As much as I would like to stay and talk you make it impossible to think
Like a thousand bugs in my head jumping around
To much
All this pain wrapped up into this last pack of smokes
Knowing that this all could fall into the muddy ground below
I haven't found my soul yet
Nor found a place where my true exsistance really matters
Looking back I wish I had told you the last time
I'd like to make a confession
No more masks to hide behind
No more people to pass on the street tired of feeling like you never know
No one here to consume this foolish love I give so freely
You said it best when you said it was great to finally get it straight in your head
I'd like nothing more than pure solitary minute to stand by your side and tell you
You've gotten me wrapped up in this world
Losing all of my sense to what isn't important
There's nothing more that could change how I look in the mirrior
I simply look and smile
I don't think I realize how much I don't care
Smoking away ages of my life
Drinking away the sorrows
And popping just yet another pill to make sure I can hide
I thought this could be my outlet
Turned into a getaway car
I always wondered why it mattered to you if I was safe
So scared to tell you
So wrong yet so right
I'm lost in the mere exsistance of you
Stll I won't tell you
You'd never get it
It wouldn't ever hit you like it hit me
Yet once again I'm wrapped up in time
Minute by Minute I'm losing
I surrender...
Eyes filled with tears
My heart in hand....
Pounding, Bleeding, Yet somehow heartless
I'd lay it at your feet and crawl away
Knowing to well you don't watch the ground you walk upon
All in the last moment it became a heart, filled with emotion
Then you skipped off....not looking to see what was now stuck to the bottom of your shoes
Looking at you....you'll never know and if you ever do...
It wouldn't matter...you don't watch the ground
Like a thousand bugs in my head jumping around
To much
All this pain wrapped up into this last pack of smokes
Knowing that this all could fall into the muddy ground below
I haven't found my soul yet
Nor found a place where my true exsistance really matters
Looking back I wish I had told you the last time
I'd like to make a confession
No more masks to hide behind
No more people to pass on the street tired of feeling like you never know
No one here to consume this foolish love I give so freely
You said it best when you said it was great to finally get it straight in your head
I'd like nothing more than pure solitary minute to stand by your side and tell you
You've gotten me wrapped up in this world
Losing all of my sense to what isn't important
There's nothing more that could change how I look in the mirrior
I simply look and smile
I don't think I realize how much I don't care
Smoking away ages of my life
Drinking away the sorrows
And popping just yet another pill to make sure I can hide
I thought this could be my outlet
Turned into a getaway car
I always wondered why it mattered to you if I was safe
So scared to tell you
So wrong yet so right
I'm lost in the mere exsistance of you
Stll I won't tell you
You'd never get it
It wouldn't ever hit you like it hit me
Yet once again I'm wrapped up in time
Minute by Minute I'm losing
I surrender...
Eyes filled with tears
My heart in hand....
Pounding, Bleeding, Yet somehow heartless
I'd lay it at your feet and crawl away
Knowing to well you don't watch the ground you walk upon
All in the last moment it became a heart, filled with emotion
Then you skipped off....not looking to see what was now stuck to the bottom of your shoes
Looking at you....you'll never know and if you ever do...
It wouldn't matter...you don't watch the ground
