jaymie
Bluelighter
I get that "intensity" type feelin too when they're around. It's that stagger in your step, like "you better not fuck wit me." I didn't grow up in a bad neighborhood or anything, it's not like that. I've lived in places where you'd have the occasional bum chill on your lawn or peep through your trash cans, maybe look out the window as a kid and see my best friend's dad and grandfather fighting eachother wit milk crates on their lawns while cursing in spanish every so often, hear gunshots at night, the occasional crack fiend high speed chase crash into our corner and have the cops raid yr backyard lookin' for him(hahah, that was funny to witness), but hell I ain't complaining. I never had trouble with cops until my mom saved up enough money to move me, my sister, and my pa into the just barely suburbs. haha, it's funny because the cops were always coming to our corner house for a period of time. For me and my sister's stupid juvey shit mostly; truancy for both of us, (I dreaded that knock on the door in the mornings.) Other than that my Sister brought a lot of shit with who/what she was involved in. I think the neighborhood more or less thought we were dysfunctional white trash. Some uptight neighbor called the cops on us cause our lawn was too brown. "Oh god they are bringing down our property value!!!!!!!!!!!!!" We got cited for that bullshit. Stupid elitist bitches.
I never had problems with cops when I was living in inner san francisco. I felt more at ease because I wasnt singled out I guess. Gimme the bums chillin on my lawn and the corner crystal dealers anytime. I HATE, HATE, HATE rich flagrant whitey neighborhoods. Everyone is so so uptight and will cut you behind your back for such stupid shit. atleast being white in a mostly black or mexican neighborhood you know where you stand and you know who to not fuck with, or atleast that is how I always feel.
Ahaha, anyways, I don't know where I was going wit this story,
but yea when a cop is ever in my current neighborhood I keep my eye on em'. Always. Just to let em' know they best keep ridin on through. Whenever I'm near a cop I always flash that awareness.... I don't like you, you don't like me, I ain't got a reason to fuck with you, but I'll never trust you and I don't give a shit what people say. There just ain't no fucking way. Not sayin' they're all bad, but I've met too many blood-thirsty biitch cops who had nothing better to do than fuck with innocent people.
I never had problems with cops when I was living in inner san francisco. I felt more at ease because I wasnt singled out I guess. Gimme the bums chillin on my lawn and the corner crystal dealers anytime. I HATE, HATE, HATE rich flagrant whitey neighborhoods. Everyone is so so uptight and will cut you behind your back for such stupid shit. atleast being white in a mostly black or mexican neighborhood you know where you stand and you know who to not fuck with, or atleast that is how I always feel.
Ahaha, anyways, I don't know where I was going wit this story,
