lackadaisical

about a month ago in class, i was asked to chose one word that describes me. lackadaisical is the first word that popped into my head. it wasn't a very good choice since everyone else was creative jill or silly bob. not that it matters now since i withdrew from the program.

but i am still feeling the same way. i know i do not want to continue with the program i was in. and that i want to move back to OH to be with james as soon as i save up money. but i have no idea what i want to do when i get there.

do i want to continue with my masters in special ed? start a new bachelor's degree? go for my rather unpractical phd in educational psych? how will i support myself? if i move back, will we ever leave? can i handle being near all the reasons that prompted me to move cross country?

in other news, i am still waiting on the real wedding photos. its annoyed and frustrating.
 
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