Why thankyou Neo...for being welcoming to me.

I was a little worried about interrupting "the boys"...and I'm not a female bodybuilder, so I was a bit nervous posting in this forum. You guys welcomed me w open arms, and have been kind enough to be open about yourselves. I took the chance of opening up, fortunately it worked out. But at first, I thought, "oh no, I'm going to get slaughtered by these guys or they're just going to ignore me". That happens in other forums on the board. That's why I previously mentioned I am nervous about posting all of the time. I really am. I feel apprehensive everytime I'm about to push "submit". So, again, your warmth, openness, responses are so appreciated.
Neo...TWO Viagra? Holy hell. So you had to walk around...like
"that" for how many hours? Were you able to be at home, or did you have to be in public?? And if you had to be in public, what did you do??? Have people use it as a coat or towel hanger? LOL!! I couldn't resist.
Neo, wow, you too have a crazy high IQ. You are exactly right in using the words "fixation" and "obsession". Yes and Yes. And then yes and yes some more. I can only imagine what he went through growing up. Yes, Neo, social awkwardness for sure. He has learned to blend in, and is very likeable. Unless, you don't agree w his political views or whatever else he feels strongly about, which isn't alot of things for the most part. He is a hard right Republican, and not a fan of Obama.
So, we are on the train, on the way to the North Philly stop at that moment...and also the only white people on the train. He starts talking about the stuff that Obama is doing that he finds insane, what an idiot he is,etc. I'm saying, under my breath "You are going to get us killed". There was nothing stopping anyone from beating us senseless or worse. I was sincerely scared, and uncomfortable...and mortified. So I had my hand over my eyes, looking down, totally embarrassed.
The only time I have ever felt stupid in my entire life is around my husband, and now you Neo lol. I don't have an IQ like you guys. I am bright. I am intelligent...but nowhere near what you guys are like. It has to difficult to interact with us normal people. My husband tells me I"m very intelligent, but I believe he's saying it to be kind. I'm sure that as much as he frustates me, I frustrate him with my inability to understand and think like him.
Shit, I just spilled my skittles all over the floor, and feel...sad. lol. Kind of like that feeling if your balloon pops... Or when the top of your icecream cone falls off the cone onto the ground. Grim situations. The worst situation: when the Good Humor man runs over your bike in that big ass ice cream truck and smashes the frame to about a half inch in diameter (and you have to pick it up, push it up the street back home, while trying to hold in your tears until noone can see you).


I have to throw my skittles away. Damn. 8)