cherub
Bluelighter
things are basically packed again
stood in the shower crying,, what for i don't even know anymore
Looking around the room thinking, I won't really miss this place,,, but i am gona miss something,
Time is turning and lady luck played her card,,, thinking she hit 21 and i went broke
I continue to cry, I feel such a loss I can't explain it ,, was it for you for me,
was it for just for the fact i feel i have failed,,
Finding it is time to get dressed, soon i will take the last minute things down, the room becomes barer and colder,, or is it me
Finding i am striped of any strength only numbness fills me inside,, why should i care
to really live or die at this point
thinking her humor is a bit off, It passes my mind again, scared to think really of being alive then dead
I am sorry, to those i feel i have failed sorry to midnight, it kills me so
thank you for the time you cared, don't think I haven't known you have always been there.
time to do my hair look alive, look like today, i am leaving with pride
but deep inside i am riddled with pain, fear and failure
it all disolves,, time to leave time to go, time to find it all over again.
lady luck how is your hand?
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If I survive this, will you still be there to hold my hand?
stood in the shower crying,, what for i don't even know anymore
Looking around the room thinking, I won't really miss this place,,, but i am gona miss something,
Time is turning and lady luck played her card,,, thinking she hit 21 and i went broke
I continue to cry, I feel such a loss I can't explain it ,, was it for you for me,
was it for just for the fact i feel i have failed,,
Finding it is time to get dressed, soon i will take the last minute things down, the room becomes barer and colder,, or is it me
Finding i am striped of any strength only numbness fills me inside,, why should i care
to really live or die at this point
thinking her humor is a bit off, It passes my mind again, scared to think really of being alive then dead
I am sorry, to those i feel i have failed sorry to midnight, it kills me so
thank you for the time you cared, don't think I haven't known you have always been there.
time to do my hair look alive, look like today, i am leaving with pride
but deep inside i am riddled with pain, fear and failure
it all disolves,, time to leave time to go, time to find it all over again.
lady luck how is your hand?
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If I survive this, will you still be there to hold my hand?
