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I'm a regular blue light but don't feel I can ask this question under my username for many reasons, and I apologise for not having the guts to do so. I'm hoping someone reading this can't point me in the right direction as I wasn't even sIre direct line could help.
Around 14 mths ago I got clean off opioids, the hardest art of that was waking up and seeing what a mess I had made, in so many areas. I vowed never to put my partner through that again, especially the final loss.
Just over a few months ago while with some people who use I became too tempted and used throwing me into a heroin addiction. I was so ashamed to tell my partner who was so proud of me so I kept it a secret. As time went on and my addiction grew to need more I had no access to money, (I had food, shelter everything, I didn't want for anything, but I was never allowed access to money or entrusted with a large amount.
I'm embarrassed to say I defrauded a private company of money to sustain my habit and have been caught. I don't know which way to handle this and I'm scared if I start to tell lies I'll be found but I also don't want my partner and child to suffer any legal consequences of my actions.
I wish I never did it and feel sick that I even could have. My question is should I admit that this was due to a drug habit or for financial gain? ?
Around 14 mths ago I got clean off opioids, the hardest art of that was waking up and seeing what a mess I had made, in so many areas. I vowed never to put my partner through that again, especially the final loss.
Just over a few months ago while with some people who use I became too tempted and used throwing me into a heroin addiction. I was so ashamed to tell my partner who was so proud of me so I kept it a secret. As time went on and my addiction grew to need more I had no access to money, (I had food, shelter everything, I didn't want for anything, but I was never allowed access to money or entrusted with a large amount.
I'm embarrassed to say I defrauded a private company of money to sustain my habit and have been caught. I don't know which way to handle this and I'm scared if I start to tell lies I'll be found but I also don't want my partner and child to suffer any legal consequences of my actions.
I wish I never did it and feel sick that I even could have. My question is should I admit that this was due to a drug habit or for financial gain? ?