Life's twists and turns

[koz143]

So I'm sitting here thinking...and wondering how things can seem so simple and complicated at the same time. I'm just thinking about how I used to be on this straight and narrow path with one goal and one point of view. And now I have so many different ideas and things I want to do but all I here is how I have to do this or that and what is expected of me. I think of myself as pretty smart always done well acedemiocally...but now I just don't sdee that aspect of my life as relevant to me as my enjoyment of art and music and dance and new experiences daily. Does anyone see what I'm saying. Is the road less traveled neccesarily wrong if your peers or adult circle disaproove. How do I take a stand.

 

[cherub]

Koz,
Let me give you my experience. I took the road less traveled for years. Mind you I am 30 now. I was a very good student in schoool finished early and then went straight to college and then straight into my career of choice @ the age of 20. I never Did the party thing. I chooose to keep on that straight and narrow path. My family siblings, aunts, uncles, and cousins (we are in less then 10 yr range) choose to do there partying as normal. Yet, no matter what I did I suppposely was the wild one. When my second marriage offer came about. My family begged and pleaded I take it to calm down( though i was not wild of any sorts) I took the offer, and it was a mistake. 5 yrs out of my life, I
wasted for taking that road. Now Independent and ready to begin life again. I find that, the road less travel is not the right one if you are not happy. Despite what your family says, YOU HAVE TO BE HAPPY FOR YOU. They can not live your life for you. Only you can do that.
Make your decision on your heart and head,,, not by anyone elses and your life will be a much happier one .
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~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen