life after meth, If you can ever get through it?

[Leiyvr]

I cant stop, I got a good job in the mines week on week of. and even though I hate it a few too many beers seems to be the catalyst Im like a demon possessed. Then within 10 minutes all I want to do is pull my dick. more creative ways to masturbate, lock myself away and its marathon wanking sessions. Te worst of it is id rather do it myself than with anyone else. I cant have a relationship. I caqnt even have sex without being on it. Is that common to anyone else? My time alone gets more and more freaky . I fear for my mind and my ass. Til broke or butchered! anyone have any ideas how to beat the wankers drug?

 

[chugs]

Amphetamines and most drugs have powerful relationships with sex. When i use heroin I can fuck for hours. Its probably the number one thing I miss. Its like i'm a porno actor, tis so much fun. Same with Amphetamines. Sounds like you should consider consulting a doctor about whether you have ADHD. What you might find is that the low dose of dexies (dexamphetamine) could help stabilise you and your behaviour.

Definitely large doses of methamphetamine can cause strange behaviours and the lack of inhibitions caused by the alcohol will definitely be a factor. There is nothing to be ashamed about re sex and masturbation. WHen you see your doctor, you should raise it and ask for a refer to a shrink. They can definitely help you talk about what is causing it whilst you stabalise your behaviour with the dexies.

 

[mister]

Working in mines, especially as FIFO is very hard on most people and takes a cetain type to be able to do it, Im not one of them and it sounds like you are not either.

The money is good but the isolation, hours and time away from family and friends will take it's toll on most people.

Im not sure that your job is related to your Meth use but it wouldnt surprise me

 

[Mitchybaby09]

Mate im very similar. I build houses in western Oz I do stints of over 3 months on one week off. So my partner and I dabbled in ice first night we could sit uo chatting then it was sex for hours. When I smoked it out at work I would masturbsting til I ripped my skin off pretty much. I stopped that and started gambling and im talking 2 or 3 grand a day. The only thing that calmed me down was starting to inject now by all means I swore that's the line I'd never Cross. My physcosis went my addictions bar gambling went. But in all fairness it wasn't until we both hit rock bottom and stand to lose our kids. I lost my business we have gone through 2 cars in 6 months due to them being written off we have no income no car and atm kids are with relatives and our relationship is in ruins i have been clean 1 week and I'm still fucking dying inside to go boot up. But ley yourself hit rock bottom to get gf this shit. If your an occasional user. Fuvk do coke or something Ice the Devils drug. I've done evil shit on it and it still has a hold and I think I'll battle my whole life. Talj to cunts work out an exit plan and don't let cunts tell you how to get ff take advice but listen to yourself only m
You can stop it. Best of luck bro im thinking of ya. Chin up and stop ripping ya old fella apart lol
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