tastethealex
Bluelighter
I hadn't planned to be taking any K at all, so earlier in the night I had began to drink, we had arrived late at a friends house for a house warming party. It was maybe 4am when we got there. I didn't have much to drink, but apparently I had enough. I took a nice line and chilled out for a while chatting about nonsense with some friends.
After I had come down I began to scrape the plate for mild entertainment and pulled together another few lines. we proceeded to take these as well. this bump was only encouragement to cook up a vile and split it between the 6 of us. we split it up and each took a nice fat line. I had begun to notice the effect shortly looked at my friends and said "see you in an hour or so" leaned back in my see and let my journey begin.
I began melting into the universe watching the world zoom past me, as if i was standing between 2 mirrors and you were looking into your infinite reflection. Every where I looked my surroundings did the same. I had left this dimension and moved over to a realm where matter is the same as data and our existence is simply the presence of our mind twisting and turning in knots through this infinite reflection absorbing all the data as we pass by. However, at this point I had realized that in order to take in this data I must exchange it for matter and expel it from my being. I continued to twist and warp for what must have been a never ending loop through this tunnel of reflections.
I began to think alot about my past, and life in general, I had almost forgot what it was like to be alive. At moments I wondered if I waas even still alive. Maybe I'm dying, am I ok with that? What is "Life"? Why are were here? I had completelylost concept of this physical realm, and even time. At this point I had become a simple thoguth being processed from one moment to the next.
Moments had past when I began to wonder when this will all be over. However, I had forgotten that reality existed outside of this moment. Is this what I had been going through my whole life? Just a idea or a thought being processed for the sake of existance itself. If I stop thinking do I cease to exist? Are my memories really memories or did these events simply happen as my mind created them at this moment? What happens when my existence ends and I cease to think? do I start all over and forget my previous thoughts?
Never ending questions ran through my head. All unanswerable. Do I dare go where it goes to find these answers? No. If i travel there, I may never be able to return. I had forgot that other beings existed. At this moment I had become the universe. No one else in the world existed except myself. Had I ran into another person they woudl simply be more thougth processed by my conciousness and had I ceased to exist s woudl they. Or so it seemed that way. After all, if I cease to exist woudl their existance even matter any more? There woudl be no way for me to communicate with them.
I'd say at least an hour had past when I began to come back to slight consciousness and reality when at that point I noticed I had been slowly throwing up beer all over my jacket as the matter that I needed to release in order to absorb this data. I took off my jacket and stood up to clean myself up and see how much of a mess I had made when I then fell face first into the carpet realizing I had not returned fully to my physical self and could not control my body. I started to panic slightly at this moment, wondering to my self "what have I done?" my friends saw me, chuckled and asked if I needed help, I was some how able to communicate with them muttering out "I'm fine, fucking K, damn alcohol." I continued to lay on the floor for about an hour when I finally was able to stand back up. I changed my clothes curled up in the bed, got comfy and passed out.
Over all it was an amazing experience, next time maybe I wont drink. The final line was probably close to 175mg. over the course of the night i took about 250mg
substancecode_ketamine
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_inexperienced
roacode_nasal
exptype_positive
exptype_spiritual
After I had come down I began to scrape the plate for mild entertainment and pulled together another few lines. we proceeded to take these as well. this bump was only encouragement to cook up a vile and split it between the 6 of us. we split it up and each took a nice fat line. I had begun to notice the effect shortly looked at my friends and said "see you in an hour or so" leaned back in my see and let my journey begin.
I began melting into the universe watching the world zoom past me, as if i was standing between 2 mirrors and you were looking into your infinite reflection. Every where I looked my surroundings did the same. I had left this dimension and moved over to a realm where matter is the same as data and our existence is simply the presence of our mind twisting and turning in knots through this infinite reflection absorbing all the data as we pass by. However, at this point I had realized that in order to take in this data I must exchange it for matter and expel it from my being. I continued to twist and warp for what must have been a never ending loop through this tunnel of reflections.
I began to think alot about my past, and life in general, I had almost forgot what it was like to be alive. At moments I wondered if I waas even still alive. Maybe I'm dying, am I ok with that? What is "Life"? Why are were here? I had completelylost concept of this physical realm, and even time. At this point I had become a simple thoguth being processed from one moment to the next.
Moments had past when I began to wonder when this will all be over. However, I had forgotten that reality existed outside of this moment. Is this what I had been going through my whole life? Just a idea or a thought being processed for the sake of existance itself. If I stop thinking do I cease to exist? Are my memories really memories or did these events simply happen as my mind created them at this moment? What happens when my existence ends and I cease to think? do I start all over and forget my previous thoughts?
Never ending questions ran through my head. All unanswerable. Do I dare go where it goes to find these answers? No. If i travel there, I may never be able to return. I had forgot that other beings existed. At this moment I had become the universe. No one else in the world existed except myself. Had I ran into another person they woudl simply be more thougth processed by my conciousness and had I ceased to exist s woudl they. Or so it seemed that way. After all, if I cease to exist woudl their existance even matter any more? There woudl be no way for me to communicate with them.
I'd say at least an hour had past when I began to come back to slight consciousness and reality when at that point I noticed I had been slowly throwing up beer all over my jacket as the matter that I needed to release in order to absorb this data. I took off my jacket and stood up to clean myself up and see how much of a mess I had made when I then fell face first into the carpet realizing I had not returned fully to my physical self and could not control my body. I started to panic slightly at this moment, wondering to my self "what have I done?" my friends saw me, chuckled and asked if I needed help, I was some how able to communicate with them muttering out "I'm fine, fucking K, damn alcohol." I continued to lay on the floor for about an hour when I finally was able to stand back up. I changed my clothes curled up in the bed, got comfy and passed out.
Over all it was an amazing experience, next time maybe I wont drink. The final line was probably close to 175mg. over the course of the night i took about 250mg
substancecode_ketamine
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_inexperienced
roacode_nasal
exptype_positive
exptype_spiritual
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