Been up 58 hours now (I'm a newby)...what's the longest you've been up on it?
It's actually amphetamine salts I insufflate, not street speed. I finally decided ephedrine wasn't good enough after many months. It got me from 178 to 122 in around 5 months which was awesome (despite the jitters and jaw-clenching) but lately I'd been feeling much less of an energy boost. I was by then on (taking the ECA stack) 180mg ephedrine/360mg caffeine/120mg aspirin four times a day.
So 22 (it's 4:42am, so 23) days ago I came to possess a 5g baggie of pure amphetamine salts (before they had been through a loada nasty shit and cut to fuck to make speed - NO OFFENCE people who buy speed or meth on the street, I'm not judging) and I've pretty much not stopped since.
Anyway, I've been taking benzodiazepines to sleep, but now I can't control myself and stop using 6 hours before bed like I used to so it doesn't work no more.
I think this 58 hours is the longest I've ever been up for. Weird thing is...I'm desperate to get in bed and sleep and sleep, but for some reason I can't bring myself to do it, like the very notion of sleep causes my stomach turn with unease (actually, I've completely stopped eating now because I live alone and I'm never hungry, and I do feel anxious if someone asks me for a meal. U usually have to think of an excuse to leave...kinda like I'm rambling on on internet forums to avid bed. But it's 5am and I have an important appointment at 9:30am and if I go to bed THIS sleep-deprived, I'll never wake up when the alarm goes.
At least my apartment is immaculately clean lol.
I have noticed the last 5-7 days that I get confused a lot, have extreme short-term memory loss, mild hallucinations. And I weigh 108 now. I may only be 5"6 but that's too small for an adult male.
Sorry, I'm trying to get back on topic, just, uh, tweaking a little I guess.
I just wanted to share my suddenly very strange relationship with sleep. And how long have you guys stayed up before?
And any advice on how to eat or sleep? I'm struggling big time.
If anyone actually made it to the end of this thing, thanks.