Jshepherd36
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 16, 2016
- Messages
- 3
Hello guys I'm new to bluelight, I have read and viewed the site for the past 2 years. This place and its members have been a godsent over and over again for information for harm reduction. I have been meaning to join multiple times over the past 2 years but being a husband, father and working a full time job I often forget to do many small things. The main reason for not joining is my wife is was previously unaware of my opitate adiction. I have quit several times last for a few days to a couple weeks. I had finally made her aware of my battle and the burden I've tried to bare on my own for fear of her leaving me. I am 100% ready to make a change be it suboxone therapy or kratom. I have used suboxone at times and it works well however I have never signed up on an actual program for the reason that where I live there's such a bad stigma surrounding opiates and even the people who has joined clinics. I do know that suboxone and methadone are two of the harder drugs to come off of. I believe that the privacy I can have with Kratom combined with the successful results I've read would make it ideal. Plus it appears it would be much cheaper then a suboxone/methadone clinic which is about $300.00 not counting the prescription itself! However the more I read about kratom the more I feel like I do not know. Seeing as time is running low to make My final decision on what strain, what type of extract process/leaf, amount needed, or any last minute suggestions for a better route. I have a decently high opiate tolerance of about 60-90mgs of oxy. I however can make do on as little as 30mg of hydro spread throughout the day. Thanks guys for taking time to read and reply. I apologize if I have posted in the wrong place, have broken any rules (I did read the rules), or if you felt I should search more. I've just searched so much that the info is kind of running together and being that I'd like to make a decision ASAP, I'd feel more comfortable with some more direct responses.