Treyderaid
Bluelighter
Hello All. I am a 27 year old recovering addict. To make a long story short, I am concerned about my truth and my health. I am afraid of the consequences of a decade of on again off again intravenous pharmaceutical opiate abuse. We all know about the dangers of injecting pharmaceuticals without micron filters. I for many years abused oxycodone and other pharm. opiates. I had a sort of suicidal ideation associated with my drug abuse that I'm not here to talk about. But basically for many years I was aware of and embraced my likely demise as a part of my addiction. However, I had a change of heart in which I now view life from a brighter perspective. I am concerned about the long term consequences of the fillers and binders I undoubtedly injected. I want to hear from other recovering addicts who may have similar concerns and experiences. I am afraid. I am filled with regret. I know there is no going back in time and changing anything and that all I can really do is eat well and exercise and hope for the best, so I'm doing that, but this does not change my desire for knowledge and my desire to relate to others in similar shoes. I thank you all for your time and attention and pray that few of you can relate. This has been a hellish rollercoaster and I'm thankful for every day I have left, I know that It could have been worse and that I am entitled to nothing. But here I am, curious and concerned- Trey.