Special K - First Time- Wow (Long Post)
Chemicals Used.
Post Load of 5HTP
XTC like substance belived to be MDMA, 4 Pills 2* Crowns 2 *Milleniums.
Ketamine.
Times of Administrations
1 * Pill 5HTP @ 8.30 AM FRI
1 * Pill 5HTP @ 7PM FRI
1 * Pill @ 9 PM FRI
1 * Pill @ 11PM FRI
2 * PIll @ 12.30AM FRI/SAT
1 * Line @ approx. 3.30AM SAT
1 * Line @ approx. 4.00AM SAT
1 * Line @ approx. 4.30AM SAT
1 * Line @ approx. 4.45AM SAT
Types of Administration.
5HTP taken orally .
All pills Taken Orally, swallowed straight.
Ketamine snorted.
Dosages.
5HTP 50 MG cap.
Exact Quantities unknown.
Believe the XTC to be low MG MDMA
Ketamine dosages unknown, as instructed by guide, lines increased with every administration. Lines strated at 2cm at begining, last line about 4cm long (If thats any help)
Set
I had been looking forward to the night for the whole week. Friday had been a good day. It was the last day of work before christmas. I spent the whole day doing nothing. I had booked holiday the previos evening, I had been given a promotion at work and i knew i was going out with my buddies. I was feeling really happy, with no worries.
Body was in the best shape it had been for a while, no flu, no asthma, no nothing, ready to roll.....
Setting and Effects.
Pills had all been taken while in the local club. A large DJ was playing and so there was a good atmosphere goin on in the club. All my usually party buddies were their plus a few back from uni for the crimbo reak. Two of my friends had just gotten engaged so everyone was in a real good mood.
It had taken a while for the first pills to come up, about T + 1 hr. Normally i come up in about 30 mins. They hit me kinda hard, lots of sweating, rushes etc, I went to the chill out room, to talk my way through it. After chatting for a while woth random people, i returned to the rest of the group to find most people roling ballz. A quick check was made to make sure everyone was on the clock and we went to dance. The music helped push up the feelings and i was soon tranced to the lights and the pumping set the DJ was playing.
At about 12 we sat back down and kind of puddled. I strated to notice that the buzz was going and i was coming back top base line, despite my efforts with lollies and Vicks Inhaler i was soon feeling damn normal. I decdied as most people seemed to still be rolling, i'd get two more pills and roll on. My mate scored me some Milleniums whih we had ad before and although not amazing, would do the job. I double dropped and wnet to get a drink.
When i get back i find half of my mates going home to sleep, so i couldn't go with them. This had been the case a couple of times we went out. Some of them push things tooo far to quickly. I wondered off to get my coat. On the way i notice mt mates mum ( Long story, will explain in a moment.). I ask where my buddie, her son, is and go and say hi(gh).
I feel the need to now set the scene again, as it changes.
I am the odd one in the group of friends. I only manage to hook up with them once in 3 weeks. So a lot of things happen while i'm not about.
One thing that happned was they went to a place called the "L******** House". L********* being the name of a place. The L House is a house where 4 people live. It's a house where the partying dosn't stop. Imagine. 3 rooms. A Living room, a hall and a Kitchen.
The Living room is carpeted, big couches and chairs, table, TV and stereo.
The Hall is carpeted, no doors, but rugs over the doorways, a table a seat.
The kitchen, table, sink, fridge etc, DJ booth (proper profesional thing) couch, club lights etc.
My mates had told me of this placea nd how mad it was. I had previously mentioned to them that to go there would like be being accepted into a higher circle of friends. ( Sounds wiered but is true.)
Any way. My mate tells me they are going back to the L House for a after party and would i liek to come. I decide that i must do this.
After messing about with cars and people, we arrive at the L house at about 3am.
I'm not sure of the effects of the two pills i dropped. I nkow i had been chatting to people, but the effects didn't seem all that prominent. The natural excitement in my body may have masked the effects.
I had previuosly heard about the mad K parties they had had at the house, but had never had the chance to try it. After reading about K and it's effect on Bluelight since i joined a month ago, i was happy to try some. At first the people who had the K, thought it would be a bad move for me to try as i was doing pills. After explaining i felt almost baseline the cut me a small line. I say it was small after seeing Speed and Coke lines, it looked tiny. I snorted the line, and felt a small buring feeling at the top of the nostril. I sat back and waited for it to kick in.
The asked me after about 1 min if i felt owt. I didn't
But then, I had a kind of drunken sensation, evrything got slow and fuzzy, a warm feeling came over me.
These feelings increased until i was buzzing. Everytyhing seemed to slow, i felt light, they told be to stand up and see how i felt. Standing up was like letting a coil go, like a helium ballon being held by a child, bobbing.
This lasted for a bout 30 mins, when i all of a sudden felt base line again.
I asked if i could get another line, again after checking i was back to base line, they gave me another line, this time a little bigger.
This time i had the same feelings, but it was more visual, wavey, things seemed to stop. I would be so concentrated on something, everything else was forgotten about. Then i'd snap back to the full picture and i'd be confused about what was happening. I found my self rubbing my eyes, cartoon style, trying to make sense of the visuals.
Again after 30 mins i seemed to have come back to base line.
At this ponit some people were fecked up big style, one bloke had lost the plot at one point and had just started jibbering random stuff, we decided he had had enough and kept an eye on him, keeping him on the clock, he settled down and was able to laugh at where he had been. I decided it was time to see what all the fuss was about and try and see this K hole thing everyone had been on about. I got cut another line, by my watcher, this time twice as big as the first.
Sitting back and smiling i closed my eyes.
After about 3 mins i opened them, i had just sat listening to everything going on around me. Random people coming and going, the hard house blasting away in the background, everything seemed normal, my watcher asked if i was OK, i told him i was and got up.
I wandered from room to room not knowing what was going on. I didn't know what i wanted to do. I smoked a smoke, listened to music. I decided to go sit back in the hall. Sitting down i closed my eyes, i was presented with a matrix style computer screen, i was able to play with the image, making stuff apear and dissapear. I was distracted by the lad sat next to me.
He was holding something in his hand, a brown lump. I couldn't work out what it was. I leaned over and fumbling at the object asked what it was. I just kept asking wtf is it. wtf is it. Then as he brought it closer, my vision focused and he said. "It's weed man.", not knowing wtf was going on or what i had been saying i pronounced "I'm so fucked". And sat there laughing with everyone.
The lad next to me took a hit on the bong he was packing, and then took a line of K. I decided that i wanted another hit and lied to my watcher that i was baseline again. I felt almost back, but could still feel the K in my head.
This line was as big as the last, should have really took a little less....
Again buzzing warm feelings, then zap, i was just messed up. Nothing made sense. I knew where i was, what i had done, but the next move always seemed to be a puzzle. Again i wondered around the house trying to do something. I wlaked into the kitchen and someone had put a strobe on. I moved like a robot towards the light, being held in it's flickering. My hands seemed small and i made them dance. My mate came in and saw me. He saw me with my hands in a bowl style and thougt i ws holding something. He pretended to take something out of my hand and run accross the room. I chased him and pretended to grab it back off him, then kicked it accross the room, we ended up on the floor laughing our asses of at each other.
I wnet back to the hall, and went to walk through the puddle of people. As i put my foot down i thougt i felt omething squish under it. I kind of danced as though i kept standing on stuff accross the hall, completely out of control. I don't know whty i did it. That was the only time i felt scared. I felt as though i was out of control. A quick check to tell me that it was just the drugs and i was sound broight me back. I luaghed and appoligised for freaking out and sat down.
When i sat down everything changed again.
Colors came more vivid, my vision had come back. I could see everyone. I thought it was like i had come through a barrier and was now in the special place where everyone else was. When i spoke it sounded funny, but everyone understood. I knew i was safe. I lay on the floor and closed my eeyes listening to the music. When i opened my eyes my mate was stood above me and said "Have you found that happy place" and smiled at me. That was the crwoning moment. Everything was great, i knew it was time to return.
I don't know what time it was i belive about 6 ish AM. I couldn't sleep. I just sat in a compfy chair under a think coat until 11 am when i went home.
The rest of the day i felt cracked out tired with a small headache. But after getting home and having a larhge drink of water and a 5HTP pill things started to look better. I didn't eat. Had 5 hours sleep that night, woke the next day feeling revived and full of life.
Conclusion.
K is a lot different than i thought it would be. I don't think it would be the drug of my choice. IT was a lot of fun and would definately do it again it i was offered it. I'm glad i had good people around me to keep the usage in check. I can see how things could turn ugly real quick if you didn't have people to look after you and check your dosages. The trip alowed me to meet new people, cement existing friendships and remeinded me of who i am.
Sorry this report is so long. It's my first attempt. Some of the stuff i think could be random stuff, but may help people who are thinking of taking K know what to expect and not get scared when wiered shit starts happening.
Moses
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I'll never make it to heaven so send me an angel
Chemicals Used.
Post Load of 5HTP
XTC like substance belived to be MDMA, 4 Pills 2* Crowns 2 *Milleniums.
Ketamine.
Times of Administrations
1 * Pill 5HTP @ 8.30 AM FRI
1 * Pill 5HTP @ 7PM FRI
1 * Pill @ 9 PM FRI
1 * Pill @ 11PM FRI
2 * PIll @ 12.30AM FRI/SAT
1 * Line @ approx. 3.30AM SAT
1 * Line @ approx. 4.00AM SAT
1 * Line @ approx. 4.30AM SAT
1 * Line @ approx. 4.45AM SAT
Types of Administration.
5HTP taken orally .
All pills Taken Orally, swallowed straight.
Ketamine snorted.
Dosages.
5HTP 50 MG cap.
Exact Quantities unknown.
Believe the XTC to be low MG MDMA
Ketamine dosages unknown, as instructed by guide, lines increased with every administration. Lines strated at 2cm at begining, last line about 4cm long (If thats any help)
Set
I had been looking forward to the night for the whole week. Friday had been a good day. It was the last day of work before christmas. I spent the whole day doing nothing. I had booked holiday the previos evening, I had been given a promotion at work and i knew i was going out with my buddies. I was feeling really happy, with no worries.
Body was in the best shape it had been for a while, no flu, no asthma, no nothing, ready to roll.....
Setting and Effects.
Pills had all been taken while in the local club. A large DJ was playing and so there was a good atmosphere goin on in the club. All my usually party buddies were their plus a few back from uni for the crimbo reak. Two of my friends had just gotten engaged so everyone was in a real good mood.
It had taken a while for the first pills to come up, about T + 1 hr. Normally i come up in about 30 mins. They hit me kinda hard, lots of sweating, rushes etc, I went to the chill out room, to talk my way through it. After chatting for a while woth random people, i returned to the rest of the group to find most people roling ballz. A quick check was made to make sure everyone was on the clock and we went to dance. The music helped push up the feelings and i was soon tranced to the lights and the pumping set the DJ was playing.
At about 12 we sat back down and kind of puddled. I strated to notice that the buzz was going and i was coming back top base line, despite my efforts with lollies and Vicks Inhaler i was soon feeling damn normal. I decdied as most people seemed to still be rolling, i'd get two more pills and roll on. My mate scored me some Milleniums whih we had ad before and although not amazing, would do the job. I double dropped and wnet to get a drink.
When i get back i find half of my mates going home to sleep, so i couldn't go with them. This had been the case a couple of times we went out. Some of them push things tooo far to quickly. I wondered off to get my coat. On the way i notice mt mates mum ( Long story, will explain in a moment.). I ask where my buddie, her son, is and go and say hi(gh).
I feel the need to now set the scene again, as it changes.
I am the odd one in the group of friends. I only manage to hook up with them once in 3 weeks. So a lot of things happen while i'm not about.
One thing that happned was they went to a place called the "L******** House". L********* being the name of a place. The L House is a house where 4 people live. It's a house where the partying dosn't stop. Imagine. 3 rooms. A Living room, a hall and a Kitchen.
The Living room is carpeted, big couches and chairs, table, TV and stereo.
The Hall is carpeted, no doors, but rugs over the doorways, a table a seat.
The kitchen, table, sink, fridge etc, DJ booth (proper profesional thing) couch, club lights etc.
My mates had told me of this placea nd how mad it was. I had previously mentioned to them that to go there would like be being accepted into a higher circle of friends. ( Sounds wiered but is true.)
Any way. My mate tells me they are going back to the L House for a after party and would i liek to come. I decide that i must do this.
After messing about with cars and people, we arrive at the L house at about 3am.
I'm not sure of the effects of the two pills i dropped. I nkow i had been chatting to people, but the effects didn't seem all that prominent. The natural excitement in my body may have masked the effects.
I had previuosly heard about the mad K parties they had had at the house, but had never had the chance to try it. After reading about K and it's effect on Bluelight since i joined a month ago, i was happy to try some. At first the people who had the K, thought it would be a bad move for me to try as i was doing pills. After explaining i felt almost baseline the cut me a small line. I say it was small after seeing Speed and Coke lines, it looked tiny. I snorted the line, and felt a small buring feeling at the top of the nostril. I sat back and waited for it to kick in.
The asked me after about 1 min if i felt owt. I didn't
But then, I had a kind of drunken sensation, evrything got slow and fuzzy, a warm feeling came over me.
These feelings increased until i was buzzing. Everytyhing seemed to slow, i felt light, they told be to stand up and see how i felt. Standing up was like letting a coil go, like a helium ballon being held by a child, bobbing.
This lasted for a bout 30 mins, when i all of a sudden felt base line again.
I asked if i could get another line, again after checking i was back to base line, they gave me another line, this time a little bigger.
This time i had the same feelings, but it was more visual, wavey, things seemed to stop. I would be so concentrated on something, everything else was forgotten about. Then i'd snap back to the full picture and i'd be confused about what was happening. I found my self rubbing my eyes, cartoon style, trying to make sense of the visuals.
Again after 30 mins i seemed to have come back to base line.
At this ponit some people were fecked up big style, one bloke had lost the plot at one point and had just started jibbering random stuff, we decided he had had enough and kept an eye on him, keeping him on the clock, he settled down and was able to laugh at where he had been. I decided it was time to see what all the fuss was about and try and see this K hole thing everyone had been on about. I got cut another line, by my watcher, this time twice as big as the first.
Sitting back and smiling i closed my eyes.
After about 3 mins i opened them, i had just sat listening to everything going on around me. Random people coming and going, the hard house blasting away in the background, everything seemed normal, my watcher asked if i was OK, i told him i was and got up.
I wandered from room to room not knowing what was going on. I didn't know what i wanted to do. I smoked a smoke, listened to music. I decided to go sit back in the hall. Sitting down i closed my eyes, i was presented with a matrix style computer screen, i was able to play with the image, making stuff apear and dissapear. I was distracted by the lad sat next to me.
He was holding something in his hand, a brown lump. I couldn't work out what it was. I leaned over and fumbling at the object asked what it was. I just kept asking wtf is it. wtf is it. Then as he brought it closer, my vision focused and he said. "It's weed man.", not knowing wtf was going on or what i had been saying i pronounced "I'm so fucked". And sat there laughing with everyone.
The lad next to me took a hit on the bong he was packing, and then took a line of K. I decided that i wanted another hit and lied to my watcher that i was baseline again. I felt almost back, but could still feel the K in my head.
This line was as big as the last, should have really took a little less....
Again buzzing warm feelings, then zap, i was just messed up. Nothing made sense. I knew where i was, what i had done, but the next move always seemed to be a puzzle. Again i wondered around the house trying to do something. I wlaked into the kitchen and someone had put a strobe on. I moved like a robot towards the light, being held in it's flickering. My hands seemed small and i made them dance. My mate came in and saw me. He saw me with my hands in a bowl style and thougt i ws holding something. He pretended to take something out of my hand and run accross the room. I chased him and pretended to grab it back off him, then kicked it accross the room, we ended up on the floor laughing our asses of at each other.
I wnet back to the hall, and went to walk through the puddle of people. As i put my foot down i thougt i felt omething squish under it. I kind of danced as though i kept standing on stuff accross the hall, completely out of control. I don't know whty i did it. That was the only time i felt scared. I felt as though i was out of control. A quick check to tell me that it was just the drugs and i was sound broight me back. I luaghed and appoligised for freaking out and sat down.
When i sat down everything changed again.
Colors came more vivid, my vision had come back. I could see everyone. I thought it was like i had come through a barrier and was now in the special place where everyone else was. When i spoke it sounded funny, but everyone understood. I knew i was safe. I lay on the floor and closed my eeyes listening to the music. When i opened my eyes my mate was stood above me and said "Have you found that happy place" and smiled at me. That was the crwoning moment. Everything was great, i knew it was time to return.
I don't know what time it was i belive about 6 ish AM. I couldn't sleep. I just sat in a compfy chair under a think coat until 11 am when i went home.
The rest of the day i felt cracked out tired with a small headache. But after getting home and having a larhge drink of water and a 5HTP pill things started to look better. I didn't eat. Had 5 hours sleep that night, woke the next day feeling revived and full of life.
Conclusion.
K is a lot different than i thought it would be. I don't think it would be the drug of my choice. IT was a lot of fun and would definately do it again it i was offered it. I'm glad i had good people around me to keep the usage in check. I can see how things could turn ugly real quick if you didn't have people to look after you and check your dosages. The trip alowed me to meet new people, cement existing friendships and remeinded me of who i am.
Sorry this report is so long. It's my first attempt. Some of the stuff i think could be random stuff, but may help people who are thinking of taking K know what to expect and not get scared when wiered shit starts happening.
Moses
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I'll never make it to heaven so send me an angel
