Less and Less...

[someone]

( this is for someone who is going through a tough time in thier relationship or should i say lack of, who is very close to me, hope you like it )
I can say what you need to hear
but I don't think that i ought to anymore,
Less and Less adds up to very little...
so maybe we should just let it go...
if you really loved me...
if you really cared...
if you really adored me...
you would have been there
if you really knew me
inside and out
if you really saw me
you would have known what the blank expression was about
if you could move faster
and capture my heart
if you could remember how we were at the start
if you could forgive
...forgive and go on
then I wouldn't be running
...away for so long
if you could hold my heart
but not touch me at all
if you would sing me to sleep
if I never were to fall
if I could stay safely hidden
in this room of glass
put up on your pedelstool
how long would I last....
if you outline me in perfection
and I have to fill it in
will I fall short of expectation
and be left empty again...
if you were to listen
to more then my words
instead of mastering your replay
before they were heard
In my truest moment
will you believe me at all
will you have a little faith
even if I don't stand as tall
will you love me for me
except me for who I really am
understand that people change
that things won't always be the same
we're all a little more fragile now
if you push I might not stay
if you make me feel judged
I may run away
you may be apart of me
I may love you more then you know
but I can't stay in the presence
...of someone who won't let me grow
If you open a book
but close it after the first page
if you fear something so much
you always keep it in a cage
if you talk like an angel
but you leave an awful sting
if you can expect so much....
but barley give a thing.....
yet expect a different projection....when shown through me
If you could just let your insecurities falls
if you could let me in
and brake down this wall
If you will let ago
and believe again...
I can say what you need to hear
but I don't think that i ought to anymore,
Less and Less adds up to very little...
so maybe we should just let it go...

 

[out_there]

hope things get better for your friend, your a really great writer... i always look forward to your posts.

 

[*Cosmic Mist*]

I just want to thank you for posting this. You have no idea what it mean to me, although the abandonment i experience is a different kind, it hurts nonetheless, and the emotions are very similar. You've touched a part of me tonight, and i really sincerly hope that whatever your friend is going though, i really hope that it works out to their advantage, and they are happy with the outcome.
Nothing hurts more than being alone.
*Hugs*

 

[Noodle]

Some people find that the pain of loneliness can, over time, become a comfort in its familiarity. Not me.
This is a really thought provoking piece by the way.
Thank you.