Ridethecircuswheel
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 10, 2011
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- 74
Hello Bluelight,
I am a typical heroin user who just does about one or two bags a day to prevent from being sick. After a week of little success with small tipped syringes, I made sure I would ask for LONG TIPPED needles when I went to the pharmacy. Thankfully, I only purchased three of them totaling $2.25 so I didn't waste money on an entire pack.
After opening up the first one i was blown away not how long the tip was but how THICK! As soon as I prepped my first shot I looked fr a vein. These days, I have trouble finding any and it is starting to worry me (it's my dumb fault for being poor at registering so don't flame me for that please) I began to find a vein and the first thing that happened is I bled out very violently. Usually if I bleed I can just lick it up and move on but I had to stop and get a towel. This was not a good situation. I hit with ease and then later yesterday I did another shot with ease.
THIS MORNING I woke up to do my shot and I realized that even when tied up all the arms in my vein were hiding! I almost panicked because I didn't know what to do. I recently heard about leg veins but I could not find one on my leg and I couldn't find out how to tie my leg properly.
I have 1 dollar left. What do you suggest I do? I can buy a fresh new stick but I DON'T want it to be small tip. I used to get nice THIN long tips. Should I trash the sticks?
What I'm very worried about is whether or not my veins are going to re surface by the next time I'm sick. I feel like my veins are pissed at me for stabbing them with this ridiculously sharp syringe..
Thanks guys I don't post much please dn't give me a hard time.
I am a typical heroin user who just does about one or two bags a day to prevent from being sick. After a week of little success with small tipped syringes, I made sure I would ask for LONG TIPPED needles when I went to the pharmacy. Thankfully, I only purchased three of them totaling $2.25 so I didn't waste money on an entire pack.
After opening up the first one i was blown away not how long the tip was but how THICK! As soon as I prepped my first shot I looked fr a vein. These days, I have trouble finding any and it is starting to worry me (it's my dumb fault for being poor at registering so don't flame me for that please) I began to find a vein and the first thing that happened is I bled out very violently. Usually if I bleed I can just lick it up and move on but I had to stop and get a towel. This was not a good situation. I hit with ease and then later yesterday I did another shot with ease.
THIS MORNING I woke up to do my shot and I realized that even when tied up all the arms in my vein were hiding! I almost panicked because I didn't know what to do. I recently heard about leg veins but I could not find one on my leg and I couldn't find out how to tie my leg properly.
I have 1 dollar left. What do you suggest I do? I can buy a fresh new stick but I DON'T want it to be small tip. I used to get nice THIN long tips. Should I trash the sticks?
What I'm very worried about is whether or not my veins are going to re surface by the next time I'm sick. I feel like my veins are pissed at me for stabbing them with this ridiculously sharp syringe..
Thanks guys I don't post much please dn't give me a hard time.