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Long Time Reader, New Poster Katie/27/CT, USA

K80s

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Hello Everyone! I first wanna say I'm not really good at these "about me" sections but I'll give it a try lol... Anyways, my name is Katie or K80 for short lol. I'm 27, I live in CT and I'm on here to make some new friends with the same interests as me. I am a chronic pain sufferer and I'm trying to find ways to cope with it pharmacology wise and emotionally. Kind of in a lonely place right now due to a recent break up, loss of my job, and now this unrelenting physical pain that came along with the abusive relationship I was in for 3 years. I guess it has made me stronger emotionally but it took a serious toll on my body. I come on to Bluelight alot to get info on what I should an shouldn't be taking together and I figured it was about time to become a member. Maybe find other people that have walked in my shoes and can give me a little guidance as to where I go from here. I have been through a lot in my life and I'm really trying to find myself at 27, I know, I might be a late bloomer but better late than never. If there is anyone on here from Connecticut please message me and hopefully start a new friendship. Something I'm seriously lacking in this painful life I've been going through. So if there is anyone that can relate to just going through these motions of life but not really living in the moment, please, I'm incredibly interested on how you make it work. At this point I'm lost and getting outta bed in the morning is just a battle in its own. Peace & Love, K80<3
 
Hi Katie,

Sorry to hear all that, but welcome to BL.

You may like to post in our sub-forum called "the dark side" for some support.

Any questions on your pain relief etc then come on down to my hang out Basic Drug Discussion. :D Make sure to stop in the social.
 
Welcome to Bluelight!

I recently went through a lot of acute pain recently when I broke my arm, and have a lot of respect for people who have to live with pain chronically. :)

Feel free to friend request me if you want to ;) and enjoy looking around the site and learning new things! :D
 
Welcome! :)
You are in the right place.

Check out TDS(The Dark Side). There is a great team there,fabulous regulars and a whole lot of of support!!!

Let us know if we can help out in any way-questions,problems,ect... We are here to help! :D

Much peace and love.............................skillz <3
 
As a chronic pain patient myself, I know how difficult everything is, especially when people, especially family, forget what you deal with and expect you to be able to do everyday normal activities like them. Its hard and a really big battle. I know. For me, just reminding myself that every day I wake up is a day I am lucky to be alive helps me get past a lot of things but its not always that easy to get into that frame of mind. Dont be afraid to PM myself or anyone else here for that matter. I am always willing to help, especially with the physical pain angle and am always willing to listen. You can also find me on AIM, my handle is the same as on here.

The abusive relationship you went thru also is just bad shit. I am truly sorry to hear about it. I wish I had words that would make everything better, but, sadly, none exist atm. Take care, and again, dont be afraid to talk to me, I am a pretty nice fellow, tho, sometimes blunt. Much <3
 
Hey Katie..I just joined and the nice fellow above directed me to your thread! I'm from CT as well, Southington here..I don't know what it is to be going through the chronic pain as you do, but I've been addicted to opiods for the past 3 years and 4 months ago my fiance of 6 years left me out of the blue. The hurt in your body and in your heart are just overwhelming..if you ever need anyone to talk to..please, feel free.
 
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