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Phvraoh

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Sep 11, 2017
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Whatsup guys, I’ve been a visitor of blue light for about 4 or 5 years now, just recently decided to partake in the community. Don’t really want to give a total life story on my first post because I could divulge for hours , however I am very interested filling all those Helpful&Caring hearts in with a little “about me” info so I can get directed the right way.

I’m not entirely sure how swim works here I’ve seen quite a few uses of it despite it being outlined in the rules but for a first case scenario may be better to say:

There’s this Dumbass I know who IVs about a gram of Raw and a gram of Smack every single day of his life for about 2.5 years now, speeballs, eyes out doses for himself, hits shots back to back with no real cooldown period, IVs Cocaine in the same bumps and lumps and all types of scar tissue since all of his common spots are virtually nonexistent ontop of collapsed veins and all types of Irresponsible shit and is just acting like a total oblivious idiot despite the fact he’s read on these forums countless times before, and he knows people who are no longer with us due to addiction, It all roots soley on the high of the first few months he started, everytime a good batch pops up he feels like he’s almost there with those bells, or that Nod, just need to add a little bit more in the next shot.. then it’s gone. How to get more?

Young guy, 24, but recklessly putting his life in jeopardy dozens of times a day, tolerance is through the roof, that amount daily might not be a lot to compared some users here, but it’s been regularity everyday for 2.5 years with coke only being at that frequency for about 14 months but still was dabbled with prior to then. It’s not enough that he’s just absent minded, but has a very dangerous ability to inspire people close to him to partake in the same negative behavior.

Enough about that tho, main reason why I’m here is for Harm Reduction, Drug Specific discussions and advice (on coke&H), and ultimately talking with those who have successfully recovered/responsibly use and learn tactics on getting the brain out of the grips of addiction and slowing the fuck down and enjoying substances moderately before coming to a complete long overdue stop. Hopefully wihout finding that dumbass cold and gray and dead on a sofa still tied off with a pin in his lap..

Pleasure to introduce myself, My name is Phvraoh.

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Hey Phvroah, well done for finally joining up to the site :)

We don't use SWIM or any of that here, we talk about ourselves as we really are, since terms like that afford no legal protection anyway. It sounds like you're really struggling to get a grip on your drug habits there, I can appreciate how frustrating it must feel to still be doing things you don't actually want to do.

You should start posting up any specific questions or queries you have in some of the main drugs forums. You may also find the recovery support forums particularly helpful if you're really keen to have a break from it all.

Hope you find what you need here mate!
Take care,
CFC
 
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