infinitively worse and I haven't had access to hydrocodone since
I left euphoric every second during the binge, I would dose in the morning and redose between 2-5pm then go to sleep at 11
recently I went back to that house in Oregon and found some muscle relaxers, the muscle relaxer binge felt good but I still felt depressed
during the binge I listened to the albums
selective ambient works 85-92 by aphex twin
long season by fishmans
Richard d James album by aphex twin
debut by bjork
selective ambient works 85-92 ii by aphex twin
atom heart mother by pink Floyd
petestrumentals by pete rock
music has the right to children by boards of canada
this binge honestly changed my life and my perception of myself as I have not felt as depressed and I have been a lot less risky when it comes to drugs
later today I might make another one of these posts on my tramadol and lorazepam binge that took place in the same summer of 2024
this was around the start of my depression so it felt like a nice break from my stress and depression
I was using around 60 to 90 milligrams per day as there were 1 and a half bottles in the box
this was my grandpas expired hydrocodone, right next to the bottles was the papers that indicated this was given to my grandpa for surgery he had in 2007
based on how much was in the bottles he had taken half a bottle and left the rest so I had taken it all over the course of the week
I stacked the 72 mg methylphenidate pills I had been perscribed as I didn't want to take the methylphenidate with the hydrocodone as I didn't know if it was a bad combination or not
once I ran out of hydrocodone I started using the stacked up methylphenidate at a dose of 144 to 216 milligrams per day for the next couple days
during the hydro binge I had taken some of the best photos I've ever taken in my life, i used my minolta camera and had 4 rolls of 35 film and I had developed them about a year ago and
they came out great, these pictures I took where all taken at the lake near pleasant hill high school in Eugene oregon
I felt truly great during this binge and after it ended I didn't have any withdrawals despite the doses I had taken over the binge
this was almost two years ago, my depression has gotten infinitively worse and I haven't had access to hydrocodone since
I left euphoric every second during the binge, I would dose in the morning and redose between 2-5pm then go to sleep at 11
recently I went back to that house in Oregon and found some muscle relaxers, the muscle relaxer binge felt good but I still felt depressed
during the binge I listened to the albums
selective ambient works 85-92 by aphex twin
long season by fishmans
Richard d James album by aphex twin
debut by bjork
selective ambient works 85-92 ii by aphex twin
atom heart mother by pink Floyd
petestrumentals by pete rock
music has the right to children by boards of canada
this binge honestly changed my life and my perception of myself as I have not felt as depressed and I have been a lot less risky when it comes to drugs
later today I might make another one of these posts on my tramadol and lorazepam binge that took place in the same summer of 2024
